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Chapter 679 I'm Waiting For You In Memories ([-])
Park Anhao's diary October 2013, 10 In the joy of the world, you are so unhappy
I know that I have lamented how fast time flies countless times, really countless times.

when you are alone.

When she was with Xia Weiliang.

When I sat and chatted with my mother.

I also wrote about it in my space blog Weibo.

Time flies, you see, I even graduated from college.I am actually walking on the road of Bensan seriously. When I was chatting with people before, when I was asked about my age, every time I was very proud to answer Bensan.At that time, I was actually only 20 years old, so I didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.

Nothing else, but the inner childishness at work.I know that I am still very young, still a child.It can also be inferred that the tone of the other party must be disdainful and speechless.Because everyone thinks that that age can't be a person who is in the middle of the third year, and everyone knows that age is like a beautiful flower that blooms just right.

But the past two years have not been different. At the age of 23, I can no longer say things like Ben San to anyone calmly.If you are asked, you will definitely give the specific number directly.This is not something to accept frankly, but something that has to be accepted.So instead of waiting for someone to say something to you, it's time for three.It's better to face it bravely.As a girl, of course, I really don't like being asked about my age, but it's not because age is a secret, but because I don't want to admit the fact that I am no longer young.

Maybe what I said was too severe. In other words, it's just because I know that I am getting farther and farther away from those youthful days.

No one wants to grow old, everyone wants to stay young forever, and be young forever, but everyone will get old, everyone will lose their youth, and everyone will grow old.

This is the law of nature, and no one can change it.

Maybe you are young and beautiful, and no one can see your real age, but if you can deceive others, you will never be able to deceive yourself.The passing time has been reminding you intentionally or unintentionally that today you are a little older than yesterday.

I sometimes look in the mirror and recall who I was a year ago, who I was five years ago, and who I was ten years ago.Those images that I thought had always been in my heart were a little blurry at that moment.I don't remember much of who I was that year, or what happened in that year.

Everything started to fade.

Maybe I'm really old.

Fear of aging is a sign of ignorance.I always agree with this.Because in the case of protecting my appearance, I am more in favor of deepening my inner self-cultivation. The inner beauty is the real eternal beauty that will never fade.

I am very glad that I have persisted in what I like for so many years, reading, writing and drawing, talking with senior people, learning some extracurricular things, and constantly enriching my soul.It will not be so lonely and not so sad.

The most important thing is to spend more time with mom and dad.The saddest thing in the world is that the child wants to support but the relative is not there.

In love, I think companionship is the longest confession of love. In family relationship, I think companionship is the deepest filial piety.Maybe you are not strong enough to meet any of their requirements and hopes, but you can spare your time to have a meal with them, sit and chat with them, watch the rising sun together, and walk from the street together. This end goes to the other end of the road.

Maybe that's what they really want, you by their side.

(End of this chapter)