married daughter

Chapter 203 Unsolvable Questions
P in front of s: I would like to ask everyone for a leave. Saner has gastritis. She has been ill for the past two days. She can’t digest anything she eats. The food she ate at night is still blocked like a stone. It’s very uncomfortable, so I want to go to bed early .I will update this chapter for the time being tonight.The difference will be doubled tomorrow.Also please forgive me.In addition, I am very responsible to say that the plot fans of this chapter are very important~~~~
The old lady lost her composure twice, the first time because she was happy, and the second time because she was shocked.Although the second master acted recklessly and was a little arrogant, after all, he had led the army for many years and he did things with some measure.No matter how angry he was, he would not be so reckless as to hurt the supervisor of the Lu family, so why did the supervisor of the Lu family die?With the title of "bizarre and sudden death", his death has caused people to ponder.They would guess, and the emperor and the Lu family would think too much, what if they thought it was Xu Xingbang who did it?No matter how you think about the situation, it is extremely unfavorable to the Xu family!

"Go down." The old lady waved her hand casually and sent people down.The brows were furrowed tightly, and the wrinkles on the face accumulated melancholy, which made the three daughters-in-law silent, and the atmosphere immediately became condensed.

Ruan Yunting also realized that the matter was serious.On the occasion of the victory of the war, Lu Jianjun, who had had a gap with the illustrious Xu Xingbang, died suddenly and suddenly.In anyone's eyes, this matter will feel that Xu Xingbang has nothing to do with it. In addition, the Xu family and the Lu family have always been in a state of rivalry. If she is a Lu family, she will also think that this matter is caused by the second master Xu. If the emperor thinks so , so what to do.

Ruan Yunting is well aware of the truth that there are no eggs under a nest, if there is something in the Xu family, she will not have a good life.So when she arrived at the academy, she was also frowning.

When it was time for the music class in the afternoon, Ruan Yunting wanted to meet Xiao Beishu to chat with him to relieve his melancholy, but unexpectedly, Mother Zhen came to take over the class, saying that Mr. Xiao was ill and was recuperating behind closed doors.

Ruan Yunting's thoughts immersed in sorrow were finally rescued, and it turned to Xiao Beishu's worry, it must be very serious that she couldn't come to teach because she was sick.

In the afternoon, there was no fixed requirement for the time for piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. Ruan Yunting thought about it, got up and left the piano room, and walked to the bamboo garden on the back of the mountain.

Ruan Yunting was worried that Xiao Beishu would not be found. After all, she was sick and had to go back to her home to recuperate. How could she stay in the mountains alone without anyone to serve her? She had to be self-sufficient in everything.Unexpectedly, I pushed open the door made of bamboo mats in the bamboo garden, walked east, and saw the person under the porch who was in a daze.

She had never seen Xiao Beishu in such a down-and-out condition, with tangled long hair, pale and bloodless face, a light blue robe hanging loosely on his body, the neckline was open, his chest was half exposed, and his feet were clapped. Barefoot, stepping directly on the cold stone bricks, dragging a long roll of white paper with writing on it with his left hand, the paper hangs down on the ground, and the other end is still inside the house.Holding the green bamboo pillar under the porch with his right hand, a brush fell from his feet, and the ink stained the floor tiles, blooming a little bit of ink.

Is this still the chic, free and playful Xiao Beishu she is familiar with?

"Mr. Xiao, what's wrong with you!" Ruan Yunting walked quickly to the corridor, "What are you doing standing here? Why don't you wear shoes? I don't know how to wear more clothes. Although it is spring now, the mountain wind It's still freezing cold."

Xiao Beishu's pale face was still sharp and full of masculinity.It's just that the thick eyebrows were tightly furrowed, the lips were tightly pursed, and there seemed to be some unresolved sadness flowing in the dark eyes.Ruan Yunting's heart skipped a beat when she saw it.The more masculine a man is, the more distressing it is to occasionally show such an expression like a lost child.

"Mr. Xiao, come inside first." Ruan Yunting unconsciously softened her voice, and pulled Xiao Beishu's loose robe sleeves into the room.

Ruan Yunting of Zhuju comes here often, so she naturally knows the layout and structure.The entire bamboo house is made of bamboo, and the fresh smell of bamboo is always permeating inside the house on weekdays, but today the house is filled with a strong smell of wine. The books were all in a mess, and some were scribbled by the soaked wine from the overturned wine jars.

Ruan Yunting frowned and asked Xiao Beishu to sit down on the rattan chair. The matter must be difficult to deal with, otherwise how could he be so fond of books? Looking at the situation in the house, Xiao Beishu's current state is simply too sick to describe it as sick. To be too polite, it would not be an exaggeration to say that he is downcast.Did something happen to his family?

I took the teapot and found that there was not a drop of water in the pot.Ruan Yunting turned her head and glanced at Xiao Beishu who was sitting on the rattan chair in a daze, sighed and hurried to the kitchen. Xiao Beishu usually lived in the mountains, took care of himself, and occasionally started a business on the mountain.Looking at it now, there are all kinds of vegetables, rice and noodles in the kitchen, but some of the leaves of the vegetables have turned yellow, and some of them are rotten, piled up in the corners and left unattended.Open the water tank, at least there is still half a tank of water in it.Ruan Yunting had no choice but to bring firewood by herself, lit a fire and boiled a large pot of water, a few came to drink, and Xiao Beishu let Xiao Beishu wash and soak his feet for the rest.Standing on stone bricks with bare feet will cause the root of the disease.

