Concubine's true colors

Chapter 137
Looking at Xiao Jinxuan who was holding the letter paper and tears streaming down her face, panic flashed across Zhou Xianrui's usually calm face.

Even though Zhou Xianrui has been married for many years, and there are several wives and concubines in the mansion, but he has never been good at women, and he always has a cold face.

Therefore, any woman who dared to cry out loud in front of him, probably just cried once, His Highness Prince Rui would have to give an order to clear her away from her eyes.

So Zhou Xianrui was very nervous, but he didn't have the slightest experience in persuading women, so he repeated over and over again, except for telling Xiao Jinxuan to stop crying, he couldn't say anything else at all.

But Xiao Jinxuan was feeling uncomfortable at this moment, how could she listen to even a few words of persuasion, and in the end even her voice became hoarse from crying.

Seeing that this is not going to work, Zhou Xianrui frowned and thought for a while, then shouted loudly to the outside:

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"Yu An, come in, remove all the refreshments in the study, and bring me a table of wine and food instead."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu An immediately opened the door and came in, and Wen Xin, who was also standing outside the door, also rushed in.

When he heard Xiao Jinxuan's cry just now, he was in a hurry, but Yu An stopped him firmly. Now that he finally came in, he hurried over and helped Xiao Jinxuan who was crying and tottering.

And Xiao Jinxuan felt that someone was grabbing her shoulders, raised her red and swollen eyes, and when she saw that it was Wen Xin, she immediately threw herself into the opponent's arms, crying heartbreakingly.

"Wenxin, I feel so sad. It's all my fault. I know I can't do it but I still want to do it. I shouldn't provoke Zhou Xianyu. Sure enough, whoever I treat well will be unlucky. If I didn't write him back, If I hadn't been unable to control my heart, he wouldn't have been hurt."

Xiao Jinxuan's words made everyone present confused. After all, Zhou Xianyu was far outside the Great Wall, no matter who was to blame for his serious injury, it couldn't be blamed on Xiao Jinxuan.

But only Xiao Jinxuan knew that Zhou Xianyu had always been invincible and invincible in his previous life, and the reason why he was honored as the King of War was not only brave and good at fighting, but also because he had never been injured in battle in his life.

In her previous life, even if Xiao Jinxuan was ignorant and ignorant, Zhou Xianyu, as a legendary figure in the Great Zhou Dynasty, it would be difficult for her to figure out the other party's deeds.

The only time Zhou Xianyu was injured was in the 47th year of Emperor Ming. He died of a poisoned arrow and died young at the age of 25. Before that, the King of War of the Great Zhou had never been seriously injured. !
But now that he was reborn in the first life, it is now the 42nd year of Emperor Ming. Zhou Xianyu, who was supposed to return home in triumph and uninjured, is now seriously injured and unconscious.His life has actually changed, and he has completely deviated from the track of his previous life.

That's why Xiao Jinxuan was so emotional. In fact, apart from worrying about Zhou Xianyu, she also thought about the price she had paid for her rebirth.

Exchange the love of a lifetime for a chance of rebirth. If you fall in love, not only will you be condemned by God, but even the person you love in your heart will be implicated and become unlucky, and even your fate will change.

But now in Xiao Jinxuan's view, Zhou Xianyu's fate has changed, and he almost lost his life because of it.

But these things, except for Xiao Jinxuan herself, others can't understand, so when Wen Xin saw her, she blamed Zhou Xianyu's injury on her head, and immediately said comfortingly:
"Jinxuan, don't think about it, it's normal to kill an enemy and get injured on the battlefield. When you think of Yangzhou again, others compared you to a disaster, right? If you are really an unknown person, I will follow you every day Why is it all right, and the Yu Wang is far away in the frontier, even if you want to subdue him, it will be beyond your reach."

Obviously Wenxin's mouth is much more eloquent than Zhou Xianrui's, but despite his smallpox drunkenness, Xiao Jinxuan still nestled her head in his arms, weeping in despair.

Looking at Xiao Jinxuan who was always calm, she didn't speak now, just kept crying, and the two men in the room were all in the same place for a while, Wen Xin could only quietly pat Xiao Jinxuan on the back, hoping to make her feel better.

Seeing that Wenxin was carefully protecting Xiao Jinxuan in his arms, Zhou Xianrui hoped that he could replace her and give Xiao Jinxuan warmth when she was most unhindered.

But Zhou Xianrui also knew that the relationship between Xiao Wenxin and Xiao Jinxuan was different from others.

Although Wenxin is an adopted son and not a real member of the Xiao family, Xiao Jinxuan has always treated him as a cousin, and the other party has always called Xiao Jinxuan by her name, and they both regard each other as cousins.

Therefore, Wen Xin could ignore Xiao Jinxuan and hug Xiao Jinxuan in his arms to comfort her, but Zhou Xianrui absolutely couldn't do it.

And at this moment, Yu An also brought in the banquet. There were not many food and drinks, but they were all exquisite and delicious.

At this time Zhou Xianrui looked at Wen Xin, and then said in a low voice:

"You and Yu An go out first, Miss Fourth should let me persuade you."

Hearing this, Wen Xin was naturally worried, but before he could refuse, Yu An had already walked to his side and dragged him out of the study.

In fact, if a person cries for too long, it is also a very exhausting thing. Just now, Wen Xin was supporting her, but when the other party walked away, Xiao Jinxuan immediately swayed twice, and almost did not fall to her knees on the ground.

Fortunately, Zhou Xianrui didn't take his eyes off her for a moment, so he immediately supported her with sharp eyesight and quick hands.

"Fourth Miss and my seventh brother were seriously injured, but the person who sent the letter also said that Xianyu was out of danger when he left the barracks. Now that it has been more than a month, he must have recovered."

