Daughter of the royal palace

Chapter 486 The Return of the Goddess (4)
He was stunned at that moment, and the fog that had accumulated in his mind for many years dissipated at that moment.He finally understood what Ouyang Chen's eyes meant, and finally understood why he hated the way Ouyang Chen looked at his mother so much.After being stunned, he became angry. He only felt a fire burning in his heart. If he didn't vent it, he would be burned alive by this fire.

He was about to rush forward, but suddenly there was a sound of horns under the city, indicating that there was an urgent military situation.

At that moment, Ouyang Chen suddenly turned his head.

The dark night, so deep, but so bright.Just like Ouyang Chen's eyes at that moment, the sky was as dark as the sky before the rain, and as bright as the stars in the night sky.

He just looked at him like that, stunned, shocked, flustered.However, it was only for that moment, but for a moment, he regained his composure.Smile at him kindly.

"Cousin" he stood up, his small figure was handsome and elegant, just like the beautiful child in the painting.He just looked at him like that, as if nothing happened.

If... if it weren't for the statue he was holding tightly in his hand...

Xiao Tingxuan suddenly closed his eyes, and memories flooded in like a flood.

That year, he won the first battle and returned to the palace with Ouyang Chen.

The mother was standing at the gate of the palace, looking at him with relief and distress.

His heart warmed instantly, and he forgot about Ouyang Chen's unrequited love.He stepped forward, opened his mouth, and before he could say 'mother', he was interrupted by Ouyang Chen beside him.

Ouyang Chen took a step forward before he spoke, and smiled brightly at his mother.

"Fourth Aunt" has a loud voice with joyful emotions.To his ears, it was like a magic sound, which made him feel disgusted and disgusted.

But mother smiled softly at Ouyang Chen, "Chen'er is really amazing."

Chen'er is amazing!
These words made him stunned, just like when he was five years old.Same words, same tone, same gentle eyes.

His heart suddenly felt sour, as if someone had snatched something that should belong to him.Thinking of Ouyang Chen's feelings for his mother's incest, combined with the harmonious scene in front of him, made his eyes hurt.It even made him ignore... the tenderness in mother's eyes is just the kindness of a mother looking at her child...

But when he was young, he might be ashamed of his cousin having such dirty feelings for his mother.Or maybe she was jealous that her mother gave Ouyang Chen the maternal love that belonged to her.So he was angry in his heart, and without thinking about it, he blurted out two words.

"Mother!"

So, he saw his mother was stunned for an instant.The sparkling phoenix eyes stared at him blankly, losing all luster.Then, the little crystals gathered into water, dripping down, scalding his heart.He immediately regretted it, and just wanted to change his words.At this time, the father stood up and stroked his head very gently.

"Well, Xuan'er has gone out for a while, she is sensible and polite."

He froze, raised his head in astonishment, and met his father's gentle and loving eyes.Eight years, eight years, the first time Father looked at him with such gentle eyes, and spoke to him in such a gentle tone for the first time.At that time, he was only eight years old. At the age of eight, no matter how mature and talented he was, he was still just a child.At the age of eight, he was just like the children of ordinary people, longing for his father's love.Even with his mother's meticulous care and love, he still longs for his father to like him.

So when he heard his father speak to him so gently, he was shocked but excited, and almost burst into tears.But the father said that a man bleeds but does not shed tears, so he held back, but was overjoyed in his heart. It turned out that the father did not dislike him, but because he was not polite, so the father treated him coldly.Then, in the future, he will never call her mother again, and will call her empress mother.

He was delighted by the fact that his father loved him, but he forgot that standing behind him was his mother who was crying silently because of his indifferent and distant address.

But before he recovered from the sudden joy, his father's smiling, calm, yet ruthless words made his mind go blank.

"Xuan'er has grown up, it's time to practice and practice, let's go out of the palace tomorrow."

The smile that hadn't bloomed on his face immediately froze, and he subconsciously looked at his mother, he didn't want to leave the palace, he didn't want to leave his mother.

But the queen mother looked at him with tears in her eyes, but in the end she didn't plead with the emperor father.

His heart sank to the bottom of the valley, and the queen mother didn't like him anymore.Because he didn't call her 'mother' anymore, the queen mother hated him.

Discouraged, he left the palace the next day, the place where he had lived for eight years.

Now that I think about it, my father must have interrupted him on purpose at that time, to interrupt his last nostalgia for the palace.Only by leaving the court, will you not face the price of the catastrophe that your mother has suffered, will not be heartbroken by what your mother has paid, and will not dissect the truth and develop hatred for Ling Xihan so that the marriage between them will be broken.

I'm sorry, mother...

He silently apologized in his heart, but the "I'm sorry" was late for so many years, can it make up for his mother's kind and loving mother's heart?
Ling Xihan looked at him sideways, and clearly caught a trace of pain and regret in his phoenix eyes, and she sighed softly.She knew how complicated Xiao Tingxuan's heart was at this moment, and also knew how much he blamed and regretted the mistakes he made when he was young.In fact, at the bottom of the matter, Xiao Tingxuan did not have much fault.He was only eight years old back then, and at the age of eight, in her world, he was just a little boy who liked to be mischievous and didn't understand anything.

And he, at that time, discovered that his cousin had an unethical love for his mother.An eight-year-old boy is naturally angry and ashamed.But the queen still likes Ouyang Chen so much, so when he was young, he would feel jealous because of his mother's kindness to children other than himself, and thus blamed her.Therefore, he has refused to call her 'mother' for so many years.

Of course, Ouyang Chen's feelings for the queen are not a heinous crime.In fact, from another perspective, Ouyang Chen is quite pitiful.Born in such a family, his father used him as a lifelong shame, and his mother used him as a tool to compare with the queen.Later, Hongxing came out again, and even gave birth to a son for another man.He might have known this secret a long time ago, that's why he was so indifferent and disgusted with Luo Yushuang.A person like him has a dark heart since he was a child.When meeting a gentle and beautiful woman like the queen, it's normal to feel attached to her.

Hey……

She sighed in her heart, if it was blamed, perhaps Prince Li would be the most hated one.Just because of his selfishness, not only did his wife feel depressed and jealous and angered his son, but also because of jealousy and hatred, his mind was twisted and he threw himself into the arms of another man just to get revenge on him.It also caused Ouyang Chen's young heart to be greatly hurt.What's more, the queen has been depressed and unhappy all these years, and she has turned against her sisters.It also indirectly created a rift between the queen and Xiao Tingxuan's mother and son, causing the queen to suffer for many years.

(End of this chapter)