This palace is from modern day 2

Chapter 317 I'm Sad Now
I lowered my eyes, "Nangong Chen, it will be easier for everyone, isn't it?"

As long as you don't care about it, there will be no heartache. I am doing what a queen should do now, isn't it good.When a thick eggplant forms outside my heart, then I should be able to let it go gracefully, right?

It's just that the day... when will it be?

I'm really sorry, Nangong Chen, I really don't want to insist on anything this time.

Nangong Chen let go of his hand and clenched it into a fist, "Yan Ran, is it so difficult to forgive me?"

I raised my eyes, looked at him fixedly, and smiled at the corner of my mouth, "It's hard, it's harder than killing me."

He was shocked, his eyes were at a loss, "Yanran..."

His behavior made me feel like laughing. Did he think that I would never blame him?Are you always thinking about him, taking him as the center, and being the first?
"I'm sorry." He avoided my sight, lowered his eyes, his hands still clenched into fists.

"Don't tell me you're sorry, that's just to make you feel better, and I'm just sad. Nangongchen, let me tell you clearly, I... don't accept your apology." The depression of these days was completely released at this moment, and I even I think I'm a little too aggressive.

People only have weaknesses if they care about something.And once everything is thrown away, there is no weakness left.

For example, I feel that this is the first time for me to confess to Nangong Chen so bluntly, without thinking about the consequences, and without caring whether he will be... sad when he is treated like this.

... Silence spread.

After a long, long time, he finally let go of his fist, and said with a wry smile, "Yanran, you are punishing me, aren't you?"

I don't speak, it's the default. .
He stood up, looking helpless, "If I don't care about you, I won't feel anything if you do these things."

I trembled, still expressionless, let alone paying attention. .
"But... I love you, so damn it, what you're doing now makes me very sad." After finishing speaking, he strode away and walked to the door, he paused, "If you torture me, I will make you feel at ease." Some, I am willing to be tortured by you."

(End of this chapter)