While talking, Zhou Xianrui held Xiao Jinxuan's white and cold hand, helped her to sit down carefully at the table, and then picked up the jug on the table.

"Although I don't know why you are crying so sadly, I always feel that besides worrying about the seventh brother, you seem to have encountered other troubles, but no matter what it is, how about I get drunk with you tonight to relieve all your worries?" .”

Men and women's thinking is different, Xiao Jinxuan was heartbroken, so a big cry was the best way for her to vent.

But Zhou Xianrui is a man, isn't there a saying that men don't shed tears easily, so whenever he feels sad in his heart, he puts all the bitterness into the wine, and he feels comfortable after drinking a glass.

So Zhou Xianrui saw that he couldn't persuade Xiao Jinxuan well, so he prepared to use his own method to help the other party vent all the sorrow in his heart.

And Xiao Jinxuan, who was crying a little bit, heard this and raised her head to look at Zhou Xianrui, looking at the wine glass handed over by the other party, she took it in her hand without hesitation, and drank all the spirits in the glass as soon as she raised her head .

The spicy smell of alcohol was very strong on the nose, and Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help coughing violently after she drank the wine.

Seeing this, Zhou Xianrui hurriedly stood up, and wanted to pat Xiao Jinxuan's back, but his hand was only halfway out, and then stopped in the air, and then he saw a flash of loneliness in his expression, after all, he handed it again I took it back.

Today's Xiao Jinxuan is obviously emotionally fragile, Zhou Xianrui doesn't want to let the other party think of him in this situation, otherwise he will feel that he is taking advantage of others, and he will feel sorry for Zhou Xianyu who is far away in the frontier.

And Zhou Xianrui is very clear that Xiao Jinxuan does not have him in his heart, if the other party has even a little affection for him, he will not give up, and is more willing to compete fairly with Zhou Xianyu, but obviously this is not the case.

Therefore, Zhou Xianrui still felt that it might be the most suitable for him to bury this feeling in his heart. If excessive care could only cause misunderstanding, then he would never do it.

But Xiao Jinxuan didn't care about Zhou Xianrui's contradictory psychology at this moment, she was already holding the jug by herself, pouring wine into her mouth cup by cup.

Once she got used to the vigor of spirits, Xiao Jinxuan felt that this wine was indeed a good thing.

She who was still feeling sad in her heart now only felt light and light, and her mind was numb from anesthesia. Even if she wanted to feel sad, there would only be chaos left.

And Zhou Xianrui just watched quietly without stopping, seeing Xiao Jinxuan's eyes smelled of alcohol, he smiled helplessly.

"Miss Fourth's eyes are always so cold that people can't feel the warmth. Now the eyes of the drunk eyes are much softer. In fact, you are a woman. Sometimes you really don't have to be too strong. Take a rest when you are tired. When you feel uncomfortable, you cry like today, in fact, you are only 13 years old, so there is no need to be too hard on yourself."

The wine glass in Xiao Jinxuan's hand fell on the table because she was drunk, and she also stopped crying now, and instead laughed silly.

Stretching out her right hand, she pointed at the tip of Zhou Xianrui's nose, hiccupped, pouted and hummed softly:
"Zhou Xianrui, you said it lightly. If I want to be like you, not only born in the royal family, but also a man, then I am also willing to be an idle prince and live my life at ease."

Seeing Xiao Jinxuan pointing at his face and calling him by his real name, Zhou Xianrui couldn't help laughing, he knew in his heart that the girl in front of him was probably too drunk, and now she was very drunk and lost her mind.

Seeing that Zhou Xianrui dared to laugh at her, Xiao Jinxuan immediately stood up as soon as she slapped the table, and said slightly annoyed:

"Why are you laughing, let me not embarrass myself, if I don't force myself to be more ruthless, then I have to wait for others to embarrass me. I am different from you, Your Highness. You are the prince and grandson, so what am I, Xiao Jinxuan?" Things are just a concubine's concubine, or a disaster star who was thrown to Zhuangzi for more than ten years at birth. If God didn't take pity on me and gave me a chance to start again, otherwise I would have become a lonely soul Wild ghost."

As the saying goes, one speaks the truth after drinking, Xiao Jinxuan is in this state now, and she has lived two lives, the biggest secret in her heart, and she also confided in words.

In Xiao Jinxuan's eyes, Zhou Xianrui is the best listener now, so she wiped her tears and continued to say:

"No one of you can understand why I am so uncomfortable. Zhou Xianyu was seriously injured. It was really because of me. If I didn't like him and kept my heart sealed up, then he wouldn't be hurt. After all, before He has never been injured, and everything has changed now, all because of my existence, I am simply a different kind, a disaster star, a heartless person still longing for affection, it is really wishful thinking."

Xiao Jinxuan's words were a little confused, Zhou Xianrui frowned, he had to listen carefully to hear what she said clearly.

In fact, Xiao Jinxuan's words at this meeting have already revealed most of her secrets, but even if Zhou Xianrui is smart, he will not think about resentment at all.

And he, like Wen Xin, only thought that Xiao Jinxuan was bound by the name of disaster star, so whenever someone was hurt, she would feel that it was her own fault, and because of this, she would feel uncomfortable.

Just when Zhou Xianrui thought this was the reason, Xiao Jinxuan was already lying on the guest table and closed her eyes because she was drunk.

As if sleeping but not sleeping, she still frowned in pain and kept raving.

"Abandon love and love in exchange for a chance to live again. At that time, I was willing to take revenge, but now I regret it. If I hadn't gone through this experience in rebirth, I would never have met you. Zhou Xianyu, you called me What should we do with you, what should we do!"

(End of this chapter)