married daughter

Chapter 198

Until now, Ruan Yunting has kept all the worries in her heart.

People are like this, when encountering things that need to be solved alone, they tend to dig into the dead end.Ruan Yunting is like this.She has always blamed herself for Han Su's matter.But in fact, everything can't be slapped. Jun Lanzhou's objective analysis seems to push away the dark clouds in Ruan Yunting's heart.

"But Wenyuan is like this, I did harm him..."

"I never knew you were such an ignorant person." Jun Lanzhou shook his head and said, "Even if it's really a 'harm', I'm afraid the son of the world would be willing to do it. Besides, how could you do it intentionally? As for him looking for you And it caused the prince to play tricks behind his back. It is the distortion of the prince's human nature and his paranoia. If you said that you harmed the son, I would also say that the son's attachment to you harmed you! If there is no marriage, you may find him in the future. Get someone who treats you wholeheartedly. Marriage is not just paving the way for yourself. If there is true love between the husband and wife, even the thorn hairpin sarong is happy. It’s better than living in a gold-encrusted cage, playing for others, and competing for food with the same kind .”

Jun Lanzhou's words penetrated into Ruan Yunting's heart, she never imagined that it was a man who understood her thoughts in this way.

"Lan Zhou, thank you for helping me speak."

Jun Lanzhou laughed, and said, "I'm not talking for you, I'm a bystander. As I said just now, you are all right, so you don't need to blame yourself at all. As for the future, it all depends on fate." Said At this point, Jun Lanzhou sat up straight and said seriously: "However, from an objective point of view, Dai Ming should be a good husband. If you think he can be relied on, you might as well think of a way to be his wife. You can spend your whole life Safe and secure."

Ruan Yunting smiled wryly: "Lan Zhou, in fact, I have been very confused."

"Confused? Tell me?" Jun Lanzhou raised an eyebrow
"Should I choose to obey my fate and live on, or choose to follow my heart and die with no regrets." Ruan Yunting looked at Jun Lanzhou with sharp eyes.

Jun Lanzhou was startled, looked deeply at Ruan Yunting, and said after a while: "You really asked me about this."

"Lan Zhou is so smart, why would I ever ask you?" Ruan Yunting only thought that Jun Lanzhou didn't want to participate in her decision, and didn't intend to ask further.

But Jun Lanzhou said: "Because of this question, I have never figured it out, so how can I answer you?"

Ruan Yunting pursed her lips, thinking of Jun Lanzhou's life experience and current situation, in fact, they are also suffering from the same disease.

"Didn't you already make a choice? There is still confusion." Giving up the opportunity to study in the academy and choosing to worship Shui Qiuxin as a teacher, is this not a choice?
"No." Jun Lanzhou stood up and walked to the window, listening to the sound of rain outside, and said after a while: "I am a selfish person, maybe because of the living environment, I have a personality that I don't want to suffer. Because I know In this world, if I don’t treat myself better, no one will treat me well. Therefore, I will not lose myself in any choice. For example, if I leave the academy, in the eyes of others, I have given up a good future. But I personally feel that the future of a person does not necessarily depend on fame and official career, and I have not lost myself inside and out. This is an indirect rejection of that person, but in the end, I am only for myself. Another example is marriage one thing."

Jun Lanzhou turned around, leaned against the window sill and said to Ruan Yunting: "If I have a chance, before I find a woman I really like, it doesn't matter who I marry. But if I really meet The woman I really love, if there is an obstacle between us, I don't even know if I will be desperate for love. You still say that I have a choice, and that I understand it? To be honest with you, I really I feel that I am so selfish that I will not give anything for anyone anymore." Jun Lanzhou paused, and said with a smile: "These are just predictions, maybe one day I will really fall in love with a woman, maybe I don't know if I will be smashed to pieces for her."

Ruan Yunting said: "Don't be as indifferent as you think. You are not a heartless and indifferent person. What do you do to yourself?" Ruan Yunting got up, put on a half-dry cloak, and sighed: "I have long since given up on marriage." Forced it.Like you, until I meet someone who can literally break me to pieces, let it be.It's getting late, and I'm going home. "

"I send you?"

"No need, I can go with Hongdou." Ruan Yunting walked to the door, stopped slightly, and looked at Jun Lanzhou gratefully: "Thanks to you today." If it weren't for Jun Lanzhou's careful plan, she would have I'm afraid he is already washing his neck and waiting for Prince Yu to kill him.

"Helping a friend is not a big deal." Speaking of this, Jun Lanzhou suddenly looked like a beauty holding her heart, and her stunning face was full of grievances: "Just now he said that he is in love with you, and he will do anything for you. It's worth it, don't you still understand my heart?"

Goosebumps rose rapidly, Ruan Yunting rubbed her arms with aversion to cold, seeing Jun Lanzhou still busy winking, couldn't help but slap him on the arm: "Okay, don't disgust me anymore."

Jun Lanzhou smiled and said gently: "Look, it's so good. Say what you want, say what you should laugh, you are you, and you don't need to tie yourself up. Who knows if today is the last day in this life?" One day? If you have to live in such a depressing way every day, it would be too bad for yourself."

