Concubine's true colors

Chapter 580 Parting is also parting

During the daytime, Zhaoyang Palace was lively for a while because of the arrival of Shen Wenqing and Zhou Xianchen.

Xiao Jinxuan, who hadn't gone out for a long time, also had a chuckle on her lips all day long.

Now that the night was getting darker, after Shen Wenqing and the others left, Xiao Jinxuan took a cup of calming tea and went to bed as well.

I don't know when it started, Xiao Jinxuan even suffered from insomnia.

If she didn't have a cup of calming tea to help her, she would always think of the abandoned queen mother Xue Yi, Xiao Jinyu, and the faces of those executed by her in the harem as soon as she closed her eyes, and then she would suffer from insomnia until dawn.

Thinking of this, Xiao Jinxuan, who was already lying on the bed, raised a pair of bare hands in front of her eyes, and looked over and over under the moonlight outside.

Although her hands were still the same as usual, Xiao Jinxuan always felt that she could smell blood, and she thought of those who had died in her hands.

Revenge has been avenged, resentment has been resented, but she has walked blood all the way to the present.

Sometimes in retrospect, Xiao Jinxuan felt that she had become really scary, and her hands were bloody, and she couldn't wash them off in this life.

Unable to bear a long sigh, she put her hands down, and was just about to close her eyes and stop thinking about these things, when suddenly a wicked and frivolous voice came.

"Xuan'er usually sees you as cool and cold, but when you are alone, you become sentimental. If you have any unhappy things, let me tell you, you still have me."

Even if Xiao Jinxuan didn't see the figure of Zhou Xianyu's familiar voice, she would definitely not mishear it.

Now that they get together less and leave more, they don't spend their days missing each other, so after being surprised, Xiao Jinxuan lifted the brocade quilt in surprise and prepared to get up.

But Zhou Xianyu, who had already pushed open the door of the dormitory and walked in majestically, quickly stopped the other party's actions, and said with pity:

"Jinxuan, just lie down. I just came in from the outside. It's very cold in the late autumn night. If this cold air is passed on to you, you will be sick by then."

Seeing Zhou Xianyu's thoughtful and considerate words, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help but smile happily, and then she couldn't insist anymore, and then lay down again.

As for Zhou Xianyu over there, after using his internal force to drive away the cold air on Yunjin's ink robe, he took off the cloak he was wearing and walked towards Xiao Jinxuan.

Turning over very naturally and intimately, Zhou Xianyu hugged the other party very softly in his arms.

Then he habitually put his chin on Xiao Jinxuan's forehead, his eyes were slightly closed and he could not speak, but he felt the feeling of embracing each other at this moment with all his heart.

And Xiao Jinxuan, who was nestled in the other's arms, sniffed the faint fragrance of golden orchids on Zhou Xianyu's body. She was a little restless just now, but she was subconsciously calmed down.

The two of them just didn't speak, they snuggled together quietly for a long time, finally Xiao Jinxuan poked Zhou Xianyu's chest lightly with her fingers, and then said:
"It's the middle of the night, why didn't you stay in the Royal Prince's Mansion to stay here? I watched you just push open the palace door and enter. You didn't hurt anyone, the servants of the palace who were watching the night outside."

Upon hearing Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but smile wickedly, and said in an extremely lazily voice:
"Xuan'er, look at what you said, when did I hurt one of the people in your Zhaoyang Palace? It was just a sleeping point for them, and they will be fine when they wake up. As for why I came, it was actually with you, Jinxuan. Say goodbye. A new purple bamboo flower was found in Gansu and reported to the imperial court, and I plan to find medicine for you in person in a few days.”

Because Xiao Jinxuan knew about finding the purple bamboo to bloom in the daytime, so she was not surprised.

It's just that after hearing that Zhou Xianyu wanted to find it in person, Xiao Jinxuan felt extremely reluctant for no reason.

She has never been the mentality of a little girl, but her eye circles are flushed, and she leans into the opponent's arms again and said:
"Xianyu, if you don't want to go, you may be able to find Yaoyin anyway. For some reason, I always feel that if you leave, I will have a feeling that I will be hard to see you. So I don't want to stay anywhere in the capital." Don't go, or let's leave together, okay?"

Hearing Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu heard the uneasiness in the other party's tone, and lovingly hugged her a little tighter, before he said softly and coaxingly:

"Xuan'er, don't worry, I've only been away for a few months. After I promise you to get the medicine, I will definitely return and take you away immediately. It's just that you need to take care of your body now, and the fatigue of driving and horses is not suitable for you. I know that in this palace, the empress mother and you are becoming more and more discordant, but in the end this is the most suitable place for you to recuperate. And only when you are in the palace, those gossip and rumors outside will not cause harm to you. In fact, I have always been extremely surprised, how your real life was leaked out."

Upon hearing Zhou Xianyu's words, Xiao Jinxuan gave a helpless chuckle, and then told the whole story about Yang's.

