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Chapter 377 The third seventy-sixth meow: The strong

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Huang Ying knelt there motionless, without saying a word, He Lanci finally couldn't stand it, sighed, opened the oil-paper umbrella and walked over, holding it on top of Huang Ying's head.

Huang Ying raised her head and looked over with unfocused eyes.

"Senior brother, this is not my original intention. I don't want anyone to sacrifice because of me. I just... just want to prove that we are capable of doing things for the Demon Hall, capable of saving more people, and should not be left behind. Don’t do those meaningless things, but how did you end up like this?”

He Lanci quietly listened to Huang Ying's words, his face didn't change much, he took a deep breath, and said very slowly: "Yingying, you still don't understand what is the real demon hall, what is the real Kunwu Sword Cultivator."

Huang Ying's eyes gradually gained focus, and she stared at He Lanci fixedly, hesitated to speak.

In the past, she could immediately say that she understood, but now, it seemed that He Lanci was right, she really didn't understand why Shen Qing would give up the mission of the Demon Hall in order to save her alone?In Swinging Demon Hall, shouldn't the task be too big? "

He Lanci seemed to see through what Huang Ying was thinking, and asked again: "You can accept the honor and mission of Dang Mo Tang, but can you bear the weight behind it?"

"The weight on the back..." Huang Ying murmured, turning her head to look at Shen Qing's tombstone, her eyes gradually drifting away, looking at the tombstones of thousands of heroes behind.

At this moment, her heart was tightly suppressed by the large tombstones, so heavy that she couldn't breathe, and so heavy that she began to be afraid.

You can only understand the pain if you have experienced it yourself.

He Lanci squatted down, put his hands on Huang Ying's shoulders, and said slowly: "Yingying, one life and many lives are lives. There is no high or low in front of life, and no task can be greater than the living. You I think it's not worth it for Shen Qing to sacrifice to save you alone, but in Shen Qing's view, she just did what she had to do, and every disciple in the Demon Swinging Hall would do it."

Huang Ying's body trembled uncontrollably. She recalled her own hesitation and struggle in the Colosseum. She put on an air of not killing innocent people, but couldn't find a solution. She was even more unwilling to sacrifice herself to save the little lynx. Compared with Shen Qing When she woke up, she was almost ashamed.

"Brother, what would you have done if it had been you?" Huang Ying looked at He Lanci, desperately longing for approval. Even if someone said she understood her and knew her helplessness, she would feel much better.

He Lanci looked at Huang Ying seriously and said, "First of all, I won't be as impulsive as you. If I get a clue, I will rush over alone, so I probably won't fall into the same situation as you. Secondly, if I really get to that point, I will... choose to die."

Huang Ying slowly opened her eyes wide, "Why? Just to save the little lynx?"

He Lanci shook his head, "Not only to save the little lynx, but also to save the lives of all the people who came to save me. You and I both know that Kunwu Sword Cultivator will never abandon his companions, and I can't persuade them to leave. In that case, with Outnumbered and insufficiently prepared, coming to save me is tantamount to death. Personally, it is not worth it, so I will choose to use my death to free them, this is my realization."

"Enlightenment..." Huang Ying clenched her fists tightly, and suddenly realized that she had no awareness at all, and she had never considered the safety of her companions at all.

She didn't want to die by herself, and she didn't want anyone to die for her. This kind of contradiction and uncertainty caused the current situation.

It turned out that she hadn't been ready all along, and she wasn't qualified enough to enter the Demon Hall.

He Lanci wiped the rain off Huang Ying's face with his sleeve, "You don't have to force yourself, you are still young, and you still have a lot of opportunities, and I will always be with you. Besides, you really misunderstood Master Mu, he Let us go to the Thorn Hall, not because he doesn't like us, on the contrary, because he has high hopes for us, or it should be you."

"why?"

He Lanci smiled, "Do you still remember that kid Chu Jingnan? Before that, he was a well-known demon king in Zhanlu Peak. Although he was taken under by Mu Yunqi, the third disciple of Chen Chuxin, the immortal lord of Zhanlu Peak, he still acted arrogantly. , no one in sight."

