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Chapter 218 The Secret of Lan Zhou's Life Experience

Water house.

Jun Lanzhou folded two pieces of clean semi-old coarse cloth and short brown neatly, wrapped them with several books and put them on the table.

Upon seeing this, Prince Yu said anxiously: "Lan Zhou, are you really determined to leave? What good is there to live a hard life outside? Your father is really good to you, don't you care at all? Fame and fortune, ordinary people You can't even ask for a blessing, why do you want to throw it away like a bag? My father almost dug out his heart and showed it to you!"

"My lord, please go back. I want to rest well before I leave." Jun Lanzhou was wearing a gray and white cotton book long gown, and his hair was tied up with a cloth towel. It must be brilliant, but those who know him well know that the more he smiles like this, the more his patience is exhausted.

Prince Yu almost beat his chest and stamped his feet, how many times he has condescended, and all the good words have been said, but Jun Lanzhou just doesn't appreciate it and doesn't accept him!

"Son, what exactly do you want the father to do to stay?" He didn't want him to go, he wanted to take care of him instead of Jing'er, and make up for all the losses he had suffered all these years.

"My lord, you don't need to do anything." Jun Lanzhou sighed, "Your status is precious, so don't demean yourself and get entangled with me, a mediocre man. You and I really don't have a father-son relationship."

"But my blood is flowing in your body, you are my son, you are the blood of the royal family, how can I let you wander outside!"

"My lord, please don't bring up this matter again." Jun Lanzhou suppressed his anger and forced himself to talk to Prince Yu calmly.Taking a deep breath, he said in a calm tone: "My lord, just pretend you don't have my son. What's the benefit if you admit me back? The princess and the son will not accept me. That so-called home is for me It’s just a golden cage. Even the emperor and queen mother, my uncle and grandma will not accept me. It’s better not to exist for people like me. Now that I can live in peace, I am already very grateful to God, and I dare not ask for more I'm a little bit lucky, please let me go for my sake, my lord."

The sincerity of Jun Lanzhou's words made Prince Yu's heart ache like a knife, and he shook his head and said anxiously: "Lanzhou, my father will not let you go. You are my son, the flesh and blood of Jinger and me. You are the witness of the relationship between me and Jinger, how could I..."

"Enough!" Jun Lanzhou couldn't bear it anymore, and roared: "Don't mention my mother! Don't you know that my existence is a disgrace to the royal family, a disgrace! If you want to recognize me, it is only yours!" Meaning! Where is the emperor? Where is the queen mother? Are they really allowing me to 'recognize my ancestors'! You are not afraid that they will try to kill me! Or are you just willing to let them kill me!"

"Son, no, I will protect you..."

"Who would believe it! What ability do you have to protect me? If you really wanted to protect me, you wouldn't have fallen in love with your own sister without thinking about the consequences back then, and had me, a scourge that shouldn't exist! You killed my mother , It hurt me too! I would rather never have me in this world! Do you know that I hate my own identity, I hate you, and if my mother knew her, she would hate you too!"

Jun Lanzhou's chest heaved violently, turned around to face the wall, clenched his fists tightly, he was not reconciled, and also felt that it was unfair, why he was allowed to come into this world, and he had to endure so much unbearable.

Lord Yu was yelled at and took several steps back, until he leaned against the wall before he stabilized his figure.The prince who ruled the court, but now he is like a lost child, muttering:
"No, Jing'er won't hate me. We really love each other. She really loves me. If I didn't really love each other, I wouldn't decide to abandon everything and maintain that forbidden love with her. It's the secular world. It's my fault! That's right, the secular world won't tolerate us! She won't hate me, no, no..."

Prince Yu seems to have been beaten by someone, and he is a little delirious at the moment, thinking of the only woman he loves deeply in this life; their vows; their relationship was discovered by the father and mother; he was forced to marry the current princess; On the day Han Su was born, Jing'er's sad smile in the plum blossom forest; their first dry fire; the thought of Princess Chujing being forced to marry a consort who was three months pregnant...

It turns out that all the memories have not gone far, and everything is constantly playing back in front of my eyes, as if it happened yesterday.He fell in love with his own half-sister. This forbidden love was regarded as a disgrace to the royal family, and it was intolerable in the world.He hates it!Why does he and Jing'er really love each other, but there is no place for them in the world?They tried to elope, and they were caught four times in a row. They also thought about going to hell together, but Jing'er was pregnant by accident at that time.

On the day Jing'er gave birth, the sky was gloomy. At that time, he had a heavy army in his hands, but he didn't care about state affairs. He only thought about Jing'er. Both the starling and the former prince were wooing him, but he never made a choice.

At that time, the Empress Dowager and the First Emperor wanted to kill his and Jing'er's children, but it was Mynah, who is now the Emperor, who came to him on his own initiative, saying that he had a way to keep his flesh and blood alive.Although their child cannot be recognized by the royal family, he can be a normal person outside the palace.As long as he agrees, he will act as if there is no such child in the world, and never ask about his whereabouts.

