Concubine's true colors

Chapter 637

This feeling of wanting to come out, obviously very familiar, yet unable to pronounce the name or remember the appearance, really drove Xiao Jinxuan crazy.

So she fell and sat in the muddy rain, even though she had a splitting headache and was in so much pain.

But this time Xiao Jinxuan's stubbornness that penetrated into her blood and bones made her refuse to use medicine until she died.

Even if she dies from pain, she must recall who the figure in her mind is.

And at this moment, Huangfu Che, who had just separated from Xiao Yunyan, was in a heavy heart, because he was worried about Xiao Jinxuan and wanted to see if the other party was awake, so he turned back to the dormitory.

But when Huangfu Che arrived in front of the Jade Lotus Hall, he saw Xiao Jinxuan's helpless and thin figure sitting on the open space in front of the hall in embarrassment at night when the rain was pouring down.

Although Ziying on the side was trying to persuade her, it was obviously not effective at all.

His heart throbbed fiercely, especially after knowing that Nian Wuyou was Xiao Jinxuan, even if Huangfu Che didn't want to admit it, he knew that he liked this woman very much, and even loved her very deeply.

In this world, Huangfu Che believed that it was love at first sight, at least when Da Zhou first met Xiao Jinxuan, he was attracted by this woman who was cold on the outside but extremely tough on the inside.

Even though Xiao Jinxuan was already Zhou Xianyu's quasi-princess at that time, Huangfuche knew better that he shouldn't have such unreasonable thoughts about his cousin's fiancée.

But the rise and fall of love is definitely not controlled by manpower, especially after Xiao Jinxuan saved his life with nectar.

When Huangfu Che returned to Daliang, many times when the pain and suffering were almost unbearable, it was the words of encouragement from the other party that made him hold on.

And Huangfu Che, who had already almost given up on his illness, rekindled hope because of Xiao Jinxuan's words that he hoped to see him again in the future, and persevered in finding old man Ding's trace.

And in the end Huang Tian paid off, he not only found Ding Yizhen, but also rescued Xiao Jinxuan unintentionally, and continued the extremely shallow fate between the two.

Perhaps in Xiao Jinxuan's heart, Huangfu Che is just a prince from a foreign country who can get along well and get acquainted with each other.

But on Huangfuche's side, the other party had a huge influence on him, even the persistence of life and not giving up, these were all brought to him by Xiao Jinxuan.

So when Nian Wuyou, an ordinary girl named Huangfu Che who was so pitiful and loving, and gradually fell in love with, and Xiao Jinxuan, whom he had always admired in his heart and existed like a guiding light, merged into one.

Huangfu Che's emotions naturally gushed out, and even he himself couldn't control himself.

Therefore, with distressed eyes, he walked quickly to Xiao Jinxuan, and Huangfu Che immediately hugged Xiao Jinxuan into his arms.

He let the rain slap on him, but Huangfu Che didn't care, he just wanted to quickly help Xiao Jinxuan up from the muddy ground.

"You'er, what's the matter with you, the ground is so cold that you can't sit on it. You are obedient, I will help you into the bedroom, Ziying, don't be dazed, help me quickly."

Ziying naturally understood Huangfuche's meaning, that is, regardless of why Xiao Jinxuan suddenly lost her composure, she first forcibly helped Xiao Jinxuan into the bedroom and said.

In fact, Ziying also wanted to do the same just now, but Xiao Jinxuan cried too much, she was alone in fear of hurting the other party, so she accompanied Li Yu, there was nothing she could do with the other party.

But now Huangfu Che came, so the two of them easily put Xiao Jinxuan up, even though the other party struggled to resist, they were still forcibly taken to the gate of the palace.

Before Xiao Jinxuan lost her memory, what she hated the most was being coerced and threatened, so the feeling of disgust and hatred spread in her heart again.

Especially Huangfuche's support, the two of them would inevitably touch each other while she was struggling, but this feeling of contact made Xiao Jinxuan extremely resistant, and the figure about Zhou Xianyu in her mind appeared even more Frequently.

Under the dual stimulus of headache and being forcibly supported, Xiao Jinxuan finally gave a cry of pain mixed with anger, and ruthlessly pushed Huangfu Che and even Ziying away.

The two completely different personalities before and after amnesia always appear endlessly and alternately in Xiao Jinxuan's body.

But now, her crying tears have disappeared, and her eyes have become gloomy and cold because of anger.

"Don't touch Bengong, I just want to be alone, who am I, why can't I remember everything. Am I really Nian Wuyou, but this name just makes me feel so strange. And I always feel that there are more important things waiting for me to do, I must not stay here anymore, I must leave immediately."

Although the scattered memories can't be pieced together, Xiao Jinxuan has not forgotten the feeling of reluctance to Zhou Xianyu before amnesia, and the persistence to go to Beirong.

And because this time, she endured the severe pain and refused to take the medicine, so the memory fragments in her mind gradually became clearer, which made her feel more and more clearly that she should not belong here.

But Xiao Jinxuan's gradually clear-headed behavior, in the eyes of outsiders, is like a mad attack, rambling, tossing around, not what a normal person should be at all.

So seeing Xiao Jinxuan was about to rush into the heavy rain again, this time Ziying was not polite, and directly slashed the opponent's neck with a hand knife, knocking him unconscious.

