Emperor's Lazy Queen

Chapter 126

"What about you? Don't you hate Ding Yingwei?"

Unexpectedly, he would ask her back. After being stunned for three seconds, Du Xiaoyue said lightly: "I don't hate her. She is nothing to me. For a person who has nothing to do with me, I hate her. What's the point?" In the indifferent tone, there was a trace of sarcasm, hating someone means you have to put her/him in your heart, if someone she/he 'thinks about' you all the time, but you treat her /He dismissed it, this is the best way to ignore people!
Although she already knew that she didn't pay attention to Ding Yingwei, or that she didn't pay attention to Du Kangyong, but hearing her say this with her own ears, she felt something else in her heart——she had no regard for those people. People who don't care are really cold and heartless, even if they persecute her mother, she can treat them as strangers!If they hadn't known her temperament earlier, people would definitely think that she is an unreasonable iceman. "So, you can be an 'enemy' against them at all costs?"

"Hao, these are two different things. My situation is different from yours!" Facing Tan Wenhao's questioning, Du Xiaoyue stared at her and spoke softly, without any persuasiveness.

"Why is it different?"

"This..." Du Xiaoyue was at a loss for words for a moment, she raised her eyes, and met those eyes that were pressing on her. For a moment, Du Xiaoyue felt that she didn't seem to be qualified to persuade him about the matter between him and the queen mother - she had already done it. After doing the same thing, now it’s funny to be the Holy Mother to persuade another person without thinking about it! "Forget it, I can't tell you about this matter. If you feel that there is only hatred left between the Queen Mother and you, and nothing else, then you should hate—at least she is still in your heart." It has a little weight!" Smiled slightly, "I was worried that you would be like this at the beginning, so I didn't tell you, I didn't want you to check it yourself! In fact, some things, if you change your position and think about it, it's not a big deal, just like King Xuanwu, now, he understands a little bit, and the relationship with the queen mother has eased. In fact, I think that if the three of you can explain the past clearly together, there is no knot in this world that cannot be untied. I didn't want to ask too much about Du Kangyong and the Du family's affairs, especially after my mother's death. Therefore, whether the Du family's success or failure, I don't care. gone."

"It's just that? Yue'er, you can express your feelings directly in front of me." If that's the case, all she has done with painstaking efforts, then her anger is too great, so big that it almost pushes the whole family away. Into the abyss of eternal doom.

"I don't have anything to express. The Du Xiaoyue you see now is the real one, without any pretense." Du Xiaoyue slowly approached him and let out a soft breath, "Anyway, there are some things that I can't explain clearly. , I am too lazy to sort it out, I just go by my feeling, I should hate or love, I have my own thoughts-nothing else, as long as I am worthy of my conscience! If someone treats me sincerely, I will return it sincere."

Just be worthy of your own conscience, and treat others with sincerity?Tan Wenhao repeated silently. In his murmured voice, he seemed to be caught in bursts of memories, and his frowning brows became tighter and tighter, so tight that they were tied to a rope.

Seeing Tan Wenhao like this, Du Xiaoyue felt an unspeakable pain in her heart, she slowly stroked his brow, trying to smooth it, but he held his hand tightly, and when she was about to say something , but he smiled slightly: "Yue'er, aren't you hungry? Let's go eat something first!"

It's almost summer, but it's a pity that the night is still hot and restless.

Turning her head to look at the person beside her, she fell asleep peacefully, seemingly not affected by the stuffy heat at all.Sighing lightly, kissing the red lips lightly, got up, put on plain clothes, and opened the door.

"Long live the emperor, this servant will hold the lamp for the emperor immediately." The eunuch on guard at night was napping when he heard the door creak, and when he opened his eyes quickly, he saw that Tan Wenhao had come out and closed the door gently. The soul lost the three souls, and quickly knelt down and shivered.

"No need, I can walk as I please, you don't need to follow, you all retreat!" Tan Wenhao walked forward without looking at the attendant next to him, and disappeared into the night within a few steps.

Along the way, a little aimless, my mind said it was chaotic, it would be better to be blank.By the time he came back to his senses, he had already stepped into the Elan Pavilion.The apricot branches in Elange are very luxuriant, and they are very ghostly under the pale moonlight. The branches with fangs and claws seem to be telling the struggle and sorrow that once existed here.

"...Sister..."

Tan Wenhao's brows were unconsciously frowned at the softly sad call—this voice was too familiar, it was the voice that he had heard for more than 20 years, and called his mother's mother for more than 20 years.Slightly dodged, and hid beside an apricot tree, Tan Wenhao could clearly see two people standing there, one was the queen mother and the other was Ruan Si, by the flickering candlelight over there.