Huang Ying nodded, "I remember, I fought him a few times."

"At that time, even his master Mu Yunqi couldn't control him. He went to Chen Chuxin's feet crying all day long, and then Chen Chuxin threw him into the Pijing Hall for three years. After three years, he was completely reborn, a violent His anger is gone, he behaves politely and treats others, and has even practiced the ability to kneel as soon as he says it. Originally, he was arrogant because he touched the threshold of the sword intent just after he established the foundation, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get rid of it. His sword intent has stabilized. It was also in the Pi Jing Hall that he achieved a small amount of sword intent."

"Why is that?"

He Lan resigned: "Yingying, if you think about it carefully, with the Kunwu Sword Sect's status in the Lingtian Realm, its combat power, and the various troubles it has caused for more than 6 years, the Kunwu Sword Sect really needs to overcome the thorns. Is the hall such a hall dedicated to apologizing to people and turning around the reputation of the sect? Pi Jingtang has existed for 500 years, has the "deserved reputation" of the Kunwu Sword Sect ever changed a little bit? The people who have really been changed are the people of Kunwu. "

"Kunwu sword cultivator is born proud. Just like you, he is strong and ruthless in his bones, and he refuses to obey discipline. He feels that with a sword and a passion, there is nothing he can't do. This time, you are like this. It's humiliating your self-esteem, you think that to be a strong man, you must have the integrity of a strong man."

"But the way of the real strong is not like this. The real strong is to stand on the top of the mountain and walk on the bottom of the sea. The real strong does not need the respect of others. When you know how to let go of your noble posture and respect the world All, then all in this world will naturally respect you. When you look back and think about the people who came out of the Thorn Hall, which one didn’t ride a dragon for nine days, but was treated as a bull by a naughty boy? They let go of their so-called backbone, but It cultivates the heart of a real strong man."

Huang Ying seems to understand, maybe she can't fully understand what He Lanci said at the moment, but in her heart, she no longer stubbornly insists on herself, and has realized her mistakes, her impulsiveness, and her conceit.

Perhaps, she should really think about what the real Kunwu Sword Cultivator is.

But for Shen Qing, what should she do?There was nowhere to release this self-blame, and it was about to drive her crazy.

"Are you the Huang Ying that my mother sacrificed and saved her life?"

A childish voice came from behind, Huang Ying turned her head and saw Li Duo supporting Li Yu's shoulder, and Hua Jiu standing behind them.

Li Yu hugged Shen Qing's sword, his eyes were red and swollen and he couldn't help sobbing, he didn't know how long he cried before he gradually calmed down.

Hua Jiu has already told Li Yu everything, she spoke very objectively, she never blamed Huang Ying in her speech, and also told Shen Qing that she was deceived by the rabbit demon, so that Shen Qing made a contract with the rabbit demon. Say all ten.

Of course, there was also Shen Qing's last words. Li Yu, who had already stopped crying, cried loudly in her father's arms when Shen Qing finally said that he loved her very much.

Li Yu didn't blame Hua Jiu, but Hua Jiu didn't know Li Yu's attitude towards Huang Ying who caused all this.

After all, if you think about it carefully, if Huang Ying is not caught, this matter will be handled by the Dangmotang. The Dangmotang has already sent Shen Qing to sneak in. Maybe they will wait for Shen Qing to withdraw and make a thorough arrangement before taking action. Perhaps Shen Qing will not die.

However, it is no longer possible...

　[A small theater for repairing BUG]

　　Helan Speech: Balabala Little Demon Fairy

　　Huang Ying: Hey, Senior Brother He Lan, are you no longer stuttering?

　　He Lanci: "Uh...maybe the author thought that I would be very tired if I stuttered after speaking such a long paragraph, so I stopped stuttering temporarily, and when I finished speaking, I stuttered again, you, you see Bar.

　　Huang Ying: I'll kill the author for being a dog!

　　He Lan Ci: Don't, don't be impulsive, be careful when the author sends out, send out our bento.

　　Huang Ying: (slamming the sword) Hey, the author is amazing.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)