good luck

Chapter 277
In fact, she is not as strong as she looks?
In fact, she will always pretend to be strong, is she always bluffing?
Lu Jinnian couldn't help rewinding his memory.What happened from the first time I saw her that year to this year.For the first time, he wanted to recall everything well.

2004 years.

The first time I saw Su Xiaoxiao was in a dark alley full of rubbish, Lu Jinnian didn't see her face clearly.Well, it can also be said that he didn't care what she looked like at all.

What he thought was that it was really shameful for so many people to bully a girl.

So why did he say those things?Lu Jinnian thought.Myself at that time.

Perhaps it is the heroism of youth.

I will take good care of you.

Ah……

It's really ignorant to say such warm words to a girl who doesn't know her name.Lu Jinnian's mood is extremely complicated now, most likely regret.

It wasn't that he regretted saving her, he was disgusted with how he had said those things back then.

Never make promises lightly, maybe because of your careless words, it will sad a person's whole life.

The words written in the postcard that Park Anhao once sent appeared in Lu Jinnian's mind.

I think when I replied to Park Anhao, I swore that such a thing would never happen to me.It turned out that it was not impossible, it happened, and I never realized that it had happened long ago. ,

Maybe I really am not a good person.

Thinking of Park Anhao, I really want to tell her everything, but how can I explain this situation clearly.

Maybe there is no need to say it, after all, I have never told Pu Anhao seriously that I like her, and every time I just make insinuations.

Doesn't it seem like you're glad you didn't say that?
Lu Jinnian himself was also confused at this moment.

Look at Su Xiaoxiao's sleeping appearance.I don't know if it was because of drinking too much wine, but I slept soundly and peacefully.At this moment Lu Jinnian really wanted to cry, with many, many emotions mixed in.

Do you believe in destiny?

This is the question Park Anhao once asked me.At the time I said I didn't believe it.It is a very positive attitude.In my opinion, there is nothing predestined in this world.Everything in the world is constantly changing.Nothing is set in stone.Even eternity is constantly changing.If we must say that there is only one thing that does not change, it is that everything is changing.

But Park Anhao said, Lu Jinnian, you have to believe that many things have been foreshadowed at the very beginning, but we ourselves don't know it. Everything we do later is due to the continuous accumulation of previous bits and pieces. The current situation.Everything must be transformed from the previous accident.

Listening to what An Hao said, I don't know whether I believed her or what she said, but it doesn't make any difference, it's all about her anyway.

Later, I saw such words in the blog of a person who studies philosophy.

"If the past and the future are all in the present, and if the reason always follows the reason, then the creatures on this earth, where will you get this free will?" This gentleman believes in fate and the cycle of cause and effect. That state is like believing that good is rewarded with good and evil is rewarded with evil.

I sent this passage to Park Anhao again, and she replied in a text message: I don’t understand philosophy, and I’m not discussing philosophy with you.I just found that too many things in my life have long been foreshadowed.

So, Su Xiaoxiao...

——Lu Jinnian Blog · 2008

(End of this chapter)