Daughter of the royal palace

Chapter 177
The queen trembled again. Outside the door, Xiao Tingxuan's pupils suddenly widened and he stood there in a daze.Next to him, Ling Xihan had already stood there in a daze, without any reaction.

Inside, Emperor Yuan Qing's low and fragile voice continued.

"If you really go back, what should I do? Even if I travel all over the world, I will never see you again. If you die, then on the bridge of Naihe, I will walk with you. But if you go back So, where do I go to find you? The world is so big and the country is picturesque, but without you by my side, how lonely and hopeless would I be?" His voice lowered, as if in his own Talk to yourself.

"Tell me, Luo'er, what should I do if that day really comes?" He suddenly smiled softly, but his pupils were stained with a strange dark light.

"Do you know how much I hated at that time, I even wanted to destroy the world."

The queen's eyes shook, "Mo..." She really didn't know that her fainting would bring him so much pain.

"Hehe..." Emperor Yuan Qing chuckled, "I hate myself even more, I hate that I failed to protect you well, that's why I let you..." His eyes were sad and painful, and there was a kind of powerless guilt. "I told you when I married you that from now on I will treat you as a treasure and will not let you suffer the slightest harm. But I... I have put you in danger time and time again, time and time again Threatening your life again. I hate, I hate myself for being powerless. I can't even protect the woman I love the most, I..."

"Stop talking, Mo, that's not your fault..." The queen interrupted him shaking her head, it wasn't his fault that she was frightened and gave birth prematurely.

"No." Emperor Yuan Qing hugged her tightly, his expression still full of pain that could not be concealed.

"You're right, I really hate my second brother, I hate him for taking you away from me, I hate him for making you forget me... But I'm even more afraid, afraid that you will treat him because of guilt... Back then you were poisoned Backlash, life is at stake, he saved you. No matter what, I am grateful to him...so I can't kill him, and I can't let you become a concubine cursed by thousands of people because of being implicated."

He let go of her slightly, and gently wiped away the tears on her face with his fingers as white as jade, and stared at her face lovingly and desolately with his vicissitudes of eyes.

"Luo'er, I hate anyone who might make you leave me. Including...our children."

Outside the door, Xiao Tingxuan's body was trembling, Ling Xihan quickly supported his wobbly figure.Fortunately, the emperor and queen were immersed in their own stories and did not notice their aura.

"Back then, when you had a hemorrhage after giving birth... even the eighth brother was not sure that you could wake up. But I, when you needed me most, I couldn't be by your side, I couldn't share your pain for you, you Do you know how much I hate myself?" His breath was trembling, as if recalling some painful memory, his voice was hoarse and painful.

"Do you know? At that time, Xuan'er kept crying, and the nurse brought him to me... When I saw him, I remembered you lying on the bed without making a sound, so I hated, hated him for hurting me." You. I..." He suddenly trembled all over his body, and looked at the queen with bloodshot eyes.

"Back then...I almost...almost killed him with my own hands..."

Click——

Xiao Tingxuan trampled on the dead branches under his feet, awakening the two people in the hall.

"Who?"

No more hesitation, before the queen finished speaking, Xiao Tingxuan had already pulled Ling Xihan around.The next moment, the door was opened, and the queen chased her out, only to see Yang Feng flying a few snowflakes in the air.The air is slightly drunk, filled with the faint fragrance of magnolia flowers...

She leaned against the door rail and slid slowly, tears falling from the corners of her eyes one by one like broken pearls.

She knew that it was Xuan'er. How long had he been here, and how much had he heard?
Close your eyes, let the desolate tears be weathered by the cold snow...

Xiao Tingxuan left, so he didn't hear what the emperor said to her when he came out and hugged the fallen queen.

He said, "Since that time, I have had a shadow in my heart. Every time you are sick, every time I see you lying on the bed with a pale face, I will think of the picture of you bleeding after childbirth and almost falling asleep. Especially after seeing Xuan'er, I was even more panicked and scared, and I couldn't help but hate. So I don't want to see him at this time, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself...I'm afraid I'm really would have killed him..."

If Xiao Tingxuan had heard these words, perhaps it would not be so painful.The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and the white snowflakes almost covered the entire palace.In the world of ice, snow and glass, there are two desolate and lonely figures standing there.

Ling Xihan stood quietly, the conversation between the empress and the emperor just now echoed in her mind, with mixed feelings in her heart.She looked at Xiao Tingxuan, his face was melted in the ice and snow, his eyelashes were covered with snowflakes, and his hair was also stained with snowflakes like goose feathers.A few strands of hair swept across his charming and enchanting face, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and his enchanting eyes were silent, like an ancient story that has not changed for thousands of years, deep and lonely.

Although his face was calm, Ling Xihan knew that his heart was burning with fire and the pain was unbearable.It's no wonder that anyone who heard his own father said that he wanted to kill himself, how could he not feel heartbroken?
She opened her mouth, wanting to say something to comfort him.Unexpectedly, he turned around suddenly, his eyes as dark as night were like thick ink that could not be melted, and he just stared at her so tightly.Ling Xihan suddenly froze, because at this moment she saw that those dark and enchanting eyes were reflecting her shadow.This is the first time that she sees herself so clearly in the eyes of others.

How to describe those eyes?Vicissitudes, loneliness, grief, indignation, helplessness, pain...

My heart hurts again.

Xiao Tingxuan lifted his lips, and suddenly laughed, but his eyes as deep as the night were still pitch black.He looked into the distance with a more calm and indifferent expression.

"When my mother was pregnant with me, she was wrestled by someone and she almost had a miscarriage. Fortunately, the eighth uncle was skilled in medicine and saved me in my mother's womb. However, my mother suffered from the cold and became weaker and weaker. Because of that carelessness, my mother kept Because of her brooding, she was very careful about the miscarriage. The eighth uncle said that when the mother was born, the body contained toxins, and even after the toxins were completely removed, the body was still weak. Even though she has a strong martial arts, her body will always be It is different from ordinary people. With such a body, it is not easy to get pregnant."

His eyelashes drooped, and he said softly: "So when my mother was pregnant with me, she suffered a lot, and finally got to the day when she was about to give birth. But..." When he said this, he glanced at Ling Xihan, his eyes slightly complicated .

"But at that time, your mother brought the news that the Liuli Palace was destroyed."

(End of this chapter)