special living dead

Chapter 74 Farewell
I became a little anxious, knocked on the door vigorously, and called Luo Jia's name loudly, but after knocking for a long time, there was still no response, and I was about to kick the door.

At this time, an aunt who came over with a cart said, "Young man, don't knock. The girl who lives in this room has already checked out."

"What?! Checked out? When did it happen?" I asked excitedly.

The aunt thought for a while and said, "It's been about half an hour, but she left something at the front desk downstairs and said it was for you."

When I heard this, I couldn't listen to anything. I took out my mobile phone to call Luo Jia, but it was already prompted to turn off the phone.I hurried back to the room again, picked up Xiaodouzi who was sleeping soundly, Xiaodouzi was still asleep, rubbed his eyes and said, "Daddy, what are you doing?"

"Go find your Auntie Luojia!" I put Xiaodouzi on my back, ran downstairs quickly, and ran to the front desk to ask: "The guest in room 818 has checked out and left something for me ?”

The lady at the front desk said: "Yes. Wait a moment." The lady turned around and took out an envelope for me. After I took the envelope, there was a card and a piece of paper inside.

Rows of words are written on the paper, the handwriting is beautiful and elegant, looking at the handwriting, it seems to have a classical charm.

"Zhou Qing, when you read this letter, I have already left, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. During this time, too many things have happened, and getting to know you may be the beginning of fate. I don't know When did I already have feelings for you, maybe it was a kiss at the bottom of the Shuigoupo Pond, maybe it was a rescue in the grave, but these are not important anymore, I love you, but I have never had the courage to tell you.

Maybe, I lack courage.

I once fantasized that I will stay with you forever, grow old with you, lean on the building to listen to the wind and rain, and watch the rivers and lakes indifferently.

Every stage of life should have a beautiful dream, even if the dream is unrealistic, even if it is just something illusory, but at least it proves that at this stage, there have been some beautiful meetings.

Zhou Qing, forgive me for being discouraged first, forgive me for leaving.Because fantasy is sometimes too beautiful, just like the sun is too dazzling, so I can't open my eyes and see the real future.Reality is always so cruel. I have seen through this point hundreds of years ago.

Once, I told myself countless times, I will throw everything away and be with you regardless.Even if the future is a mountain of knives, a sea of ​​fire, with the poison of mandala deep into the bone marrow, I am willing to sink with you.

However, the loss and helplessness when I woke up from the dream made me feel so painful that I was about to die.

When I wrote this letter to you, I thought again, maybe in many years, I drank Mengpo soup, experienced reincarnation, and met you, maybe you were old by then, if we could Goodbye in the world of mortals, when I touch your face, maybe I will remember the bits and pieces and warmth of this moment.

Don't be sad, don't be sad, okay?

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when you chase me, you will let yourself fall and bruise all over your body.You belong to yourself, and you should not bear anything for me. What you need is not shackles, but the sky where you can fly freely.

Humans and ghosts have different paths, this is an insurmountable dividing line, I can't cross it, and you can't cross it either.

So I let go and left.

The feelings we passed by are not simply looking back, but also memories that I will always remember in my life for hundreds of years.Don't look for me again, you should forget me, just as I will gradually forget you.

Only when we parted ways did we meet again, and our souls and dreams shared with you a few times.

Goodbye, Zhou Qing..."

I saw the end of the letter, and the corners of my eyes were already moist. I could only look up at the sky, so that the bitter tears would not flow into my mouth, but I hoped that the tears would flow back into my heart.

I thought that after going through so much, Luo Jia and I were inseparable from each other. No matter how much suffering lies ahead, I can grit my teeth and face the past. The answer Lorgar gave me was this.

No wonder she behaved a little strangely last night, maybe she had already thought about leaving.I couldn't help but want to roar up to the sky and chase after him with all my strength, but Luo Jia's footsteps were so far away and his figure was so blurry, I couldn't catch up.

