Chapter 249

In summer night, the wind brings hot flashes, and the music from the hot spring is playing from behind, and the voices of people around are constantly mixed in, which is why it is impossible to tell whether it is real or not, whether it is a dream or a fantasy.

"I don't agree!" Just when she couldn't react in time, he spoke again.

This time, repeating the words just now, but seemed to give a decisive answer, and covered up all the doubts and astonishment, Man Sheng found that his heart stopped suddenly, and he couldn't move anymore.

After everything was uncovered, they faced each other again in the ward, and it was he who said to her personally: Lin Mansheng, why do you think that I, Wei Rong, would want a woman who was divorced and had children!
But here and now, dazed, at a loss, flustered... so many emotions surged up that one couldn't even breathe, and it took a long time for Manshui to find his voice, "I thought we had already broken up."

She thought so a long time ago, so she told Yu An'an, Cheng Mulei, and Wei Xiaoli the fact that they broke up.Even if it was facing Huo Yunshu, she chose to face it calmly, and even gave her blessings: Miss Huo, I bless you all.

Why after so many days, when she had completely chosen to let go and withdraw from Chengquan, bring up the old story again, which brought her such a big shock!

"It's just what you think." Wei Rong whispered, "I didn't agree that day!"

Thinking about it carefully, and recalling that day, it seems that he really didn't agree, and the answer he gave her was nothing more than silence, but even so——

"You didn't deny it at the time..." Mansheng was very upset. When the two were together, when one of them proposed to break up, there was no way that the other would later turn around and say that he hadn't.

"Not denying it doesn't mean I agree!" The words went back and forth, and Wei Rong stared at her and said firmly, "Now, do you know my answer?"

She knew it, but...

"Why?" Man Sheng couldn't help asking, why would he not agree to break up with such a crippled her?
Wei Rong held her wrist, and squeezed it tightly when he spoke, "I need time to think."

Thinking about whether they should continue?In the chaos, Mansheng realized a little bit, "The result is that you choose to accept now?"

"Your past is nothing." Wei Rong said calmly, "I accept it!"

He spoke in a low and resolute male voice, his temperature came from his wrist, and his warmth belonged to his palm, as if to convey her determination, but his thoughts were disturbed by him, completely disorganized, and he spoke again after a long silence, "I had a child!"

"I know." He replied very calmly.

"I may not be able to get pregnant again in the future." She said again.

"I know." He still said the same thing.

"You—" Man Sheng moved her lips again, her heart fluttered, as if being repeatedly beaten to the shore by the waves, but she still couldn't find her place to return, her thoughts were intertwined, but it was her turn to start thinking.Suddenly, he blurted out again, "Is it because of guilt or sympathy?"

……

Because it was too sudden, because he wanted to learn to let go a long time ago, and because there was Huo Yunshu by his side from beginning to end. At this moment, she didn't know how to deal with herself.

It's just that after the words just uttered, Man Shengxiu frowned.She shouldn't have questioned him directly like this, but apart from that, she was really puzzled, "If it's because of guilt, then there's really no need."

He was still painting for Huo Yunshu, and he had just learned that she might not be able to conceive another child...

"I've already said that I had a child, and it has nothing to do with you. I may not be able to conceive, and it has nothing to do with you..." In the pavilion in the afternoon, Mansheng had already told him, "If it's because of sympathy, then No need! You don't have to say that, choose to stay by my side..."

"I really don't need..." Mansheng kept telling, maybe he was really dominated by these two emotions, so he would choose to accept it for a while, she promised him, "I will take care of myself, and I will live happily Every day! I really will! So, don't feel guilty or sympathetic!"

"If you really want me to live a good life, don't say such things!" Mansheng also said firmly, "I don't need guilt and sympathy! Yours, other people's, anyone's! Do you understand?"

If a relationship is mixed with other impurities, it will no longer be pure. She does not want him to carry a heavy shell, and wants to spend the rest of her life accompanying and taking care of her.

