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822 The Dust Settles 6
"This is a tacit understanding, a tacit understanding, a tacit understanding of the soul." Shi Yu emphasized it.The pride is beyond words.

Of course An Hao knew that Shi Yu was bragging.The fact is the same, it has nothing to do with tacit understanding.I don't know if this is Shi Yu's specialty. Although he doesn't know how to cook, he still has experience in making desserts.For example, these sesame seeds are the materials needed to make his favorite sesame chiffon cake.Of course he won't talk about this, he always feels a little embarrassed to show off in front of the person he likes, especially if the other person is An Hao, such an all-around genius.

That's even more embarrassing.

In fact, he was not such a person, but he was completely overturned when he met Anhao.This is the so-called one thing down one thing.No matter how powerful a person is, there is always someone who is his weakness.

"No matter what it is, you have to taste it first. If it doesn't suit your taste, then don't eat it." Anhao raised her chopsticks, looked at Shiyu and said.For those who have never tasted her own cooking, Anhao is somewhat worried. She believes in her cooking skills, but it is true that carrots and cabbage have their own preferences, and it is difficult for everyone to agree.God knows if Shi Yu is a difficult master.

"It's amazing, they are all my favorite dishes." Shi Yu said.

"Stop trying to be cute to me here. I don't bother to talk to you." Hearing this, An Hao didn't want to wait for Shi Yu's opinion anymore, and ate it by herself.

Shi Yu smiled unconcernedly.

The reason I don't like to cook is not because I'm lazy or because I'm afraid of trouble.

In my memory, my mother's boiled fish and brine shrimp taste the most fragrant.But it really stays in memory.After graduating from junior high school, I rarely ate meals made by my mother.Both she and her father seldom go home, and the nanny takes care of everything at home.It took me a long time to get used to the new taste, but getting used to it doesn't mean you can't really ignore it.Every time I look at the lonely dining table, I always feel my nose is a little sour.Probably since then, I have become indifferent to the matter of eating.

I thought I was quite particular about diet, but later on I didn't care about anything at all.It seems to be a person who is really not picky eaters.

Is good?is it bad?
It doesn't matter now either.

Unlike Anhao, I didn't think of the taste of my mother's cooking.I just watched An Hao make so many delicious dishes by himself, and felt very happy.A pen in Anhao lives like a lotus flower, emerging from mud but not stained.No matter what the outside world is, she seems to be just sticking to her truth and living for herself.

Live for yourself.I've always wanted to live like this.But every time I was timid, and then fell short.

Following An Hao to Nanmu this time is determined to say goodbye to the past me, a complete goodbye.

Xia Weiliang used to ask me a lot, she said, if only tomorrow is left in your life, what will you do, will you be depressed, will you regret that you have not given your best in this life?
At that time, I always rejected such a question. I was an extremely optimistic person, and I didn't think much about the future at all.I am not living in the present as you think. I was just pure laziness at that time. The future is too far away. It is very troublesome to imagine things that I don’t know if they will come true.

I won’t lie, that’s what I thought back then.

But now I think I don’t think so. If there is only tomorrow in my life, I think I will regret it until I die. I haven’t found the meaning of life. I just found it, but I have to say goodbye forever. Ironic and sad thing!
Therefore, I will truly cherish the present and look forward to a better future.

——Shiyu Diary

(End of this chapter)