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Chapter 97
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I am in a very bad mood today, very depressed to the extreme.

By mistake, I wrote an English test paper in math class, and was bumped into by the math teacher.The teacher didn't say anything.But the students in the class are not like this.

"Hmph, I think my grades are really good."

"Forget it, she doesn't know what shame is."

"Isn't it a gifted student~"

"..."

Damn it, put yourself in such a disadvantageous situation again.

In fact, I haven't paid attention to these for a long time, and sometimes I feel, hey, I haven't been involved in a new topic today.That's great.Sometimes my self-hypnotic awareness is really terribly strong, and I almost think everything is real.

I am really not reconciled.But there is no way.

It's only because I'm not a real diamond yet.

At the end, still not happy.

And you.

How are you doing today?In short, you must be happy.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

You said in your letter that you miss me very much.

You also said you would come and see me.

Still want to be by my side.

These are beautiful.I never expected that.In my impression, you should live in peace in that city called Sihe.In spring, hundreds of flowers are in full bloom, and thousands of trees are flourishing.The bright hibiscus that fills the streets in summer is swaying.In autumn, the ginkgo is golden and the leaves are colorful.In winter, it is covered with snow, and it is like a dreamland.Every morning when you wake up, you will see the bright sun shining on the window lattice, and the shadow of the sun is refracted through the gaps in the curtains. This is the beginning of a beautiful day.In the afternoon alone, make a cup of strong coffee or tea with your favorite book at hand.At dusk, I will go to the yard to see the sun slanting in the west and the colorful sunset in the sky.At night, no matter the stars are shining or the sky is raining, you can sleep peacefully.The days go by like this, and then one day, the scent of another person you like enters your life, and life moves on again.

These are my dreams too.

However, maybe I can only dream and think about it like this.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know 
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

This time I want to tell you something happy.

Going for a walk in the park in the afternoon, I met a little boy about six years old, who was sitting on the concrete floor alone, writing and drawing with a brush.There is also a small bucket full of water beside it.His mother was chatting with a friend not far away.I just squatted beside him and watched him draw.Neither of us spoke.Later, he asked me: "Sister, do you like drawing?" I said: "Yes, I like it, but what do you draw? A small house?" The little boy said: "Well, this is my dream There is a big garden and a golden retriever. I will play here. Mom and Dad are watching me on the swing." Lu Jinnian, do you feel very warm.At that time, I was so moved by this innocent childlike innocence that I almost burst into tears.He is not just talking about a house, it is actually a home.Maybe the child's mind is immature and cannot express that his dream is a happy family, but I'm really surprised.Then I briefly recalled my six-year-old, what I was thinking at that time, it seems that I did not have such awareness.When I was six years old, I really wanted to go to preschool.And painting, I really liked it back then.

What about your six years old, remember?
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)