Just after she said something, he just looked at himself quietly, his eyes settled down and said, "I understand what you said."

"It's just, do you think that I would choose to stay with someone because of guilt and sympathy?" The next second, he asked back in shock.

There was a buzzing sound in the ears, and the turbulent waves were beaten up, Man Sheng was speechless...

"Lin Mansheng, I have never been a philanthropist and caring person. I can use money to comfort the poor and downcast, and I can also rely on my own ability to help people I am willing to help, but I will not use myself to give relief to the so-called comfort. !" He said every word clearly, as if he wanted to wash away all hesitation, and with the momentum of thousands of troops, he was so unstoppable and unstoppable.

"Do you understand again?" Yin Luo, he asked quietly.

He seemed to understand it, but it seemed incomplete, but he was hit by strong emotions, and Man Sheng's whole body was almost in a mess.

"So, what's your choice?" Wei Rong asked in a low voice, he looked down at her and asked.

Unclear, unclear, silent between hesitation, she is like a person wandering in the sea, seeing that an island is about to land, but cannot land smoothly due to heavy wind and rain...

Seeing the complex emotions in her eyes intertwined, so intricate, there was no way to stop, she was almost entangled to the point of pain, and he couldn't bear to ask endlessly at this moment, "I'll give you time."

Man Sheng looked up anxiously, and saw under the moonlight, his face was so gentle, it melted into a snowflake in his heart, melted the cold feeling, and melted into the flesh and ironed into a scorching temperature.

"Vice President—!" Suddenly, Yu An'an's voice sounded from behind, and it was she who ran out to look for it.

Mansheng was startled, and looking back, Yu Anan had already stopped.

Because she saw that Lin Mansheng was not the only one in the hot spring, there was another one.

That's Mr. Wei!
However, Mr. Wei actually held the hand of the vice president?
"Mr. Wei, you are also here..." Yu Anan shouted again, really hated himself for running out at this time.

After being stared at by Yu An'an, Mansheng remembered that his hand was still holding hers, and immediately tried to shake it off, but he didn't let go.

"Secretary Yu, your vice president is tired, go back with her to rest." Wei Rong smiled and told her.

Yu Anan responded, "Yes!"

Seeing that Yu An'an was about to step forward, Man Sheng grabbed his hand again, and he finally let go, but said again, "This time, let me wait for you."

……

Man Sheng didn't respond again, and after looking at him intently, his eyes crossed in a hurry.Immediately, he took Yu Anan and left quickly.

After walking for a while, Yu Anan asked concerned, "Vice President, why are you standing outside with President Wei? What are you talking about?"

All those voices passed by, and Man Sheng found that he could no longer be at peace.

This person messed himself up so easily.

At the Nvtang Hot Spring in the rear, Wei Rong was still standing there, his eyes were on the direction where the two left, and he followed them all the way.

He didn't turn his head until the two paths disappeared at the end, but when he turned around, he found another person standing at the entrance of the hot spring.

"Miss He." Wei Rong greeted.

He Jiaqi smiled at him, and she looked away, "Why is Mr. Wei here? Are you looking for someone, or waiting for someone?"

"Director Huo hasn't come out yet?" Wei Rong didn't answer, but just asked.

"Not yet, but soon, I just asked her." He Jiaqi replied, walking in front of him.But it was clear that Lin Mansheng happened to be one of the two leaving figures in the direction he was looking at just now.

"It's a coincidence that Mr. Wei went to the same hot spring this time." He Jiaqi said again.

He Jiaqi never doubted the accidental nature of this trip, but it was too coincidental to gather together.But now, what is his attitude towards Lin Mansheng, should he let go or insist? When he learned that Lin Mansheng had a child, and he might not be able to conceive again, after experiencing such a past, how would he choose?

"Miss He, are you questioning this coincidence?" Wei Rong asked back with a smile, so straightforward that it was shocking.