After supporting Xiao Jinxuan who fell unconscious to the ground, Ziying said to Huangfu Che who was beside her:
"Prince Xi, what are you still doing in a daze? Hurry up and help me help Miss Wuyou into the palace. If she falls somewhere, your heart will feel bad again. Don't say I didn't remind you."

In fact, seeing Xiao Jinxuan being knocked unconscious, Huangfu Che's heart was already throbbing with pain, so naturally he didn't dare to delay, and hurried forward to help.

As for Xiao Jinxuan who was put safely on the soft bed last time, even though she was unconscious, her willow-leaf eyebrows were still tightly frowned.Although she lost her memory, Xiao Jinxuan would never forget that unforgettable feeling because she had experienced too much with Zhou Xianyu.

So even in a coma, she fell into a dream again, and because of Zhou Xianyu's vague figure, she was in pain and couldn't escape.

And talking about thousands of miles away, Zhou Xianyu, whom Xiao Jinxuan tried hard to remember, but couldn't remember at all.

It was the same night, but he was in Yangzhou, the sky was clear, the moon was bright, not to mention the pouring rain, not even a dark cloud.

And at the foot of Meishan, Zhou Xianyu was holding a wine jug in his hand, sitting in front of the tomb he had set up for Xiao Jinxuan, pouring wine into his mouth with his head up, just wanting to get drunk to relieve the pain of lovesickness in his heart.

But when this person wants to get drunk, no matter how much he drinks, his mind is still extremely clear.

And Zhou Xianyu is in this situation now, looking at the dozen or so empty wine jars scattered on the ground in front of him.

He couldn't help laughing wryly, looked at the bright moon in the sky with drunken eyes, and said with a lonely smile:

"Everyone is drunk and I am sober alone, but I, Zhou Xianyu, am the one who most wants to get drunk and relieve all worries. God, since you gave Xuan'er a chance to be reborn, why did you cruelly take her away from me. Jinxuan, I really miss you so much, I even always wondered if you could be reborn once, would you suddenly appear in front of me again one day. But I have been waiting in front of your grave for a long time. It's been seven days, but you haven't shown up, and you won't smile at me gently now."

Having said that, Zhou Xianyu couldn't help but suddenly covered his eyes with the back of his hand, but two lines of tears still dripped down his cheeks.

Although Zhou Xianyu is a strong man, a real man.

But when he lost his true love and was separated from Xiao Jinxuan forever, no matter how strong Zhou Xianyu's heart was, he was devastated physically and mentally, just like a lone wild goose that lost its partner, moaning and dejected.

After the feeling of desolation calmed down a little bit, Zhou Xianyu moved the back of his hand away from his eyes, and when he turned around, he hugged the jade tablet that Xiao Jinxuan had personally set up, with nostalgia and deep thoughts in his eyes.

"Jinxuan, you are my wife. I have been deeply attracted by you since I met you in the car while avoiding pursuers in Yangzhou. I am fascinated. Although I owe you a big marriage, in my heart you are my concubine Zhou Xianyu. So I built this tomb for you according to the specifications of the concubine, and engraved the inscription and erected a monument as the concubine Yu. You have been I don't like life in the palace, and I have the title of concubine Xiao, which makes it difficult for us to stay together. Now that you leave me first, all those shackles have been taken off for you. From now on, you will be me, Zhou Xianyu wife, no one will be able to separate us now."

While Zhou Xianyu said these words, his right hand caressed affectionately on the monument he had erected for Xiao Jinxuan.

I saw the Ming stele made by Bai Yu, with a line of words engraved on it, which read "The tomb of Prince Yu's wife Xiao Jinxuan".

You must know that Xiao Jinxuan was Zhou Xianrui's nominal concubine, and she was later charged with poisoning the monarch.

Zhou Xianyu now refers to each other as his wife, which means that the relationship with his brother and sister-in-law is not clear.

In addition, Xiao Jinxuan is a sinner, so Zhou Xianyu's engraving of this line will have a very serious impact on him personally.

She even has to bear the burden of having an affair with her uncle and sister-in-law, causing troubles in the palace, these eternal infamy.

In fact, Zhou Xianyu knew in his heart what consequences such a monument would bring, but he didn't care at all.

It was difficult for them to be together in life, but after death he would never want Xiao Jinxuan to be a lonely ghost, he wanted to give each other a title, the honor that a princess would enjoy.

Even after his death, he will be buried with Xiao Jinxuan, and they will embrace each other and sleep together from generation to generation.

As for the strange eyes of the people and the criticisms of later generations, Zhou Xianyu simply regarded them as nothing, and he did not care about these false names.

He raised his head and took another sip of the fine wine, Zhou Xianyu's originally free and evil face, now only left with vicissitudes and loneliness.

Then he looked at the jade tablet erected for Xiao Jinxuan, and said with tenderness in his eyes:
"Jinxuan, I still remember that we were on this plum mountain back then. We admired the plum blossoms and watched the fireworks together. You once made three requests, and said that as long as I fulfilled them, you would marry me as your concubine. But now a few years have passed, and I Only then did I realize that I was an asshole, and I didn't do a single thing for you. But don't worry, when I free up my hand to drive Queen Mother Chen out of the court and assist Xianchen to control the court, I will immediately go to the underworld to find You, when you get there, I will definitely fulfill these three requirements as promised, and I will definitely not break my promise."

(End of this chapter)