After covering the wooden pot, Ruan Yunting returned to the main room. Seeing that Xiao Beishu was still sitting in a daze in the same posture she left just now, Ruan Yunting asked worriedly, "Mr. Xiao, did something happen at home?"

Xiao Beishu didn't respond.

Ruan Yunting became more and more anxious. Xiao Beishu was not like this in his impression. He was bright and optimistic, smart and knowledgeable. In his eyes, everything was not a big deal.Who knows that now, he looks like he has lost his concubine and lost his soul.

What is the big deal that hit Hao Duanduan so badly?
"Mr. Xiao." Ruan Yunting walked up to him slowly, because she didn't know what happened, and she didn't know how to comfort her for a while, so she could only say: "There is no obstacle in the world, don't torture yourself like this. If it is convenient to say , you just say it, if there is any difficulty, we can think of a solution together, if you can't say it, please don't let the matter vomit in your heart, if this continues, the body will not be able to bear it."

Xiao Beishu's dull eyes shifted to Ruan Yunting, and he still didn't say a word. Although he looked at Ruan Yunting, he didn't seem to look at or think about anything.

Ruan Yunting became more and more anxious. Where did Xiao Beishu who took her to fly a kite to smoke an ice monkey, and discussed piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry and poetry with her?The person in front of him is like a walking dead!
"You can't do this, I'll go find Lanzhou." Ruan Yunting also panicked.In Xiao Beishu's current condition, what needs to be cured is not his body, but his heart disease.He and Jun Lanzhou are close friends, it should be useful to call Jun Lanzhou.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she turned around, her wrist was grabbed, Ruan Yunting turned her head questioningly, she didn't say any words of concern, she had already been pulled by Xiao Beishu.

"Don't go."

"I'll find someone, you'll get sick if you go on like this." Ruan Yunting was very anxious, and didn't care about the wrist he was holding.

Xiao Beishu shook his head, with an expression as if he had swallowed a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, in extreme pain, "Don't go, just sit here and stay with me for a while. Just for a while."

"Mr. Xiao, what's the matter with you?" He was in an extremely unstable mood, and Ruan Yunting discussed: "How about I send a letter to your house and ask someone to pick you up? Since you are sick, you can go back and recuperate. to live on the mountain."

Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished speaking, Xiao Beishu closed his eyes in despair: "There is no home, there is no home..."

no home?Ruan Yunting's heart skipped a beat, and she asked anxiously: "Did your father be convicted? How could he offend Shengyan? How did the emperor judge him?"

"No, you don't know, none of you know." Xiao Beishu shook his head, his eyes were empty, Huo De stood up, the resentment in his mouth was full of resentment but he couldn't utter it, he could only growl like a trapped animal.

"Ah!" Xiao Beishu yelled, overturned the table like crazy, smashed the teacup, his messy long hair became more messy because of his crazy behavior, and there was no leisurely and teasing smile on his sharp-edged face.

Ruan Yunting was quite frightened by his reaction. Seeing that his bare feet were about to step on the broken tiles, she hurried over to hold him, "Mr. Xiao, watch your steps! What's wrong with you!"

Xiao Beishu's chest heaved violently due to panting, and his eyes seemed to be burning with anger and resentment, as if he would transform into a beast at any time and devour people into his stomach.

Ruan Yunting was frightened by his terrifying expression, but she still didn't let go. She dragged him around the messy floor, sat down on the Arhat bed beside her, and persuaded softly: "Mr. Xiao, he is in the academy now. No matter how quiet the bamboo garden is, it is inevitable that someone will see this scene. You are so uncontrollable, I know that you are deeply depressed, wishing to kill people and drink blood to relieve hatred, but when you calm down, you will definitely regret your current behavior .Do you want to live in the future? Do you want to stay in the academy?"

With a sigh, Ruan Yunting sat down beside him, and said: "It's uncomfortable to put a knife on the head of the word, I know. But when you encounter helpless things, if you don't cut your own heart, why not?" Is it possible to solve all the problems by smashing two tables and teapots in a rage, and hurting yourself by the way? You are a smart person, you understand what I mean. Stop torturing yourself. "

Ruan Yunting spoke slowly, with a gentle voice. Xiao Beishu, who was in a rage, panted for a while, and then recovered his calm. A wry smile appeared on his pale face, but that smile was uglier than crying.

"I don't know how to say it, it's just that I'm like this..."

"Okay, if you can't say it, don't say it, don't think about it. You should give yourself a break. I boiled hot water, so you can wash up first." Ruan Yunting stood up and took it from the washbasin shelf. Wooden basin, went to the kitchen and brought warm water for Xiao Beishu.Seeing the vegetables piled up in the kitchen, he knew that Xiao Beishu hadn't started a business for at least two days, and he didn't know if he had eaten.Finding a casserole, Ruan Yunting first took the time to simmer the japonica rice porridge on it.

When he returned to the main room, Xiao Beishu had already washed his face, and now he was sitting by the bedside of Arhat soaking his feet.With long hair hanging loose, he stuck his feet into the tub, still in a daze.

Ruan Yunting went to bring hot water, and used a wooden spoon to add a small spoonful of hot water to his foot basin.

Xiao Beishu was taken aback for a moment, then came back to his senses, smiled gratefully at Ruan Yunting, and said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, are you feeling better now?"

"Yeah." Xiao Beishu lowered his head, his emotions had reached the bottom of the valley: "In this world, some problems will never be solved, it all depends on how to choose."

"Then have you figured out how to choose?" Ruan Yunting followed his words, not wanting to find out his secrets, but just wanting him to speak out without being bored.

(End of this chapter)