He Jiaqi was really stunned for a moment, "It's really worth pondering."

Wei Rong asked back, "Do I need such a deliberate coincidence?"

He really didn't need it. If they were still together, they would not have chosen to separate, but... When I came to this hot spring a few days ago, Wei Rong never showed up, and Lin Mansheng never mentioned a word.Whether the relationship between the two is good or not can be seen from the daily relationship. He Jiaqi is not a fool.

"But from my point of view, Ms. Lin and Mr. Wei seem to be strangers." He Jiaqi also said directly, and even asked with a smile, "Mr. Wei, also chose to be fulfilled?"

There were occasional voices around, but there was also some silence, Wei Rong said slowly, "Miss He, I admire everything you have done, and thank you very much for inviting her to come here to recuperate this time."

He Jiaqi sighed and smiled, "I really admire Miss Lin."

Looking back on the past, and thinking about today, how much a woman has endured to get through the past, and achieve today's calmness without giving up, questioning, or hating, "She is a good girl."

"I think Miss He is also in her heart." Wei Rong also said.

He Jiaqi raised her lips and smiled again, only then did she realize that Rong Shao Wei is really good at keeping a distance, and praising someone is pertinent and tortuous, so she uses Lin Mansheng to praise her.

"So, Mr. Wei, what is your choice?" He Jiaqi asked again, with a smile on his lips.

Wei Rong said silently for a moment, "Miss He, I am not as magnanimous as you."

It's just a soft sentence, but it expresses his choice, his decision, exactly what Jiaqi thought - unwilling to make it happen!
……

He Jiaqi didn't say much about this matter, but just waited quietly.

Not long after, it was Huo Yunshu who came out accompanied by the waitress.

"Miss Huo, how are you?" He Jiaqi asked with a smile. Huo Yunshu was a little surprised when he saw He Jiaqi and Wei Rong standing outside, "It's all right."

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Huo Yunshu looked at Wei Rong and asked again, because Lin Mansheng and Yu An'an who came together had already left first.But he is still here, so it proves that he is waiting for her.

Wei Rong stepped forward, took the wheelchair from the waiter and pushed it, "Not long."

"You guys go back first, I want to go shopping again." He Jiaqi said to them.

"Then let's go first." Wei Rong said goodbye, Huo Yunshu smiled and nodded, and the two left.

He Jiaqi watched them leave, but also had some doubts.

What is the relationship between these two people?
He Jiaqi couldn't understand it. Compared with ordinary friends, they seemed to be a little more unusually close.But compared to lovers, it seems that there is less intimacy.

The only thing that can be seen clearly is that Miss Huo, the light in her eyes can't hide her affection when she looks at him.

Perhaps, another infatuation.

Or maybe, there is another girl who loves someone unrequitedly.

Just like her.

He Jiaqi laughed at herself, she simply sat in a chair outside the hot spring and waited.After a while, another person hurried forward.

Stepping past a pavilion lantern, that figure flashed clearly, he was asking, "Jiaqi, why are you sitting here alone?"

"It's nothing, I think the night is really nice, so I'm here to watch the moon." He Jiaqi replied.

Gu Xiyuan walked up to her and looked at the hot spring again, "Is she still in there?"

"Miss Lin has already gone back, you are late." He Jiaqi said with a smile.

However, her words and her waiting seemed to tell him another meaning. The reason why she sat here was to tell him when he arrived. Gu Xiyuan looked at her and said, "You should also go back to the room to rest earlier I'll send you off."

He Jiaqi got up and did not refuse his offer, so the two walked back.

The moonlight was quiet and gentle. Seeing the guild hall building where he was staying in front of him, Gu Xiyuan thanked him, "Thank you today for finding a doctor for her and caring about her so much."

"After all, I'm also one of the owners of this hot spring, and it's my duty to take care of the guests." He Jiaqi said softly, "Besides, we don't have to be so polite."

At least, there is no need for such courtesy.

