Daughter of the royal palace

Chapter 168 I would rather kill a thousand by mistake than let one go (3)
Ling Xiqing's eyes moved slightly, and her fingers bent slightly.Did the king notice anything?
"In the future, the third lady will preside over all the big and small affairs of the palace." After finishing speaking, he walked away, regardless of everyone's different expressions.

Except for Ling Xihan, everyone's expressions changed.The prince's punishment is more serious than Ling Xihan's proposal.

"My lord." Ning suddenly yelled after she realized it, but King Zhongyi's pace didn't stop.Seeing this, Ning's lips curled up slightly, and said quietly: "You don't care about years of love, don't you... don't you care about the empress?" She said these words very lightly, but King Zhongyi suddenly stopped in his tracks.

The corners of Ning's mouth turned upwards, but bitterness flashed in her eyes, as expected——

A moment later, King Zhongyi strode forward again, and his indifferent and firm voice came from the cold wind.

"Even if the queen is here today, this king is still the same."

The smile on the corner of Ning's mouth froze at the corner of her mouth before it even opened. Seeing King Zhongyi's back gradually going away, she suddenly laughed.

"It turns out that she is in your heart... but so... uh." A beam of white light flashed across and pierced her chest accurately.Blood, drop by drop.

"Sister?" Xun Shi exclaimed, and everyone opened their eyes wide and looked at King Zhongyi who was looking ahead and suddenly turned around.He stretched out two fingers of his left hand, facing Ning's chest.Meifeng was cold and heartless, and his voice was cold.

"You have no right to mention him."

Ning looked at him and suddenly laughed out loud.The laughter broke through the sky, startling the quiet birds on the tree and plopping across the sky.It screamed shrillly, and that sound seemed to be matched with Ning's publicity and sorrowful laughter, which made people feel sad.

"Hahaha..." Ning laughed so hard that tears fell down her cheeks.

"Ling Jueshang, hello, you're ruthless." She gradually stopped laughing, blood spilled from her lips, her face was as pale as a struggling lily swaying in the wind, beautiful and sad.

She let go of Xun Shi's hand, struggled to stand up slowly, her lips were pale, but her face was still stubborn.Clutching her bleeding chest, she walked towards King Zhongyi step by step.This road is obviously so short, but it is so long under her feet.She walked slowly, every step was like a reincarnation of memories, replaying in her mind.

When we first met, he was full of vigor and demeanor.With just one look, she could never forget it, and since then lovesickness has become sick.

Goodbye, he already has someone he loves, but that woman doesn't love him, and he feels sad.Little did he know that there was a person who had already lost his heart and soul for him.

Later, she was lucky enough to enter the palace and accompany the king, she was ecstatic...

For 15 years, she was by his side for a full 15 years, but she was just a stand-in after all.

Only at this time did she suddenly realize that the end of her memory was just like him standing in front of her at this moment, indifferent and heartless!

Those loving and sweet loves, those romances, those friendships in the past were just her wishful thinking.It was only at this time that she recalled that in the depths of his gentle eyes was endless coldness and loneliness.

In the past 20 years, she has grown from a young girl to a woman, from innocent to suffering from love.

However, in his eyes, there has never been a shadow of her, never.

Only now did she realize that her life was so sad and desolate.

Her footsteps were vain, but she still walked towards him stubbornly.In a daze, she seemed to see it again, the first time she saw the young man with a rich and godly Yulang, smiling at her faintly, like the brightness of the bright moon, the light of the morning glow.So dazzling, so eye-catching...

Her eyes gradually became obsessed, and a voice as light as a gnat escaped from her mouth.

"Shang..."

Like a lightning strike, King Zhongyi's whole body was shaken, and his calm and ruthless eyes suddenly became turbulent.A voice deep in his memory overlapped with it, and a white figure gradually appeared in front of his eyes.Her face is peerless, and there is always an indelible melancholy and strength between her brows.

At this moment, she is slowly walking towards him, her smile is so beautiful, so innocent, so touching...

In a daze, he felt that the woman in front of him was tottering like a kite with a broken string, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to hug her.

"Yanyan..." Only then did he realize that the woman in his arms was not the one he had hidden in his heart, and his heart was slightly bitter.

Ning lay weakly in his arms, and the smile on the corner of her mouth grew stronger when she heard the name he subconsciously called out.

"Actually, I always knew... I knew that the 'Yan Yan' in your mouth was not me." She smiled with tears, her pale face was still beautiful.

She stretched out her hand, stroking his outline gently, her eyes gradually fascinated.

"Shang, can you tell me, Ning Yan, did you ever have a place in your heart? You, have you ever loved me? Not her substitute, but... pure... only love Ning Yan. Even if, only So for a moment... is there?" Her voice was soft, mist appeared in her eyes, and she looked at him expectantly and desperately.

King Zhongyi was startled, "You!" She actually?

Ning Yan smiled wryly, "Yes, I knew a long time ago, that there is another person in your heart. And I am just her substitute..." Her lips trembled, telling the truth that made her heart ache.

"There are so many women in the palace, you dote on me and Zisu the most, but I know...you only dote on us, not love. No." She shook her head, "It should mean that you love all the women in the palace. No love. The reason why you treat me more special...is just because my name...has the character 'Yan'. And...I am as strong and stubborn as her. Right?"

King Zhongyi remained silent, and only now did he pay attention to the woman in his arms.After so many years, he found that he hadn't actually looked at her seriously once.Except, when we first met her, she was dressed in white, which coincided with the person in my memory...

He looked a little dazed, Ning Yan coughed twice, more and more blood was dripping from his mouth.

"Actually, you don't know..." She smiled bitterly and sadly. "I'm not like her at all. I don't have her arrogance, determination, or melancholy...so, you will only spoil me, not love me." The mist in your eyes gradually turned into pearls, slowly It slowly slipped from the eye sockets, soaking his blue python robe.It flowed into his heart, and his heart suddenly ached.

He looked at the woman in his arms with a complex expression, the coldness in his eyes slowly melted, revealing a little pity.

"I've been imitating her, imitating her tone of voice, imitating her dress...but no matter how I try to imitate, I'm not her after all...Actually, I really hate imitating her, I really hate being a shadow." She clutched King Zhongyi's collar tightly, her eyes were painful and sad, and she laughed at herself helplessly.

"Tell me." She held back the blood surging in her chest, leaned closer to him, and said pantingly, "Do you have... a little... a little bit of affection for me?"

(End of this chapter)