What are they doing here so late?
"My sister... I dreamed of you again just now, you said you were cold and you missed my sister, so my sister came to see you again.

A-mei...my sister misses you too...it's been more than 20 years, how is A-mei doing over there?Hehe, every time I come here, my sister will say these two sentences, are you tired of hearing them? "

"Empress Dowager, if the Empress Dowager knows, she will be very happy to hear you say that!" Ruan Si persuaded softly, with strong sentimentality.

"Ruan Si, you don't need to comfort me, I know, my sister must still blame me...I killed my sister...If I had listened to my sister back then, I wouldn't have talked to those foolish people. What are the women fighting for... My sister will not drink poison by mistake..."

"Queen Mother, Ruan Si thinks that the empress will not blame you... When she entrusted the two princes to you, she just said that she didn't blame you... Besides, you see, the two princes have grown up. I've grown up...the emperor is very good, serving the country and the people, King Xuanwu is also very good, helping my brother..."

"Hehe, this is the only thing that makes me feel worthy of my sister. I raised the two emperors without any damage...cough cough..."

"Queen Mother, it's late at night, let's go back to Taixuan Palace! Look at you, you're coughing again... I'm afraid if this continues..."

"Ruan Si, don't talk about it! I know my own body... Now that the emperor has really grown up, Xiaoyue is a good child and a good queen. With her assisting the emperor, even if I go, I can feel at ease... ...It's just that Bo'er...he's still a loner...This kid has feelings for me, even if he faces me coldly, I'm not qualified to say anything...But, Bo'er has gotten closer to me recently— —At least he came to Taixuan Palace today to pay his respects! It’s a pity that the emperor, he hasn’t been to Taixuan Palace for a long time!”

"The emperor is busy with state affairs, so don't mind the empress dowager!"

"Ruan Si, it's still you who is caring and comforts me even though you know the reason! The emperor must have known about A-mei, he can't accept a woman who killed his own mother as his mother..."

"Empress Dowager, the Emperor may not have figured it out for a while, and it may be all right in a few days... What happened back then, and everything else can't be all your fault... If it wasn't for the accident that day, the empress would not have made a mistake. Drinking poison."

"Hey, this is called self-inflicted evil, but the retribution is on my sister... But, I have my retribution now!"

"The queen mother can't say that... Didn't the imperial doctor say that the poison on your body, as long as you take good care of it, although it can't be completely cured, a long life is still..."

"I don't want a long life, as long as I can see Bo'er getting married and a grandson born, so that even if I die, I can still explain to my sister, to the first emperor, and to the Tan family. The ancestors and the ancestors have explained one by one!...cough cough...Ruan Si, let's go...don't disturb my sister's rest..."

The sound of footsteps gradually drifted away, but every step gently stepped into Tan Wenhao's heart. He didn't turn around from behind the tree trunk until the sound was gone, and looked at the lush apricot forest quietly. , the cold moonlight is still shining on it, but looking at it, it seems that the moonlight has brought a little temperature, warm but with a little bit of coolness!

He paused slightly, then turned around gently, and returned along the way he came.The empty inspiration when I came here is gone, what remains is just the mixed bottle of five flavors turned in my heart, and I can no longer taste what it is.

When I returned to the room, it was almost midnight.Gently opening the hibiscus curtain, she saw that she was still sleeping soundly, but she hugged the pillow in her arms at some point, her red lips were slightly pouted, and most of her snowy arms were exposed.Smiling lightly, he took the pillow out of her arms and put it away, but she didn't want her to open her hazy eyes, blinked slightly, and then closed them again, closing them securely, breathing shallowly, just like the one just now. This scene was only seen by Tan Wenhao's eyesight!
"...Go to sleep! I'm almost sleepy..." Dudu murmured, but it was very real.

Lying gently beside her, she snuggled up to him naturally, found a comfortable position in his arms and exhaled with satisfaction.

Tan Wenhao likes her little gesture very much. She looks very strong, but in fact she still relies on others, but the most important thing is that the person she relies on is not others, but him! "When did you wake up?" This was also an accident. She was the kind of person who wouldn't wake up after falling asleep, but she didn't expect that she would wait for him to come back.

"...Well... Maybe it was when you just went out!"

"Am I yelling at you?"

"No... I don't know, anyway, I just woke up suddenly... I thought I was chasing you out, but I thought you might want a quiet environment to think about something... I had to wait for you to come back... "

Hearing her voice gradually soften, Tan Wenhao just took her into his arms tightly but tenderly, and murmured softly: "There will be no next time." She will wake up, showing that she is in her heart She is not stable, she is always thinking about something, but she is glad that she is thinking about it like this, which makes her give up sleep, which shows her deep intentions.

(End of this chapter)