Gu Xiyuan was silent again, and suddenly said in a low voice, "I decided to stay by her side and never leave her."

Is this an announcement to Lin Mansheng, or is it telling her not to be nice to him again?As soon as He Jiaqi's pace stopped, perhaps, there were both, both...

Seeing her stop, Gu Xiyuan also stopped, and he turned to look at her.

"Then what about her?" He Jiaqi looked at him and asked, "Did she accept it?"

Gu Xiyuan's eyes narrowed, but he didn't answer right now.

"Feelings are never unilateral, and there will be a response." He Jiaqi said softly with a smile.

Facts have proved that even if she wants to give him everything, there may not be a response.What's more, people will change. Even though it was a bit cruel, He Jiaqi still asked, "Gu Xiyuan, after so many years, are you sure that you are still in her heart?"

A gust of wind blew past quickly, and the person who was blowing was disturbed. The light in Gu Xiyuan's eyes flickered and then turned into silence, "Of course!"

……

He Jiaqi and Gu Xiyuan lived in different buildings, but Gu Xiyuan still let her in.

"Okay, I'm here, you go to see Miss Lin." He Jiaqi waved his hand and walked upstairs.

Gu Xiyuan nodded and came to the door of Lin Mansheng's room.

He knocked on the door, and it was Yu Anan who answered, "Mr. Gu?"

"When did you come back?" Gu Xiyuan asked after entering.

"Just now, the vice president lay down as soon as he returned to his room..." Yu Anan said with a smile.

In the room where Lin Mansheng slept, the door was ajar. Gu Xiyuan opened the door and took a look. Sure enough, she was already lying down, but she fell asleep at some point, but she was still holding a book in her hand. Perhaps it was because of sleepiness that I closed my eyes and couldn't put them away in time.

Gu Xiyuan walked in quietly.

When she came to the bedside, she gently picked up the book and covered her with the quilt.After watching her quietly for a while, he was about to leave quietly.Just before leaving, insert the bookmark into the page record for her.

Only then did she realize that what she was reading today was a book of poetry.

There are poems on the page, and the analysis is noted.

She is a Chinese major and has always been interested in these poems.

And at this moment, I was thinking of the masterpiece of Li Qingzhao, a talented woman——Flowers Floating and Water Flowing, One Kind of Lovesickness, Two Places of Worry.There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lowered my brows, but raised my heart.

I probably read it for a long time, so I held the page with my fingers before pressing a deep imprint without knowing it.

Lovesickness and sorrow, and for whom?
How could you lower your brows and get angry again?

Gu Xiyuan fixed his eyes for a long time, put down the book and left.

"She fell asleep." Coming to the outside room, Gu Xiyuan said to Yu An'an.

Yu Anan was surprised, and then said, "Fall asleep so soon? Then Mr. Gu should go back and rest too..."

Gu Xiyuan left the room, went downstairs alone, and was going back to the building where he lived.Just walking down the steps, he was still thinking about the poem just now.

……

"Wei Rong, you are tired too. You have been walking with me for so long again." Huo Yunshu said happily, as if the previous haze had been swept away.

Wei Rong smiled and said, "I'm fine, it's time for you to rest."

"If your painting is finished, let me know and I'll go see it again." Huo Yunshu wanted to surprise himself, so Huo Yunshu was not in a hurry to appreciate it immediately.

Wei Rong agreed, "Okay."

When the two approached the building, in the sofa area on the first floor for guests to rest, Zhou Bolang kept looking out the window, finally saw their figures, and immediately stood up to greet them, "Mr. Wei, Miss Huo."

After going upstairs and sending Huo Yunshu back to the room, Wei Rong said, "Good night."

"Good night." Huo Yunshu waved happily, watching him leave.

Zhou Bolang smiled and asked, "Miss Yun Shu, have you told Mr. Wei everything in your heart?"

"Not yet..." Huo Yunshu originally wanted to explain it just now, but then she thought that the painting hadn't been finished yet, so she looked forward to the day when she would confess, "I'm still waiting..."

