He Zheng, the reborn woman

Chapter 30 It's Difficult to Communicate

The thing about her boyfriend is the most tangled thing for her. It seems that every woman longs for the loyalty of love, and she is no exception. She even thinks that even if she really dies, that person still loves her so much.It seems that this kind of love is the most perfect, worthy of others' tears, but Su Jinglan does not, she very rationally tells herself that the person she loves should have a better life.

So she told him all the truth, and also her hopes.She hoped that he would find a woman who would make him happy for the rest of his life. Su Jinglan also went to his wedding, and when she came back, she cried in a mess. Then she thought for a moment that he was a heartless person, and thought that this was not what she wanted. of it?This kind of entanglement has been with her for a long time, and in the end, the physical pain gradually wiped out those nihilistic things.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Hongyi looked at Shen Lan and fell into deep thought.

"Ah, me." Su Jinglan didn't expect that she would think about it because of this topic, "I was thinking about how you came here for so many years."

Qin Hongyi saw that her words were insincere, which was obviously an excuse that came up on the spur of the moment: "Come here day by day."

"I eat, take medicine, and sit there every day?" Su Jinglan said amusedly, she didn't take these things seriously at all, how could a person live like that all the time.

"Yes."

"What?" Su Jinglan was somewhat surprised, "You haven't been out before?"

Qin Hongyi nodded.

"Impossible, don't tell me you've been in this yard all the time." Su Jinglan said in disbelief.

In fact, Qin Hongyi lived like this for as long as he can remember. When he was a child, there was a teacher who taught him how to read and read, and then left. But now he comes here once or twice a year. some books or something.

"Then do you have anything you want to do?" Su Jinglan felt sad, and she found it difficult for them to communicate.

Qin Hongyi thought for a long time: "I want to go out for a walk."

"It's not easy." Su Jinglan finally found someone who hadn't pursued her before, and that was because she had forgotten that her previous pursuit was just to live.

Qin Hongyi smiled wryly. It was too simple for others, but it was a dream for him.

The two of them quietly went back after eating the pancakes. Su Jinglan didn't know what time it was, but the moonlight like water comforted everything and made her feel that it was night.

Qin Hongyi still wanted to ask what happened during the day, but he swallowed the words, thinking when did he start to care about other people's affairs.

The breakfast made Su Jinglan suspect that she had vomited up all the food she ate last night, and she became even more suspicious about this matter now.Xiaotong still has to go to the front yard to decoct the medicine. Although they have separated, the medicine is still in the big kitchen. Xiaotong has to go there on time.

"You bring the medicine here today, so don't run so far in the future." Su Jinglan said weakly, leaning on the chair.

"Yes." Xiaotong saluted and went down.

She looked back at Zishan who was packing up. It seems that this guy needs to clean up. Now she suspects that there is something wrong with the food she eats, and what she does is fine. As long as it is Zishan's cooking, there is a problem .

"You two continue digging lotus roots today, and they will germinate in a few days." Su Jinglan said lightly, but her tone was unquestionable.

(End of this chapter)