At the end of the letter, she said that Kari left me enough money to let me find a way to leave Yuncheng.I knew very well in my heart that Lorgar wanted to hide from me on purpose, and I couldn't find it at all.

Xiaodouzi shook my arm and said, "Daddy, why are you crying? Daddy, don't cry, Xiaodouzi will be very sad."

I took a deep breath, hugged Xiaodouzi in my arms and said, "My dear son, you are the only one left by Daddy's side now, you won't leave Daddy, will you?"

Xiaodouzi shook his head and said, "No. Douzi will be with Daddy all his life."

I kissed him, squeezed out a smile and said, "Okay, let's go."

Luo Jia's departure is a bit inexplicable. I can see from her letter that she still can't accept the boundaries between us and ghosts.I walked on the street, a little aimlessly, and finally stopped in front of a bank, took out the card that Luo Jia left for me, and withdrew some money.

I want to leave Yuncheng, and I can't move a single step without money.I couldn’t get on the plane, so I had to find a taxi and ask him to send him out of the city. As soon as I arrived at the toll booth at the intersection of the expressway, I saw the police checking the vehicles one by one, not even the compartments of large trucks. Let it go, I had no choice but to give up, gave the driver the money, and I walked away quickly.

If you can't go like this, don't mention the bus station, train station and airport.I thought about it again and again, and decided to lurk in Yuncheng for a few more days, and wait for the limelight to pass before finding a chance to leave.

Xiaodouzi's red bellyband is very eye-catching and easy to be spotted. I went to buy him clothes and a hat to wear. I didn't dare to stay in a hotel that was too high-end, but just found a small hotel on the side of the road and lied that Lost my ID card.

At first, the boss was not willing to let me live in it, so I paid a few hundred yuan more, and then the boss agreed and opened a room for me.I sat on the bed, looked at the phone, couldn't help but want to call Luo Jia, hesitated for a long time, but held back.

It's almost night, I'm just going to go out to buy something to eat, and try to go out as little as possible if I have nothing to do.As soon as I opened the door of the room with Xiaodouzi in my hand, a young man with non-mainstream clothes and dyed red hair walked up to me.

"Brother Hong Mao?!" I recognized him at a glance and exclaimed.This feeling of seeing an acquaintance and friend when you are helpless in a foreign land is really beautiful.

Brother Hongmao frowned, looked me up and down and said, "Zhou Qing? Why are you here, kid?"

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Come to Yuncheng to play, you just came here by such a coincidence?"

Brother Hongmao said bluntly: "You are quite good at playing. You played the Jiang family to the bottom and killed so many people in the Jiang family. Now you are wanted in the whole city."

I hurriedly covered Brother Hongmao's mouth, dragged him into the room and said, "Brother, keep your voice down, do you want to kill me?"

Brother Hongmao laughed and said, "What's the matter? You have the guts to go to Jiang's house and make a mess, and now you've become a coward?"

I rolled my eyes and said, "It's a long story, how do you know?"

The red-haired brother put his buttocks on the bed and said: "Who is my red-haired brother? Is there something I don't know? But, why did you take this little kid to live in a small hotel? I remember that female ghost named Luo Jia Quite rich, isn't she here too?"

I said with some distress: "She's gone. Don't mention it to me." The red-haired brother lit a cigarette and said, "Gone? I saw her in a hurry just now, how can I throw You don't care."

As soon as I heard Brother Hongmao's words, I couldn't bear it anymore. I grabbed his collar and said excitedly, "What are you talking about? Did you see Luo Jia? Where is it? Take me there!"

Brother Hongmao said: "Damn it, why are you so excited. When I first came here, I saw her under the overpass, but she seemed to be targeted by the Jiang family, and she might be in trouble. Don't Follow along to join in the fun."

I didn't care about that much, so I pulled Brother Hongmao up and said, "Don't BB, take me to find her quickly. If I find someone, I'll treat you to a big meal." Yiliang said: "I've convinced you, but you don't count your words!"

(End of this chapter)