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Chapter 498 After all, he is the one I love ([-])
It was one o'clock in the morning when I woke up.

It was terrible, just fell asleep on the desk like this, and had such a bad dream.

The first thing I do when I wake up is of course look at my phone.

But of course it was disappointing as always, Lu Jinnian did not send any text messages.No text messages from anyone either.

Pu Anhao remembers that Xia Weiliang used to say that because she has been reciting time, sometimes fate will take care of you. For example, if you are waiting for a text message from one person, but there is still nothing, then you will receive another person. Even if it’s not from the person you want to wait for, at least it’s from someone who cares about you.You will still feel happy or not too lost.

At that time, Pu Anhao said, hey, why wasn't he even more disappointed, because he was so happy for nothing.

Xia Weiliang just smiled, Pu Anhao didn't explain, of course she understood, but she had never encountered it before, especially after graduation, the people who were by her side now went their separate ways , Therefore, few people will take your emotions into account.Just like Park Anhao herself.Not paying attention to anyone at all, she wanted to care about them but finally gave up.

She herself didn't know why, it was obvious that these were people she loved deeply, and they were all so important.

It always feels like time is getting farther and farther away.

I don't know if it's night, people are extremely vulnerable once they put down their guard, seeing that the phone screen hasn't turned on for a long time, the more Pu Anhao thinks about it, the sadder he becomes, and he feels like he's about to cry.

But she hasn't cried for a long time, even if she had such a sad dream, she didn't wake up from the dream with tears on her face like before.

It's been a long time since I cried.

It's not that I can't cry, or that I have become stronger, but I don't want to be so useless. How can tears be exchanged for lost people who have lost things?Just like that beautiful glass that year, after using it for so long, it was accidentally broken. Well, it was not broken, but it was too careless, forgetting the principle of heat expansion and contraction, so it was washed with cold water. The cup, just poured the hot water that had just boiled into it, and there was a "bang" explosion, and the boiling water splashed everywhere.

Of course I was frightened, but at that moment, I was worried about whether I would be burned, Pu Anhao's eyes were red, and the cup was rotten.

Broken.unusable.

That's how sad it is.

It's so sad.

Just a cup.someone said.

Of course Pu Anhao knew it was just a cup, but he always carried it with him, and always used that cup for drinking.So it's called a very important thing.

That time Pu Anhao went to the supermarket where she bought the cups again, but she couldn't find the exact same cups again. In fact, it was not without the same style, but the colors were different.It's just a little bit different, even Pu Anhao finds it very dazzling.Because it's not that one.

This is a common problem of patients with obsessive-compulsive disorder. It is their obsession. If it is not the original thing, it will not be comfortable.

After searching many places, Park Anhao gave up.She knew she would never find the cup again, and if she did, she wouldn't be too happy.

As time goes by, many things will change, sadness will fade away, needs will fade away, that’s why some people say that the thing that I always wanted before, because I didn’t get it at the moment I really wanted it, so even if I get it later Not so happy anymore.

(End of this chapter)