good luck

Chapter 48
　"The two were originally a couple, because the man's mother was dissatisfied with the girl's career. So in the end the girl proposed to break up."
"That's not the point, is it?" Some people's senses are dull and focused. If they pay attention to one thing, they really only care about the thing itself, and are completely uninterested in other derivatives.Park Anhao is such a person.All she can think about now is why Zhu Jin is so persistent.

"He has never given up. No matter how the girl treats him, he will not waver. I remember he said that he will not give up until the last day." Zhu Jin completely ignored Park Anhao's question and said to herself He continued on his own.

"If I tell you, I like him only because of this sentence. Do you believe it?" Zhu Jin suddenly became nervous.She wasn't sure if she could understand such an inexplicable reason.

"I understand." No, she didn't understand, not at all!The hero didn't say this to her, so she was so moved.

"I knew you would understand, so I decided to tell you." If Zhu Jin knew that Park Anhao didn't understand, she was just echoing.She will definitely not go on and will deeply regret her actions.

"Actually, that's not the most important reason. The most important thing is that someone told me that before. At that time, I was like her—no matter what he did, I turned a blind eye to it. The so-called authorities are obsessed, but bystanders are clear. Completely Correct answer. When someone loves me so much, I don’t think it’s love. I didn’t realize that someone once loved me so deeply until I saw similar people and similar situations. So, Anhao, you are right, I am Touching the scene and hurting."

"..." Pu Anhao is completely confused now.After going around and going around, the result is not a secret love at all, and Zhu Jin's so-called liking is not love liking.In the final analysis, it is really just touching the scene and missing the old friend.

"Hey. In fact, I was stupid for a while. For example, I followed him for three consecutive days."

"...Why are you following him?" She really wasn't afraid to scare her to death.

"I don't know either. I just watched him pass by and followed him unconsciously." For a week, he came to the store to eat every night. It was almost twelve o'clock when he came, and there were very few people eating and drinking tea in the store. So Joo-kyung has a lot of time to schmooze with him.He told her a lot about her and his plans for their future.He told her that without her, his life would be the rest of his life from now on.He sat in the store until the store opposite closed, and the strange thing was that he had never met the girl Zhu Jin in the store opposite.It took a long time to find out that the girl applied to live in the store in order to avoid meeting him.At that time, Zhu Jin asked him, even if it was like this, should he wait forever.He sighed and said wait and see.Zhu Jin didn't say any more after that.It's just that every time he bids her farewell, she always wants to say that she really wants to wait with you.She was startled by such a weird thought.So one day, shortly after he left, she asked for leave and followed him.She was far away for fear that he would find out, and she didn't turn back until she reached the traffic light ahead.After repeating this three times, Zhu Jin didn't know that he knew it all the time.One time he suddenly turned his head and saw Zhu Jin's back, and recalled that there seemed to be someone following him these few days.So everything is clear.But he didn't say anything, after all, she was still a child, after all, she didn't want him to know.

"...Fortunately, he is not a bad person." Park Anhao didn't know how to define Zhu Jin, a neurotic girl. "Why didn't you follow after that?"

"Later...well, I couldn't find the point of doing this." Zhu Jin pursed her lips.

August 2005, 8 Park An-ho's Diary Significance
I finally know Hibiscus' secret.Probably not a secret, because a secret is no longer a secret once it is told.

Hibiscus' obsession with that person is, at best, a self-compensation.Because someone used to treat her in the same way, but she has never experienced it from the beginning, maybe now, but the man is no longer there.Looking at other people's experiences now, unconsciously empathize with them.

Speaking of empathy, I have never believed that anyone can really do it.No one is who, even if the experience is the same, they cannot fully empathize.There is always something different.

The reason why Zhu Jin gave up following her later was because she didn't know the point of doing so.I was really tempted to say that what you do is all there is to it.I think Joo Geun will definitely understand one day.

(End of this chapter)