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Chapter 380 Her most beautiful time ([-])

"We have already broken up." Lu Jinnian quickly adjusted his mood.

"But you still love her." Su Xiaoxiao didn't budge.

"..." "These are two different things." Lu Jinnian could only try to remain calm.

"It's obviously the same thing." "If you don't love her, why don't you go to school?" Su Xiaoxiao didn't want to just muddle along like this at all.Anyway, it's something to face.It is better to face it as soon as possible to avoid it now and finally face it.

"You don't have to worry about it." This negotiation failed again.In fact, it should be clear from the beginning.Lu Jinnian realized that he had been underestimating Su Xiaoxiao's perseverance.

"Then leave me alone. We each love someone. It's just that I'm not lucky... because, senior, you won't like me." Su Xiaoxiao smiled but seemed to be crying.Lu Jinnian really couldn't watch it anymore.

"However, is there anything to do with it? Because this is something I am willing to do. Just like senior, you like Pu Anhao, even if it is hard sometimes, but you are not willing to give up. So senior, you can understand my feelings." Su Xiao Xiao said.

"How long are we going to stand like this?" Lu Jinnian knew that he had no way to convince Su Xiaoxiao, maybe he had to give it to time.It turns out that giving time is such a helpless thing.If it is not a last resort, who would say such a thing.

"Haha. Let's go shopping. What do you want to eat? Are you ready?" Su Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

"Well. Not yet. Think about it as you go." Lu Jinnian closed the door and walked behind Su Xiaoxiao.

Source: Su Xiaoxiao Space Log
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Am I being too despicable or Lu Jinnian is too kind?
Can I say I'm doing the same thing again?

How could Lu Jinnian not love Pu Anhao? I used such an obvious thing as a chess piece.

Just like that year when I knew that Lu Jinnian would not be cruel and agreed to let me go to the same university with him.I have taken advantage of Lu Jinnian's kindness countless times.

But God will forgive me.

I really can't give up on Lu Jinnian, and it's not that I haven't tried various methods.I read in a book that if you want to forget your old love, you will find a new love in addition to time.So I also try to like other people in the past.But in the end it's still the same, if it wasn't for Lu Jinnian, I wouldn't be able to really like someone.I think this life can only be Lu Jinnian.Whether he likes me or not.I would love him.She was the first person I liked when I was a girl and the only person I will like in my life.

This will not change.

How can life be like this?Fortunately, that's the case, right?If I hadn't met Lu Jinnian, I don't think I would have known how to love someone in my whole life.I may still be that drifter who doesn't believe in love or everything.

Saying such things today must have hurt Lu Jinnian's heart.At least he sprinkled a handful of salt in his heart again.

I'm not surprised that Lu Jinnian didn't hold me back today.Instead, I was surprised that I would rush out of Lu Jinnian's house today.It turns out that I also have such restless moments.Until now, when everything is quiet, I still can't figure out why I did that at that time.Do you really think you are being laughed at or belittled?Probably not.I just need to vent.No one knows my feelings for Lu Jinnian, and Lu Jinnian, the only one who knows, chooses to turn a blind eye.That's why it's like that.I suddenly felt that I was too immature, what kind of thing is this.

Lu Jinnian, I will love you well and always love you.For me, loving you, this is the most beautiful time.

Just pretend you can't see it.

(End of this chapter)