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Chapter 565 One Hundred Years of Solitude ([-])

Park Anhao's diary, May 2013, 5 Wang Xietangqianyan in the old days

Turn to the diary from long ago:

I think time changes everything.You will be happy.me too.But why do you have to be so nice to me?You said that if I change my number, I will never be found again.That's why I did it.But what if I really decide?So what's the point of all that?

Can you stop being nice to me...

I'm actually a very simple person.
The happiness I like is also simple and pure
Faint

Shallow

that's all
But now I feel so tired
sad to cry
I just finished writing the speech I will use tomorrow, and I don’t want to read it directly, so it shouldn’t be a problem to think about tomorrow.
everyone fell asleep

I look at this lamp

Suddenly the tears couldn't stop falling down
Exhausted
You have to live a wonderful life alone, okay?
My heart was heavy yesterday.It's sad.Don't want to talk to anyone.alone.Later she told me a lot.I seem to be a little numb.The heart is like still water.I do not know either.Now it seems that I don't care about anything anymore.real.have no idea.I'll be fine.I think.You also want to be happy.my best hope.to you.

Finally went home.
Facing the computer, I was at a loss.
I don't know either. What's going on.
I remember. On the car going back, my mood was quite complicated. Although I was very sad. But... warm. After all, I can go home.
I didn't plan to go home today. Stay at school.
Later. Happened. Some things.
Still. Go home.
When I was in the car, I thought I would write something today.
But now. There is no way to talk about it.
I really wanted to talk to someone. I flipped through the address book, hesitated, and finally gave up.
Just staring at the screen in a daze
Finally went home.
Facing the computer, I was at a loss.
I don't know either. What's going on.
I remember. On the car going back, my mood was quite complicated. Although I was very sad. But... warm. After all, I can go home.
I didn't plan to go home today. Stay at school.
Later. Happened. Some things.
Still. Go home.
When I was in the car, I thought I would write something today.
But now. There is no way to talk about it.
I really wanted to talk to someone. I flipped through the address book, hesitated, and finally gave up.
Just staring at the screen in a daze
Every time when I am sad, I will keep silent. Quiet. You once said that no matter what happens, you are always there. These words make me really feel. Very. Warm. Just really. When I am very unhappy When you are not by my side. I can't find you. You. More often. I don't want to go to you. Because I don't want you to worry. I hope you think I am very happy. No sorrow and sad.
I'm really having a good time. Every day. Smiling. Just a lot of times. I still go back and think about things. About me. About you, you guys. About us.
I know. Now it doesn't matter who's who.
Forget about the past. We will live better.
feeling sad now
You always say I'll always let you go without any reason

I'm always very disapproving 
Today I finally realized that this is also a great happiness
He told me not to trust others easily but I always don't listen to him
(End of this chapter)