Concubine's true colors

Chapter 195 Open Your Heart
Seeing Zhou Xianyu not only didn't complain because of the fatal knife wound, but was secretly grateful for being able to block the knife for her, Xiao Jinxuan immediately had a sore nose and laughed a few times with emotion.

"Zhou Xianyu, do you think you are stupid? In order to save my life, you have killed yourself to the point of dying. Is it really worth it for me? You know how much I owe you in my heart."

Hearing this, Zhou Xianyu held Xiao Jinxuan's hand in his palm, and said firmly:

"Xuan'er, that day by the Yingyue Lake, I have already said that you are the woman I, Zhou Xianyu, want to protect with my life. As long as I have one breath, anyone who wants to hurt you must obey me." Step on the corpse."

Zhou Xianyu's words were less tender, but a little more domineering, but in Xiao Jinxuan's ears, he felt extremely at ease and moved.

A trace of sadness flashed across her face, and she said in a hesitant voice:
"Zhou Xianyu, in fact, what you guessed before was correct. I did intentionally distance myself from you, because if you get too close to me, you will inevitably suffer many misfortunes. Back then, you were injured on the battlefield because I wrote to you. Now it’s because of me, you were injured again, it’s unknown whether you can survive in a while. I really don’t want to hurt you anymore, let’s make an agreement, if you survive this time by chance, then we will form It would be nice to have no contact with strangers in life or death."

Looking at Xiao Jinxuan, with that cold face and sad eyes, Zhou Xianyu's heart ached if he couldn't get up, and he really wanted to hug her into his arms immediately, to block all the pressure and anxiety for Xiao Jinxuan.

At the beginning Zhou Xianrui told him that Xiao Jinxuan cried so hard after reading his bloody reply. Although he didn't say anything, he always held a hesitant attitude towards this.

After all, Xiao Jinxuan's attitude towards him was so cold that he couldn't even believe that he would have such a great influence on the other party.

But looking at Xiao Jinxuan's desperate expression now, although Zhou Xianyu felt distressed, he was firmly convinced that there was definitely him in the other party's heart.

"Xuan'er, don't say such things in the future, don't say that you are a disaster star, I don't believe it at all. And even if you are really unknown, so what, before I met you, I Except when Zhou Xianyu is on the battlefield, he can only feel a tinge of comfort when he wins many battles, the rest of the time, I don't even know what I really want."

Unable to help coughing twice, Zhou Xianyu's mouth spilled a few more drops of blood, and after a while, he continued with a weak breath:

"But since I met you, my heart has been enriched. When I see you smile, I will be happy. When I see you sad, I will also be depressed. Because of your existence, I feel that my life is more These colors are not so lacking and monotonous. But if there is no you, even if my life is safe and sound, but I can’t stay with you. If I have to choose, I would rather die for you today than be alone Go through this life by yourself."

Xiao Jinxuan's tears couldn't be restrained any longer, she looked at Zhou Xianyu's serious face with hazy eyes, she couldn't help stretching out her hand, gently touching the other's handsome face, gently stroking stand up.

With a flash of reluctance in his eyes, he said: "Zhou Xianyu, you are not only a fool, but also a complete lunatic, but I, Xiao Jinxuan, have fallen in love with you, but just like you, I love you with all my heart. I have the heart to ask you to risk your life for me. But all I can do for you is to alienate you, treat you coldly, and force you away from my side again and again. As long as you are safe and sound, I will be satisfied gone."

Regardless of the dagger embedded in his back, the first time he heard it, Xiao Jinxuan said that he liked her, Zhou Xianyu sat up in excitement, and tightly grasped the other's shoulder with eyes full of surprise, he couldn't believe it Busy asked:
"Jinxuan, didn't I have auditory hallucinations just now because of my serious injury, did you say that you like me? You didn't expect me to comfort me because you saw that I was going to die."

Hastily backhanded Zhou Xianyu and quickly supported Zhou Xianyu, not allowing him to move around, so as not to scratch the wound, Xiao Jinxuan glared at him, and said with a smile:
"You are still the king of Zhou, Zhou Xianyu, you look so stupid now, I, Xiao Jinxuan, will never say anything against my will, if I like it, I like it, if I don't like it, I don't like it, I won't do it just because I pity you. I said this to coax you, what I said is true."

Make sure again that I really don't have auditory hallucinations, Zhou Xianyu won't even notice the pain in his back, because he is too happy, if Xiao Jinxuan didn't stop him, he would laugh three times, after several somersaults up.

After finally suppressing the joy in his heart, Zhou Xianyu looked at Xiao Jinxuan slightly reproachfully, and said in a doting voice:

"Xuan'er, you should have told me these words as early as when I returned to the capital. You kept it from me for so long, and even on the day of the palace banquet, you hurt me badly with your sarcastic remarks. If I hadn't firmly believed that you were not that hypocritical Ruthless girl, I'm afraid we've misunderstood deeply in this meeting, and in my life, I never had the chance to hear you say that you like me. How can you be so cruel, a woman. "

Hearing this, Xiao Jinxuan lowered her head, and said in a worried voice:

"If it weren't for your serious injury, I don't want to leave regrets for each other, otherwise I'm afraid I will never have a frank talk with you, but you must survive, you know, if you die for me today, then I, Xiao Jinxuan, will never live alone."

