Concubine's true colors

Chapter 457 Unforgettable Tonight
His hand was gently let go by Zhou Xianyu, even though this movement was indeed extremely small.But for Xiao Jinxuan who confessed her rebirth now, she just felt as if she had been hit by a dull hammer in her heart, and she couldn't describe the uncomfortable feeling.And Xiao Jinxuan, who was already extremely nervous at this meeting, was afraid that she would be regarded as a different kind by Zhou Xianyu, and only thought that the other party's slight movement was because she could not accept her like this, and subconsciously wanted to distance herself from her.

Therefore, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help lowering her head, tears were shining in her opened eyes, and she said in a choked voice:

"Xianyu, I know that what happened to me is too bizarre, and I was even married in my previous life. It's normal for you to not accept it. Anyway, I've talked about it, so I'll go back now."

As soon as she finished speaking, Xiao Jinxuan covered her mouth and stood up, and when tears were about to come out of her eyes, she turned around and was about to leave quickly.

But before she could run away, Zhou Xianyu grabbed her wrist immediately, and after the other party sighed helplessly, he said angrily and amusingly:

"Silly girl, why are you crying again? I found out that whenever you are by my side, your tears always like to fall. You know how to disturb my heart when you know that I feel distressed." .”

As soon as Zhou Xianyu finished speaking, he exerted a slight force on his arm, and immediately pulled Xiao Jinxuan back to his side, and then gently wrapped her into his arms.

And this time Xiao Jinxuan, who was already crying like a tearful person, couldn't help looking up at Zhou Xianyu with an aggrieved expression.

"Didn't you let go of my hand just now? I thought you couldn't accept my strange and inexplicable encounter. If you really feel scared or disgusted, you don't have to force a smile to comfort me. After all It's hard for me to accept it, so I won't blame you even more."

But upon hearing Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu immediately shook his head and couldn't stop laughing. After a long while, he suddenly raised his right hand and waved the brocade handkerchief in his hand towards the other party.

"Xuan'er, it seems that I was right in calling you silly girl. I let go of your hand just now, but I was worried that the night wind would be cold. If you don't wipe off the tears on your face quickly, it will hurt your face. So I just brought you a brocade handkerchief, and it doesn’t matter if you are a reborn ghost. No matter what you are, even if you are a mountain goblin, I, Zhou Xianyu, will still stay with you for the rest of my life. So don’t say anything If you are afraid of scaring me, the only thing in this world that can scare me is losing you, and you understand my intentions when I say this."

After hearing Zhou Xianyu's words, Xiao Jinxuan would be lying if she said she was not moved.

Seeing the other party's gentle expression, with the usual lazy smile on her mouth, carefully helping her wipe the tears off her face, Xiao Jinxuan sobbed nervously and asked:

"Xianyu, but I was married in my previous life, don't you suggest it? And I've kept it from you for so long, and you're not angry at all?"

Hearing these words, Zhou Xianyu's eyes flashed with murderous intent, but when he looked into Xiao Jinxuan's eyes, his eyes became soft and happy again.

"Since God gave you a chance to be reborn, Jinxuan, everything will start all over again. What I care about is you in this life, not to mention that if you really suffered such a miserable experience in the previous life, I will only wish you Apart from killing Ji Lingfeng to avenge you, the only thing left is self-blame. Because I hate myself why I didn't meet you in my previous life, otherwise you wouldn't have to leave so many painful memories."

After saying all this, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help hugging Xiao Jinxuan tightly, and then he said softly:
"Okay, these little secrets in your heart that you can't let outsiders know, now you can be regarded as frank and clear. So I can tell you clearly, Xuan'er, that I don't care about the past at all, so don't worry about it because it doesn't matter. You have alienated me because of this matter. From now on, I, Zhou Xianyu, will protect you, okay, I won't let anyone hurt you even if I'm here."

After hearing Zhou Xianyu's affectionate assurance, Xiao Jinxuan broke free from the other party's arms, then shook her head with eyes full of pain and said:
"Xianyu actually told me to push you away from me time and time again. It's not because I can't let go of everything in my previous life. Because you should know that everything has gains and losses. I can get a new life because of At the beginning, I gave up love and vowed not to be in love in this life in exchange for it. If I can't do this, then no matter it is myself or the people I care about, all of them will change their fate. This is what I am most afraid of matter."

Having said that, Xiao Jinxuan smiled miserably.