Ruan Yunting raised her eyebrows: "What did Mr. Xiao tell you?"

Jun Lanzhou's smile widened, "It saves effort to talk to a smart woman. Brother Bei said you were avoiding him, but I said you were avoiding me too. Brother Bei then said, that girl Ting'er is a dead end. Why, was she The son of the world is scared by this incident, and he avoids all men like snakes and scorpions?" Jun Lanzhou handed the paper umbrella to Ruan Yunting, and said: "I am the same as Brother Bei. If we can't talk, we can't find it mentally Resonance, even if it's really a fairy, we can't look down on it."

The implication is that she is too narcissistic?Ruan Yunting's cheeks were burning hot, what did her previous behavior not be too conceited about her appearance?Jun Lanzhou is right, she is who she is, just be yourself.

"Listening to what you have to say is better than reading ten years of books." Ruan Yunting opened the paper umbrella and went down the steps, and Hongdou followed closely.

After walking three or four steps, Ruan Yunting turned around and said, "I'm still waiting to see what that 'resonance girl' looks like, to see if you really don't care about your appearance, you have to work harder gone."

After Ruan Yunting finished speaking, she pulled Hongdou and pushed open the black lacquered wooden door, and walked out into the night.

Jun Lanzhou shook her head and smiled, "This girl really doesn't suffer at all."

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Ruan Yunting went to pay her respects to the old lady early in the morning, but saw Xu Chengfeng wearing the black official uniform of a fifth-rank bodyguard, having breakfast in the Pine Age Hall.

Seeing Ruan Yunting coming in, the old lady said with a smile: "Ting'er came just in time. Today I just prepared japonica rice porridge and your favorite eight-treasure pickle. Come and eat some with your cousin."

"I just happened to come here." Ruan Yunting took off her cloak with a smile, and said after saluting, "Actually, I just came here to smell the fragrance of rice."

Xu Chengfeng swallowed the porridge with a grunt, and laughed indistinctly: "Grandma, you said that the puppy born in the heart of a big black dog in our backyard, how about choosing a puppy called Xiao Tingting?"

"Cousin!" Ruan Yunting was arrogant, and deliberately scolded you for being a puppy, but didn't she scold the old lady too?She couldn't say what Xu Chengfeng could say.Thinking of this, Ruan Yunting pouted her mouth aggrieved.

The old lady poked Xu Chengfeng's forehead: "Be careful, I'll let Mother Han slap you, you don't look like a big brother."

"Yes, yes, my grandson knows it's wrong. Good sister, hurry up and eat two more bowls of porridge, or grandma will beat me." Jokingly, he personally served a bowl of round-grained rice porridge for Ruan Yunting. .He also moved her favorite snacks and pickles to her.

Of course Ruan Yunting knew that Xu Chengfeng was deliberately joking, so why would she mind?Laughing and having breakfast.

After Xu Chengfeng drank tea and rinsed his mouth, he said to the old lady seriously: "Grandma, what do you think should be done about the border?"

The old lady took a look at Ruan Yunting who was eating with her head down, and knew that she and Xu Chengfeng had a good relationship. Even if they didn't talk about it face to face now, maybe Xu Chengfeng would tell Ruan Yunting about it behind the scenes, so it's better to be calm.

"When you set off back to Liangcheng, your father hadn't released Supervisor Lu?"

"Yes, my father said that the generals will not be accepted by the military orders abroad. Then Supervisor Lu is indeed a troublemaker. He knows how to make trouble all day long. No one in the barracks does not bother him." Xu Chengfeng pouted, "Even if you want to check and balance our family , the emperor also chose a similar one, why did he choose a toad instead?"

"This is the emperor's brilliance. Isn't the current effect what the emperor wants? Your father is really reckless." The old lady looked worried.The second master's temperament is not afraid of anything, it's good to be straightforward, but he's afraid of hurting him.

Xu Chengfeng said: "I have been on the road for these days. I guess my father's plan has succeeded. In fact, the release of the prince of Southern Chu Kingdom is just a bait. Lu Jianjun added jealousy to the emperor and told the emperor that his father was collaborating with the enemy and betraying the country, and he was still born in the army." It almost ruined my father's big plan, so I had no choice but to lock him up. Now that the plan is successful, without the emperor's decree, Lu Jianjun will be released. Grandma, don't worry."

"How can I not be worried." The old lady sighed, the Xu family's army has made great achievements, including the noble concubine, and now the favor is overwhelming.But she is always worried that when the moon is full, she will lose money...

Seeing Ruan Yunting staring at the pickles in a daze, the old lady smiled and said, "Tinger, what are you thinking?"

Ruan Yunting came back to her senses, and said with a smile, "I recall an incident when I was a child. At that time, there were many mice in the neighbor's house, so I raised a big tabby cat. The tabby cat was quite effective in catching mice. The owner only reprimanded and patted the bowl. Finally, one day, the mice were caught and the cats had nothing to eat. They stole the meat from the neighbors hanging in front of the window, and the neighbors caught them and hung them on the tree. strangled to death."

(End of this chapter)