married daughter

Chapter 432
"Yeah, I don't want me to live like this." Xu Xiangwan looked at the bed curtain, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes into his temples: "I am like this, what is the difference from a walking dead? I wish I was the one who died, Tinger, you know Does my heart ache? I regret it every day, dream about him every night, he doesn't blame me, I blame myself more, I wish I could die right away, but I can't. I can't let the damn man go on .”

When Xu Xiangwan said this, he said: "For revenge, I am willing to do anything, not to mention a child, even my own life."

Ruan Yunting wiped away her tears, and wiped away Xu Xiangwan's tears with a handkerchief.Unwilling to think about the distortion and viciousness in her words, she comforted her softly: "Don't think about those things anymore, give yourself some space, and let yourself go. Uncle Shui wants you to live, and he wants you to be happy Live, instead of becoming a person who lost himself for revenge. He died wronged, and revenge must be avenged. It is not useful for you to be extremely remorseful. If you humiliate yourself like this, it is tantamount to ruining Uncle Shui's painstaking efforts. He will never Hope to see you now."

Hearing this, Xu Xiangwan's eyes were confused for a moment. He looked at Ruan Yunting, but his eyes couldn't find the focus, as if he was looking at another person: "Do you think he really hates me now?" Silence After a while, he said again: "That's right, he is a doctor. Although he has the reputation of not saving lives, he is really a kind person. He has excellent medical skills and has saved countless lives in his life. But I am vicious." Even killed his own child, and used his death to fight for favor. I am not worthy of him, I am not worthy of him..."

"Sister Wan." Ruan Yunting really didn't want to see Xu Xiangwan become what he is now.Where did Xu Xiangwan, who was confident and calm in the past, who could deal with so many open and secret battles indifferently, and find a way to save himself from any danger?

Although she is also cruel to the emperor and wishes to kill him immediately, she does not have such twisted thoughts as Xu Xiangwan...

Ruan Yunting stayed with Xu Xiangwan for a while, and Bai Wei came in with chicken soup. Ruan Yunting took the blue and white tureen, tested the temperature, and fed Xu Xiangwan half of the bowl.When Xu Xiangwan fell asleep, she moved an embroidery pier and sat beside her bed, holding her hand and quietly accompanying her.

All men would feel regretful and feel that they owed their wives the miscarriage caused by too intense intercourse. The emperor would think the same about Xu Xiangwan, but she was in the imperial study just now and didn't see anything unusual about the emperor.It can be seen that the heart of an emperor is unfathomable, which is beyond the reach of a mere little girl like her.As far as hiding her thoughts is concerned, she is also inferior.

However, after this incident, the emperor loved Xu Xiangwan even more, which was also a big shock to Concubine Lu Gui who had just been restored.Xu Xiangwan didn't need to do anything else, Lu Guipin had already lost.

Ruan Yunting stayed in the palace overnight, and returned to the Shantang early the next morning.As soon as he entered the door, Hongdou, Niu Shan and Zhang Yi greeted him:
"Princess, how are you doing?"

"Nothing happened in the palace, did it?"

Seeing that they were so nervous, Ruan Yunting felt warm in her heart, "It's okay, after all, it was the emperor's servants who came to invite me. If there is anything wrong with me, they will also be responsible."

"That's right, I said the princess will be fine." Zhang Yi smiled and pointed to Hongdou and Niu Shan: "The two of them have been nagging all day. They didn't sleep last night, just worried that something might happen to the princess."

Ruan Yunting went back to her small courtyard. Because of Xu Xiangwan's incident, she didn't have the heart to live in Shantang any longer, so she ordered Hongdou to pack up and they went back to Yangxin Xiaozhu.

Just entered the door of Yangxin Xiaozhu, before Ruan Yunting entered the inner house, she heard a noise at the door, it was An Guo who vaguely shouted: "Master Jun is back."

Ruan Yunting was taken aback for a moment, then smiled in surprise, lifted her skirt and ran to the front yard.

When they arrived at the main courtyard, they saw Jun Lanzhou dressed in filial piety, walking in with a tall, thin old man in a white robe, white beard, white hair, and ruddy complexion.

Just now, the joy of Jun Lanzhou's return was completely washed away by the whiteness on their bodies.

Jun Lanzhou's ugly face is enough to explain the problem.

"Lanzhou..." Ruan Yunting seemed to have a heavy weight on her feet, looking at Jun Lanzhou's eyes expectantly, wishing he would say "It's nothing, don't think too much."

But Jun Lanzhou, a handsome seven-foot man, when he met Ruan Yunting, he acted like a wronged child, his peach blossom eyes were covered with mist, and then he forced a smile and said: "Tinger, I came back."

The matter must be serious, so serious that a calm and strong person like Jun Lanzhou couldn't help crying.

Ruan Yunting forced a smile and said: "As long as you come back safely, as long as you are fine." She let go of half of her hanging heart, and then smiled and saluted the old man: "I don't know what to call this senior?"

Only then did Jun Lanzhou realize that he forgot to recommend them, and hurriedly said: "This is my master, the previous genius doctor was dying."

Ruan Yunting knows that among the disciples and grandchildren of Yuqu Mountain, only the best ones are eligible to inherit the mantle of the genius doctor. yes……

Just thinking about this, Jun Lanzhou said again: "Master, the old man has been in seclusion for 20 years. Unexpectedly, he just left the seclusion and returned to Yuqu Mountain, but something happened."

It turned out to be the one that my uncle and uncle said last time.

While speaking, Jun Lanzhou had already led Ji Chengbi and Ruan Yunting to the main hall.

Jun Lanzhou ordered tea to be served, and then kowtowed to Ji Chengbi.

Ji Chengbi accepted his gift, and said in a heavy tone: "I didn't expect this wave of bandits to be so domineering. They would rather lose more than 3000 people than let us alone. Now you are the only one left in our faction. Don't worry." , Master will pass on everything he has learned to you. Cultivate you just like cultivating your master, and we must pass on the mantle of our genius doctors who will never save us."

"Thank you, Master." Jun Lanzhou kowtowed to Ji Chengbi again.The tone of thanks is sincere, but there is no joy in wanting to be instructed by Master.The master's school has been wiped out, so many uncles, uncles and brothers who have cared about him have disappeared, how can he not hate?
Jun Lanzhou had already received the news that Ji's family had also suffered bandits outside, and she was 100% sure that the emperor did this.It's just that Ji Chengbi has just left the seclusion. During the 20 years of seclusion, she doesn't know much about the world. She has no impression of Emperor Han Gan who has only been emperor for 17 years.Some things still need to be considered in the long term.

Ruan Yunting ordered Hongdou to arrange a yard for Ji Chengbi, and arranged for the most decent servants to serve her.After returning to Youran Hall, Jun Lanzhou was holding a teacup in a daze, unaware that the tea was spilled.

(End of this chapter)