Then she gazed infatuatedly at Zhou Xianyu's handsome face against the backdrop of the moonlight, she couldn't help but said with self-blame:
"Xianyu, because I am a man in two lifetimes, I know everything about you very well. In my previous life, I was assassinated in a jade shop, fell off a cliff and nearly died, and 47 soldiers were wiped out. You almost died in battle. None of this happened. Although you still died young in the 25th year of Emperor Ming. At that time, when you were nearly [-] years old, you died of a poisoned arrow. But before that, you still have to conquer and win the battle A generation of war kings. But it is all because of my appearance that your fate has changed. In fact, I have harmed you in several dangerous situations, and this is why I have been staying away from you since then. "

Hear the fate of his life and the ultimate cause of death with his own ears.Zhou Xianyu couldn't tell what it was like to feel this strange feeling, but he was very clear about one thing.That was when he finally figured out what was the root cause of Xiao Jinxuan's alienation from him.And it wasn't until this moment that Zhou Xianyu clearly realized how much pressure and self-blame there was in Xiao Jinxuan's heart.Under the feeling of sympathy, Zhou Xianyu didn't even want to listen to Xiao Jinxuan's mouth and say any apologetic words.So he immediately sealed up the other party's unfinished words with a kiss, and then Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but gently pressed Xiao Jinxuan onto the boulder.

"Jinxuan, I love you, even if this life really dies because of you, I will be willing to drink it. And you also said that I only lived to be 25 years old in my previous life. Now I am already twenty-one, even if I am less So what can I do if I live for three or four years. Stop torturing yourself with random thoughts, can Xuan'er be my woman, ask me to protect you, cherish you, and stay with you until the moment my life ends. Don't hide Look at me, do you know that every time you look at me with extreme alienation, it hurts my heart, and it makes me feel more hesitant and panic than death."

The reason why Xiao Jinxuan told the truth today was because she wanted to leave the choice of whether to stay or stay to Zhou Xianyu himself.And seeing that even after the other party knew everything about her, he still chose to stay with her.At this moment, Xiao Jinxuan, who has no worries and has finally opened her knot, also made up her mind that no matter what their fate will be in the future, they will stick together and face it together.Therefore, after Xiao Jinxuan nodded, she buried her head deeply in Zhou Xianyu's arms, and then said in a soft voice:
"Xianyu is my greatest blessing to meet you in this life. Thank you for your perseverance and understanding and pity. Xuan'er is willing to be your woman and stay with you for the rest of my life. How will this shackle change our lives, but from now on I will not alienate you and force you away from me."

Listening to Xiao Jinxuan's small voice, there is an indescribable dependence and deep affection.Zhou Xianyu only felt his mind flutter, and suddenly remembered the sweet thing that did not go to the end when the two of them were in the maple leaf forest during the day.So just after hearing that Xiao Jinxuan was finally willing to open her heart and accept herself, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but leaned over to kiss Xiao Jinxuan again, and at the same time his hands couldn't help but swim.Zhou Xianyu couldn't help touching the slippery skin that fascinated him every inch of it.

Seeing the beauty in front of her, although she blushed, she didn't reject him this time.Although Zhou Xianyu has always existed because of the shadow of his childhood, so even though he is now twenty-one, he still hasn't touched a woman even once.But the children who grew up in the deep palace and imperial city are different from the children of ordinary people's families. They are quite precocious in this aspect and are no strangers.Coupled with the drive of natural instinct, when Zhou Xianyu threw aside every piece of Xiao Jinxuan's skirt.Looking at the delicate and fascinating picture in front of him, Zhou Xianyu, who has never changed his color in front of thousands of troops, felt unbearably excited and nervous.

While they were wrestling with each other, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help biting Xiao Jinxuan's round earlobe, and asked again in a hoarse voice:
"Jinxuan, can I really do it? If you regret it now or feel that you still need time to prepare, then I will not force you. After all, I hope that when I have you for the first time, Xuan'er is willing to give herself to me .Even if I really want to put you to Fa-rectification right away, I can still do it for you with this patience."

Xiao Jinxuan, who was even more embarrassed, was disturbed by the exhalation from Zhou Xianyu's mouth next to her ear.She was unable to speak at this moment, but closed her eyes tightly, and nodded her head lightly, as a response to Zhou Xianyu that she agreed to do what the other party did.After all, they have experienced too many hardships and obstacles for each other, and after countless misunderstandings and twists and turns, they are now together again.Now the battle is imminent.After the rebellion, both of them knew in their hearts that whether they could live in peace or not might be unknown.Therefore, at this moment, there is no secret between each other, and the two people who have completely untied their knots want to give themselves wholeheartedly to each other.After all, no matter what the future path will be, at least the possession of this moment will become eternal.

And when Zhou Xianyu waited for Xiao Jinxuan's consent, he had already reached the limit of his endurance, after all, he let out a low growl.Amidst Xiao Jinxuan's unconcealable pain, the two finally possessed each other completely, and they were inseparable from each other.

(End of this chapter)