Doctor fairy kitten

Chapter 204 The [-]rd Meow: In the Name of Flower Nine

"Maybe, but there are still many, many such tragedies caused by the difference between the walls of medical practitioners. In most cases, high-level medical practitioners never join hands with others to heal the same person. To avoid suspicion and disaster, It is also to prevent people from stealing medical skills. In fact, it is not only the way of medicine, but also other schools of Taoism.

"Then what happened to Wen Yu?" Hua Jiu asked.

Mo Shuhan was silent for a moment, as if what he was going to say next made him very painful, "He... was so heartbroken that he lost his mind and poisoned all the people who stood by in front of Su Nu Gongshan gate. I rushed to Su Nu When he was in the female palace, he had already been taken by the elders of the Su female palace..."

"At that time, he was still breathing. No matter how much I begged, the people in Su Nu Palace refused to help, but Wen Yu is a monster. Although I grew up with him and studied medicine together, I have never been in contact with a doctor monster. I wanted to save him, but I was powerless, so I could only watch him die. And his last wish was for me to bring him and Yunliu back to Xinglinhai for burial together."

Hua Jiu pursed her lips and remained silent. Hearing this, she also understood why Mo Shuhan was so desperately studying the art of healing monsters.

"And it was at that time that I discovered how cold and hard Yunxi's heart was. She was his elder brother and his own sister. He could actually ignore it from the beginning to the end. I brought Wen Yu and Yun Liu back, But Yunxi stopped me in front of the mountain gate, saying that Wen Yu is a traitor of Xinglinhai, a person who provoked troubles in Su Nu Palace, and that he cannot be buried in Xinglinhai, let alone in the name of his master's disciples. He also said, Master has removed Wen Yu and Yun Liu."

Hua Jiu opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

Mo Shuhan glanced at her and said, "I know what you want to say. At that time, I was young and energetic, and I didn't have a big picture, only filled with grief and pain. But now I have to admit that what Yunxi did was right If Xing Linhai had accepted Wen Yu at that time, Xing Linhai would have to give an explanation to Su Nu Palace in the name of Wen Yu's sect, and if he didn't handle it properly, he might have a deep hatred with Su Nu Palace."

"After all, they belong to the same sect of medicine, and there are many open and secret fights. The current Xing Linhai and Su Nu Palace can no longer live in harmony like when the ancestors Ji Feiling and Lin Su Nu were there. So the master's vision is not wrong. Compared with Yunxi Wen Yu and I are more suitable to be the suzerain of Xing Linhai, he is the one who can really put aside his personal feelings and think about Xing Linhai."

"Then Master, why did you leave Xing Linhai, and why do you want to go back now?" Hua Jiu asked what he had always wanted to ask.

"It was also that day, when I looked at the bodies of Wen Yu and Yun Liu, I was so angry at Master's heartlessness and Yun Xi's indifference that I lost my mind, and I fought with Yun Xi in front of the mountain gate, but..."

Mo Shuhan frowned, and his body couldn't help shaking slightly, looking very painful.

Hua Jiu hurriedly said: "Master, I don't want to know anymore, you don't need to tell me."

"I killed my wife's six-year-old daughter by mistake."

Hua Jiu's head buzzed, she never thought it would be like this, she thought that at most she would beat Yunxi up in a fit of anger, and then be driven away or leave by herself or something.

"How could this be?"

Every time Mo Shuhan thought of the scene at that time, he couldn't help but tremble when he thought of the little girl covered in blood falling at his feet, and the mistress trying her best to save her but was powerless.

"I wanted to die, and wanted to commit suicide before the mountain gate to apologize, but my wife stopped me and drove me out of Xinglinhai. My wife said she hated me and wished that I would die in front of her right away, but she said I was a doctor , you should use the way of a doctor to atone for your sins, and when you deserve to die, you should die happily and pay for your life!"

