good luck

Chapter 42

Dear Anhao:
First of all, congratulations on your reconciliation with Shiyu, I think your relationship will get better and better.People always have some kind of fear when they are on the verge of loss. It seems that if they don't do this, they won't know how to cherish more.Just like we always have a bad attitude towards those close to us, but we are polite and kind to strangers.Is it because you know that the people around you will not leave you?
well.You are a very trustworthy friend.I am so blessed to have grown up with you and spent such a long time together.It will continue to be like this in the future.

When I was young, you always told me everything. Show me the diary you wrote.At that time, I always thought that there were so many things in your little head.As my grandma said, you are really a sensible and good boy.I know you're going to annoy me talking to you like an adult again.Who told me to be my elder sister? My elder sister should take good care of my younger sister.But I feel that when we are together, I still receive more care from you, and you take care of everything by yourself.Always like to think for others.

In fact, sometimes being too persistent is really not good.

An Hao, you are too stubborn.Do you still remember the fight with your classmates in the fourth grade of elementary school?Because the boy at the same table wants to play rock-paper-scissors with you, and you agree that if you win, you will give the other party a glass ball.The result is that you win, but the tablemate is shameless and refuses to give it to you.But in the end you took it back.Got into a fight with him.My hands are scratched.Do you remember?

You have been so stubborn and paranoid since you were a child.

Although we are not studying in the same school now, I can still feel that you are more gentle than before, because you who are so reserved and do not show any emotions are finally willing to bow your head this time.You used to hold the idea of ​​losing and losing.

I don't think Shi Yu doesn't understand you.Because he decided from the beginning that you were special.There are many people in this world who praise us for being beautiful, smart, capable, and generous, but there are very few people who see our specialness.If one day someone really said to me Zhang Jingya, you are special, I think I will be satisfied, whether it is friendship or love, at least someone is willing to understand what is in my heart.So don't be so pessimistic anymore, even if Shi Yu really doesn't understand you, at least he is trying to understand you.He has already started to take action, but you have not responded, so he is uneasy.However, now everything is getting better and better, you have already told him what you think, haven't you?

Xia Tian and I are fine.We are now lovers.Sorry, I only told you now.I never knew how to say it.The main thing is that I didn't think we could get together.I have always been in a state of crush on Xia Tian, ​​and I paid close attention to him silently.Be careful.Although in the same class, we often meet each other, but every time I see him, I am very nervous.So I won't take the initiative to talk to him.Just when I was about to remain unrequitedly in love until graduation, Xia Tian actually wrote me a letter.I won't tell you the content.Anyway, it just came together naturally.At first I really couldn't sleep because I didn't know if I was dreaming or not.The person who has been in love for so long has already done well, and the person who has been in love with him all the time is now with a smile on his face, how incredible it is to be by his side every day.Occasionally, I worry that it is just a dream and I will not wake up because the time has not arrived.After school, we would lie down in the corridor and chat about what happened at school and our expectations for high school life.Mingming just said it for a while, and the setting sun fell into the horizon.I don't ask my father to pick me up now, because Xia Tian will send me home every day.I think I am so happy.

I came back after the high school entrance examination.I miss you too.When I'm not around, I'll trouble you to go to my house to accompany grandma more.thank you.

婧雅
　  　Nov. 2005, 3

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