At the end of the talk, Xiao Jinxuan sighed, and then said with a hint of loneliness:

"Xianyu, you just asked me why I was so sentimental alone. In fact, I just think that everyone has changed a lot with the change of status over time. Just now I felt that my hands, which looked white, were actually covered with blood. Maybe I Xiao Jinxuan can indeed earn a piece of the world in the front and back palaces, but a woman like me may not be able to be a dignified and stable wife like Sister Shen in her whole life. Xian Yu, I just want to know, you Do you think that I am vicious and terrible?"

Hearing this, Zhou Xianyu was stunned for a moment, then immediately tapped Xiao Jinxuan on the forehead, then shrugged angrily and amusingly and said:

"Silly girl, what are you thinking about in your head every day? You are indeed a ruthless woman. I have seen it since the first day I met you. But I, Zhou Xianyu, am not a frail scholar, so The number of people who have died under my gun in various battles and battles has gone out several times more than the one you killed. Therefore, you and I are called a natural couple. I like your courageous and fierce temperament. I think you are vicious and terrifying."

Having said that, Zhou Xianyu's voice paused, and then he suddenly said with a more solemn expression:

"Jinxuan, I know you don't want me to leave. A large part of the reason is that you feel more and more unsafe in this palace, don't you? Don't worry, brother Huang is the king of a country. He has already promised me that he will protect you no matter what. Considerate. As for the queen mother, I know that it's not because you have no choice but to show mercy because of me. But you must also remember to protect yourself. If the queen mother is too much, you can't fight because of old feelings. You must also tell Brother Huang, and ask him to protect you."

Xiao Jinxuan could naturally hear Zhou Xianyu's trust in Zhou Xianrui in Zhou Xianyu's words.

Hearing that Zhou Xianrui actually promised to keep her safe, if the other party had said this before, she would naturally believe it.

But after the recent series of events happened, Xiao Jinxuan instinctively had a little more doubt about it.

But she wasn't the character to gossip behind people's backs, and she didn't want to drive a wedge between Zhou Xianyu and the two of them because of her brotherhood.

Therefore, Xiao Jinxuan agreed with Zhou Xianyu's instructions with a nod and a chuckle.

Then suddenly Xiao Jinxuan turned over and sat up, signaling to Zhou Xianyu who didn't know why to light up the small candlestick beside the bed.

Then she walked down to the ground with the faint light, and took out a pear blossom wooden box from the dark compartment of the dressing table.

After Xiao Jinxuan opened the box, a black and gold purse with a tiger embroidered with fine workmanship came into Zhou Xianyu's eyes.

Reaching out his hand to take out the purse, Zhou Xianyu looked at it for a long time lovingly, seeing that the purse was embroidered with gold silk, and the black tiger on it was also lifelike.

And inside the purse, it was stuffed full of Wangyoucao. When he saw this for a while, he couldn't help chuckling and said:
"Xuan'er, your name alludes to Wangyoucao. Now you put all these Wuyoucao in your purse, which means that Master will take you with you no matter where you go. Don't worry. Even without this purse, I, Zhou Xianyu, will always remember you in my heart, and I will never forget you."

Hearing these words, Xiao Jinxuan couldn't help but also took the worry-free hairpin from the pillow, then looked at Zhou Xianyu with infinite reluctance, and said in a choked voice:
"Xianyu, remember to go early and return early, don't let me miss you with this hairpin every day. Now that the rumors about my life experience are getting worse and worse, the palace of the Great Zhou is no longer suitable for me to stay any longer Since there is news about Zizhu in Gansu this time, no matter whether we can find Yaoyin or not, we will leave here when you come back. After all, Yaoyin is hard to find. I just want to be with you during the time I spent, and not to be trapped in the harem until I die."

Regarding Xiao Jinxuan's words, Zhou Xianyu, who would never refuse anything from the other party, agreed without thinking about it.

Then I saw him holding Xiao Jinxuan back to lie down on the soft bed, and then he put on the purse embroidered for him by the other party himself, and after kissing the other party's forehead, he said softly:
"Jinxuan, go to sleep. I have made arrangements for the military aircraft department during the day. In order not to delay the time, I will leave overnight after saying goodbye to you. In addition, Su Qi and Bai Chu will still stay at the military aircraft department." Assist Meng Mian, who is acting as the superintendent, to handle official documents, if you have anything to do, you can go to them. I have made arrangements there, as long as people from Zhaoyang Palace enter and exit the military aircraft, they will not be blocked."

This parting is always the most inseparable, especially for Xiao Jinxuan and Zhou Xianyu, from the time they met, fell in love, and decided to stay together privately until now.

It can be said that there has always been less gathering and more separation. Although there is a reality of husband and wife, couples who have not married to others after all, live a life like a newlywed for a day.

Now the situation has finally stabilized, but because of Xiao Jinxuan's illness, Zhou Xianyu has to travel far again.

She hugged the other party for the last time with great reluctance, thanks to the fact that Xiao Jinxuan was by no means a weak woman, because until Zhou Xianyu left the dormitory with three steps and one turn, what she gave the other party was always a calm gaze and a slight smile.

It was only when the door of the palace was closed that Zhou Xianyu's figure completely disappeared from sight.

Xiao Jinxuan, who was holding the worry-free hairpin tightly, burst into unbearable tears. She couldn't sleep for a whole night, and she endured this kind of longing until dawn.

(End of this chapter)