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Chapter 480 I Think I'm In Love With You
　【44】Flowers are not flowers, fog is not fog, and you are not what you are now.

Wang Siqi said, every time you are self-willed, I know what I did wrong again.

I think he's right and wrong.I have always been willful, no matter what Wang Siqi did was right or wrong.Seems like this is something I've always had.I think so.

This is the first time I heard that someone thought I did it on purpose.And it was what Chang Le said.

I don't know if I should be happy or not.

I saw a sentence on the Internet that was reposted crazy.

We are always mean to those close to us, but very tolerant to strangers.

At that time, I wondered if I had the same attitude towards the people I cared deeply about?Thinking and thinking, Wang Siqi came to mind.You have to admit that sometimes you really don't want to think of someone on purpose, but impartially, the first person you think of is always him.

I seem to be too harsh on Wang Siqi.

My strictness is not that I always ask him to do something for me, on the contrary, it is that I always do not tell him my request.However, there has always been such a request in my heart.For example, I hope that Wang Siqi will understand me in the way I want.However, I will not tell him what kind of way I want.

In fact, I know that he has been working very hard to find this way.Wrong, and I'll be blunt, I'm not happy at all.However, once he asked me, I couldn't say a word.At that time, I naively thought that if you really love me, you will understand and you will find the exit.And if I really told you, then everything would be meaningless.

I upheld this idea until Wang Siqi left me.

Perhaps, what Changle said was right. "Chang Le, maybe you're right. I'm responsible for everything. I lost something and got into trouble. In fact, I caused it myself."

"Clover, that's not what I meant." Changle seemed to want to explain it to me.But I don't want to hear it.Because I'm not angry.

"It's all right. I know that." I said.

"Clover. Listen, I don't think you're wrong at all. People have their own aspirations. Maybe that's not the right way to say it. But you stick to yours and they stick to theirs. The two are essentially the same Yes. Some people have integrated into the reality and become secular vassals. Some people have been living in their ideals, holding innocent childlike innocence. Clover, you are like this. You chose a path of few people. The price paid for this."

"I don't want to say that this is the price of growing up. Because of Clover, I always feel that you have not grown up. You are still a young child in your world." "Clover, the man you want to meet will always protect you , to protect you from the wind and rain. He is strong enough but still innocent, and he is willing to guard your dreams and your beauty. Clover, you will meet such a person."

After listening to Changle, I admit that I was totally taken aback.I thought he was going to say that was the kind of person he was again.For me to have such thoughts, it actually shows that my innocence is also being lost. "Changle, I thought you were going to talk about you." I didn't want to say more, but I still didn't hold back.

"Clover, I have to admit that I am not strong enough to protect everything about you. But I am working very hard towards this direction. I want to be your support and umbrella."

(End of this chapter)