Knowing that the other party also likes him, Zhou Xianyu was already very happy. Now that he heard with his own ears, Xiao Jinxuan would not want to live alone if something happened to him. Only then did he know that in the other party's heart, he actually cared about him so much. , and this kindness is no less than his.

Taking a deep breath, Zhou Xianyu held the opponent's hand tightly in his palm, and said in a voice full of expectation:
"Xuan'er promise me, okay, if I, Zhou Xianyu, survive this catastrophe, you should stop avoiding me. You are always worried that you will implicate me. In fact, if you think about it from another angle, who in this life will be It will always be smooth sailing. Maybe the person who was drinking and talking yesterday will die a night later. It is also possible. Therefore, what we can seize is the time we are together now, as long as we live without complaint No regrets, why worry about things that haven’t happened in the future.”

Zhou Xianyu's words were like enlightenment, and Xiao Jinxuan was stunned for an instant.

In the past, she was always worried that she would bring disaster to the other party because of herself, but as Zhou Xianyu said, maybe they are still laughing and laughing today, but they may not be alive tomorrow.

Too many uncertain factors and unexpected accidents may take their lives away at any time. Life is short, and her eyes seem to have been looking too long. Instead, she gave the happiness that is within easy reach to It was completely ignored.

The worries and contradictions in my heart for the first time disappeared.The alienation on Xiao Jinxuan's face also gradually faded away, and her heart was completely opened to Zhou Xianyu at the moment of parting from her life and death.

Then she shed tears, this time, instead of bitterness and heartache, the tears were filled with happiness and companionship, and then she said softly:
"Okay, Zhou Xianyu, I promise you, as long as you can survive, then no one or anything will be able to stop us from getting together, even if you have already given a marriage, as long as it is the man I Xiao Jinxuan believes in, then I I will risk my life, and I will seek you, stay with each other, and follow each other, life and death."

It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but Zhou Xianyu's eye circles were slightly reddened, and he smiled frivolously and contentedly. He nodded quickly and said:
"Okay, let's make a promise that we will stay together and live and die together."

Nodding with a smile, Xiao Jinxuan held Zhou Xianyu's hand tightly, and said with determination in her eyes:
"So, if you don't want to watch me die with you, then you must survive. You are the majestic King of War Chitose. Just pulling out a knife will definitely not stop you."

Zhou Xianyu originally felt that he might lose his life this time, but looking at Xiao Jinxuan's look full of expectation and encouragement, he immediately lifted up his spirits and said with great confidence:

"Don't worry, although life and death go hand in hand, but only when I, Zhou Xianyu, dies for you, I will not let you lose your life for me, and go with me."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhou Xianyu raised his voice and shouted: "Niu Jing, come in with the imperial doctor, and the king can pull out the knife if he wants."

The people who had been waiting outside for a long time rushed in immediately upon hearing this, and looked at Xiao Jinxuan who was cuddling with Zhou Xianyu. , asked the first half of the sentence in nonsense.

But others didn't know, but Gu Qingping knew about the relationship between Zhou Xianyu and Zhou Xianyu. Seeing that they were both wounded, and the slightly embarrassed two cuddled tightly to each other, he actually felt that they were such a good match.

For some reason, his heart was slightly sore, and he didn't know whether he was lamenting for Lu Qingge, or because of that inexplicable feeling that he had always had, and felt sad and lost.

Speaking of those two imperial doctors, after some preparations, they were about to draw their swords for Zhou Xianyu, but looking at Xiao Jinxuan who was still sitting beside the bed and hadn't left, they felt a little bit in trouble.

"Miss Jinxuan, when you draw the knife for His Highness, blood will inevitably splatter. You should stand back, and the wound on your arm has not stopped the bleeding. Why don't you step back and heal the wound first. Your Highness is under the care of the two of us."

Once Zhou Xianyu pulls out this saber, life and death will never be known. At that time, not to mention the death of a royal king, he will also be scared and fainted by a handsome daughter. Just thinking about it, the two imperial doctors feel headaches. I want to send Xiao Jinxuan away first.

But after hearing this, Xiao Jinxuan sat upright, held Zhou Xianyu's hand tightly and said:
"No need, my injury is not serious, you take the knife now, I want to stay with him, you don't have to worry about me."

Xiao Jinxuan had already spoken, and seeing that Zhou Xianyu had no objection, the two imperial doctors looked at each other and had no choice but to compromise.

Immediately, the two of them cut off the clothes on Zhou Xianyu's back, revealing the hideous wound, and then determined the position of drawing the knife, then cautiously, little by little, slowly drew the dagger outward.

(End of this chapter)