Jing'er gave birth to Lan Zhou and died of a blood collapse. Lan Zhou was also taken away by the old lady. It was the starling who bought the old lady and falsely passed the news that Lan Zhou had drowned to the first emperor and queen mother, and privately gave Lan Zhou to others to be raised. This right and wrong is over.

Jing'er died, and his heart was ashamed, and it was Starling who comforted and encouraged him.So he helped myna and secretly contacted Prince Duan of Xiwu Kingdom to create the illusion that the former prince was rebelling. The whole family of the prince was intercepted and killed, and only the remains of the prince were kept at the order of the myna, his nephew who was only eight years old, and brought back to Liangcheng to teach the myna to dispose of him. .

When the first emperor passed away, the starlings were favored by everyone. He and the starlings were deeply in love with each other, and he became the most prestigious prince in the dynasty. Bit by bit, sometimes when he thinks of that poor child, his heart is like being pierced by thousands of steel needles.

Now that the child is in front of him, but he rejects him, doesn't get close to him, doesn't give him a chance to make amends, and tells him that Jing'er will hate him, he really wishes he could go underground immediately and ask Jing'er if she hates him or not.

Jun Lanzhou pursed her lips, and it took a long time to calm down the excitement, and said lightly: "My lord, my existence is a disgrace to the royal family. Neither the emperor nor the queen mother will tolerate me. Let me go. I just want to live an ordinary life. Days, fame and wealth are all floating clouds to me. You have been a respected prince all your life. Isn’t it enough to be bound by your status and responsibilities? Now you want to bind me? I just want to enjoy this life, and I don’t want to recall that period Unbearable past. My lord, let's go."

Lord Yu lost his soul, turned around and left the wing in silence, and walked straight to the door, staggering and shaking, as if he was about to fall down at any time.

Looking at his back, Jun Lanzhou couldn't bear it, but in the end she still made up her mind and sat down to hold the medical book.

Shui Qiuxin didn't know when she appeared in front of the door, and said, "You really decided to venture into the rivers and lakes with me?"

Jun Lanzhou quickly stood up and saluted respectfully: "Yes, master."

Seeing his firm gaze, Shui Qiu smiled heartily: "Well, it happens that I'm about to be annoyed to death by Lu Guogong, we'll start tomorrow, I'll give you time today, go say goodbye to your friends." After saying that, he turned and left.

Jun Lanzhou smiled, Lu Guogong has been pestering Shui Qiuxin to treat Lu Wenshan, Shui Qiuxin refused many times, the Lu family became more and more courageous, and their departure this time has something to do with the Lu family.

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Ruan Yunting's cough got better, and she didn't have a fever anymore, so she went to the academy to continue her studies the next day.When school was over, as soon as he went down the mountain, he saw Jun Lanzhou and Xiao Beishu standing in front of the mountain gate talking about something.

Jun Lanzhou's body is still coarse and brown, but today he is very clean and free of mud stains.Xiao Beishu was wearing a royal blue brocade gown, frowning tightly.

Ruan Yunting came out of the mountain gate, and without waiting for a greeting, the two came over with a feeling.

"Mr. Xiao, Lanzhou." Ruan Yunting greeted with a smile.

Xiao Beishu couldn't laugh, and said straight to the point: "Tinger, Lanzhou is leaving."

Ruan Yunting had already received the news from Ruan Yunlan, so she was not surprised at the moment, coughed a few times before asking: "When will we leave?"

Jun Lanzhou said: "Tomorrow, I have already agreed with the master. The things have been packed. Why are you coughing?"

"A little illness is not a problem. In fact, it's good to go out. When the time comes, the sea will be as wide as the fish, and the sky will be as high as the bird. With your intelligence and talent, you will definitely be able to make a name for yourself. The test of merit may not be the only Besides, after leaving Daliang City, you will have a more relaxed life."

Ruan Yunting's words went straight into Jun Lanzhou's heart.Ruan Yunting knew about his relationship with Han Su and Prince Yu, so it was not unusual for her to say these words. She glanced at Xiao Beishu with a smile, and said, "Look, Miss Ruan is more open-minded than you."

"Hey!" Xiao Beishu sighed, "That's all, everyone has their own ambitions, Lan Zhou, go out and learn from your master, maybe you can save me in the future. Remember to send a letter back."

"I know." Jun Lanzhou was also a little sad.

Ruan Yunting is even more sad. Over the past year, Jun Lanzhou has grown from a stranger to acquaintance, and now she likes to talk to him about everything big and small, waiting for him to give her advice, and she has become more and more dependent on him up.He was about to leave suddenly, and it was as if someone had ripped her out of her heart, and there was a vacancy somewhere.

"Lan Zhou, the idea you gave me has worked, and I haven't thanked you yet. It's agreed to go to Guiyun Pavilion."

Jun Lanzhou smiled and said: "Then put it on the account first, and invite me to go when we meet next time."

(End of this chapter)