Hua Jiu pursed her lips and looked at Mo Shuhan, that's why he made such a request to them in the first place, not allowing them to use the medical skills they learned to save him, because he is alive now, waiting for death to come, and only death can save him. Let him be redeemed.

"I don't know what I owe my teacher for the rest of my life. Although I don't want to step into Xinglinhai for half a step in my life, my wife wrote that Yunxi's transformation into a god is coming soon, and I need to go back to sit in town, so I have to go back."

Mo Shuhan took a deep breath to ease his emotions, and his eyes became calm again, "The reason why I chose to tell you this before the big exam is because I don't want to give you wrong expectations. The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment. Do you understand?"

"I understand." Hua Jiu said calmly. Mo Shuhan's ability to lift his scars and explain to her the reason for leaving was enough to show that he didn't care about her, but refused to accept her as a disciple for other reasons.

"I have told you so much tonight, not only to let you understand, but also to entrust my life's hard work and wishes to you. It may be unfair to you to entrust this, but I can only see it in you. The hope of breaking the wall of the medical school. If you don’t want to, you still want to go back to Xinglinhai with me, and I can take you with you, but Xinglinhai’s sect has strict rules, and you won’t be as free as you are now.”

Hua Jiu felt a sense of being trusted from Mo Shuhan's words, which dispelled the haze in her heart and made her feel warm from the bottom of her heart.

"Master, do you know that from the time I was born to when I became a monster, I never knew what I was called, where I came from, who my parents were, what I should do, and what kind of monster I should become. I didn't know all of these things. , and no one told me that for the first 100 years, I lived by the instinct of my body. I slept when I was sleepy, and looked for food when I was hungry.”

"They want me to kill those demons before they give me food, so I will kill them. They want me to jump into the pit of five poisons, so I will jump. They say that they will give meat to them if they survive, so I will bite them." Grinding my teeth and surviving. I didn't think about it that much, I just thought death was terrible, and it was hard to be hungry. No matter what I did, no one told me whether it was right or wrong. Over time, I didn't care what those things meant. , I just remember one thing, meat is delicious, if you live, you can eat more meat."

"Lihua is my first name. Because of this name, I feel that I have a sense of belonging, so I have become dependent on Tianzun. He is the first person to calm down my confused heart. He called My name makes me feel that I am a real individual. He gave me a mission and let me find the meaning of life other than physical instinct. Although all these are distorted and wrong, at that time, it was me My only lifeline is anything that can fill the void in my heart."

"Later, when I met Xiao Xiezi and an old Taoist priest, I knew right from wrong, and I began to be able to distinguish what was good from what was bad, but I was still confused and didn't know where my next path was. Every time I asked Old Taoist, he will scold me, saying that the road is at your feet, are you blind?"

Hua Jiu smirked, and Mo Shuhan felt inexplicably distressed when she heard her casually tell about her experience in Zhongtian.

Perhaps Yu Zhengze's choice to save her was right, Biyan Sanhuali is really not as evil as everyone sees, she is just a poor silly child.

"Master, everything I did in the first 300 years was all wrong. The only correct thing I can think of now is to kill Tianzun and destroy the heavens. But this is not something I can do now, so I actually Still confused, don't know what to do before I grow up."

"I am also very scared, afraid that I will do something wrong if I am not careful. But I trust you, Master, what you want to do must be the right thing, so I want to do it, and I want your wish to become my goal."

Hua Jiu patted herself on the chest and said with a bright smile: "Leave it to me. No matter how hard it is, I will try my best. At least, I feel that this matter can make me no longer confused."

Mo Shuhan's eyes trembled slightly, Hua Jiu's smile was like a ray of light, suddenly shining into his heart, dispelling the darkness, leaving behind light and warmth.

Maybe she can really break the door wall of medical repair, and even, she can break more than that, there is also Lingtian world's discrimination against demons from generation to generation.

In the name of the cat demon Hua Jiu!
(End of this chapter)