Daughter of the royal palace

Chapter 468: The Truth (3)
Hehe... Guilt?struggle?

Yes, she should indeed be guilty, guilty of always treating her as a pawn, guilty of her doting on her has always been based on calculations, guilty of loving her for making her a tool to detoxify Xiao Tingxuan.

In fact, maybe she shouldn't be resentful, because the queen reminded her long ago, didn't she?

If you want to blame, you can only blame her for being stupid, and blame her for being stupid, and just gave up her sincerity.

She closed her eyes, resisting the sour and painful emotions in her heart, and her voice was low and hoarse.

"Last night...I heard it all."

Xiao Tingxuan was startled, Ling Xihan opened his eyes to look at him, and smiled slightly.

"I heard everything." The smile on the corner of her mouth became more and more dazzling, and also more and more sad, Xiao Tingxuan's heart suddenly tightened when he saw it.

"Han'er..."

"Actually, it doesn't need to be that troublesome." Ling Xihan interrupted him softly, her voice was as ethereal as clouds, but Xiao Tingxuan's heart was pierced by every word.

"You know that I like you, even fall in love with you. You can tell me directly." She lowered her head and smiled wryly, "You know? The queen once said a word. When a woman falls in love with a man, she will be willing Give everything for that man." She raised her eyes to look at Xiao Tingxuan, her cold eyes contained traces of melancholy and tears.

"Why didn't you tell me that you are poisoned? Why didn't you tell me your difficulties? Why...don't believe me."

Xiao Tingxuan's breathing stagnated, and there was a little anxiety and panic in his eyes.

"Han'er, listen to me, I..." He grabbed Ling Xihan's shoulder, eager to explain, but was interrupted by Ling Xihan shaking his head.

"do you like me?"

Xiao Tingxuan was taken aback, Ling Xihan asked again.

"Do you like me? Or, do you... love me?" She looked at Xiao Tingxuan indifferently but persistently.

Xiao Tingxuan suddenly understood her persistence, and his heart was both joyful and astringent.The left hand slowly slid down her arm, pulling her hand holding 'No Tears'.Breaking apart her fingers, she took out the shiny spar from the palm of her hand.

"From the time I handed it to you, you should understand my intentions." With warm fingers, he put 'No Tears' on her neck again.His eyes are as quiet as a spring, fixed on her face, turning into a soft wind, blowing into her heart.She saw that those dark phoenix eyes carried a deep sense of pity and tenderness.

Ling Xihan pursed her lips tightly, she knew, she knew it a long time ago.She had noticed it a long, long time ago.Xiao Tingxuan was not heartless towards her.She had a heart, and her heart told him that Xiao Tingxuan loved her.That's why she is sad and suffering.

Although he admitted before that he approached her with a purpose, she knew it in her heart.Xiao Tingxuan is not the kind of person who will use any means to achieve his goals. If he wants to get her at any time, she can't resist at all.So, strictly speaking, Xiao Tingxuan didn't use her at all.All he did was to follow the queen's wishes, and he didn't want to violate that loving mother's heart.

And the reason why he admitted it was because he hoped to transfer her hatred of being calculated by the queen to him.

Her pain also stems from this.

"Now I finally understand why the last page of the secret book recording the Gu poison in Miaojiang is missing." She slowly raised her head to look at Xiao Tingxuan, the smile on the corner of her mouth contained a sad beauty that made Xiao Tingxuan's heart ache. "Lovesickness has no solution, but dormancy is like the flow of time, passing away quietly. Hehe... So the last page is the dormant period that records the lovesickness heart-biting Gu."

Xiao Tingxuan's eyes narrowed, looking at the woman in front of him who was smiling sadly, his heart felt like a knife.

"Han'er..." He stretched out his hand, trying to comfort her, but she avoided it.

Ling Xihan took a step back, and clearly saw the loneliness and pain in his eyes for a moment, and saw that the soft light flickering in his eyes was replaced by dimness.

She smiled softly, stepped back step by step, a layer of white mist covered her eyes, and the man's familiar face gradually blurred.She turned around suddenly and ran quickly.The wind whistled in the ears, and the flowers and trees and the fallen flowers flew past in front of my eyes.

The November wind was bitingly cold, blowing on her face like a cold sword's edge.

She ran vigorously, she didn't know where she was going, she only knew that her heart was in pain, like the pain of being scorched by a knife's edge, and she wanted to use this fierce method to relieve the scorching heat in her heart The pain and the rage that was about to explode.

The streets are full of people and traffic, so lively.But all of this has nothing to do with her, she just wants to leave quickly, leave...

While running, she didn't see a blue figure walking quickly in front of her.

"Yingbo..." Luo Tianxiang saw Ling Xihan, his eyes lit up, and he just called out.But Ling Xihan passed him very quickly, and quickly disappeared into the crowd.

Luo Tianxiang was taken aback for a moment, and then quickly chased after him.

On a small hillside in the suburbs, Ling Xihan finally got tired of running and stopped.She looked at the plain ahead, the white jade floating in the sky, and the faint red light in the east.

"Ah—" she suddenly yelled towards the sky, which shocked Luo Tianxiang who followed him.

He raised his eyes and looked over, and saw that the high-spirited woman in the past was leaning wearily against a big tree, as if she had lost all her strength.She turned her back to him, and he couldn't see the expression on her face.But from her heart-piercing roar just now and her sad and sad back, he knew that her heart was suffering and angry.

Luo Tianxiang's heart tightened, and he walked over slowly.

Ling Xihan knew that someone was approaching, but she chose to ignore it.She could feel Luo Tianxiang's burning and deep eyes on her, and she could feel his pain for her.

She wanted to laugh out loud, she felt like a fucking failure in her life.How did she lose so badly?How could she trust such a woman?Just because she comes from the same world as him, because she is the woman that the second brother yearns for, and because she treats her as her own?

Ha ha……

Treat it like your own?These words are really ironic.That woman's kindness to her has always been with a purpose. She just uses herself as a tool to detoxify her son.

What about Xiao Tingxuan?Thinking of that man, her heart couldn't stop the pain and irony.

How could she be so stupid, how could she be so stupid?
She closed her eyes, memories flashed across her mind.Suddenly, a beautiful picture came from the depths of her soul, occupying her whole heart.

It was a scene of viburnum flowers, the moonlight was like water, the lake was clear, and viburnum flowers bloomed on the shore, it was breathtakingly beautiful.He hugged her and stood in the middle of the lake, but Qionghua fluttered around them like colorful butterflies dancing.In such a wonderful picture, she saw the gentle smile and the deep pampering in the man's eyes.He held the viburnum in his hand, and gently inserted it into her temple hair.A magnetic wine-like voice resounded in my ears.

(End of this chapter)