Whether it's selfish or not favored, she will gamble one time after all, tell him her heart, and wait for another result.

At this moment, apart from being relieved, Zhou Bolang also felt a little lonely, but he still sincerely wished, "Miss Yun Shu, I hope you can get what you want."

……

It was late at night, and the whole hot spring hall was quiet.

I just don't know if she has fallen asleep?

Wei Rong smoked a cigarette, walked quietly, from one building to another.Unfortunately, not far ahead, he bumped into another person.

Gu Xiyuan just came out of the building, and the same cigarette in his hand was parked on the side of the road to light it.The moment the spark ignited, he raised his eyes and looked over, and met the person coming.

"Mr. Wei, why are you still out for a walk this late?" Gu Xiyuan asked with a smile.

Wei Rong asked back, "Boss Gu is alone, and you are also taking a walk?"

"I'm really interested. Do you want Mr. Wei to go with you?" Gu Xiyuan approached to invite, but a deep and dark storm was already brewing in his eyes.

Obviously, there is bound to be a battle without gunpowder between the two men.

Wei Rong also seemed to be waiting for this moment, so he responded, "Since Mr. Gu is interested, then I will accompany you."

It's not so much a walk, it's better to say that it has shifted a position, and has come to an uninhabited courtyard from the path in front of the building.

When he stopped, he had already come to a deserted lake.

The night wind is blowing, there are no swans staying at night, only the reeds are swaying with the wind, who looks like a swaying figure in the dark night.

The two men stood by the lake, each smoking a cigarette, without speaking for a long while.

Until all the sparks were ignited, Gu Xiyuan said, "Speaking of which, I want to thank Mr. Wei. If you didn't come to my house as a guest that day and said those words to me specially, how would I know the truth? ?”

"You're welcome, times have changed, even if you know the truth, it won't change anything because of it." Wei Rong wrinkled his cigarette and replied indifferently.

"President Wei is right, and it really can't change anything." Gu Xiyuan smiled, but still felt the pain in his bones, "It's just, are you interested in listening to me and her back then?"

Wei Rong also asked about everything about her and Gu Xiyuan, but he never asked in depth.

Because, she didn't seem to want to mention it.

So even Zeng Ruoshui and Shao Xuan never mentioned a single word.

At this moment, Wei Rong was standing by the lake, he was silent and did not stop him, listening to another man, telling everything between him and her——

"When I met Mansheng, she was still a child." Gu Xiyuan said quietly, telling the past, "At the beginning, she was very afraid of strangers, and she also rejected me a little bit. No wonder, my mother and her father formed a family , she initially thought it was my mother who intervened to cause her mother and father to divorce."

"She is such a young girl, standing next to Uncle Lin, she refuses to call me big brother, no matter how she criticizes her, she refuses to call at the beginning..." Gu Xiyuan thought of it now, and felt a little Long-lost Xinran, "Uncle Lin got a little angry, saying whose child was so unruly, I looked at her, she looked so cute, I couldn't help but touch her little head, and told her, don't yell if you don't yell Bar……"

In front of Wei Rong's eyes, the night and darkness intertwined, but it seemed to outline a picture.

That was Lin Mansheng in his childhood.

Led by her father, she came to meet Gu's mother and Gu Xiyuan.

It was she who stubbornly repelled and resisted, like a little hedgehog, but was gently touched by the boy.

The smoke was still lingering, Wei Rong took a deep breath.

Whether, this light touch back then has already deeply rooted love.

……

The wind was still blowing, and Gu Xiyuan was still talking about it quietly, and that period of the past was slowly outlined, "When I was a child, Sprawl was quiet and well-behaved, neither fighting nor grabbing, but I was the only one who was still so repulsive to me. What is it? Since when did she accept that I depend on me..."

Gu Xiyuan also seemed to be trapped in memories, and finally remembered in his meditation, "Probably that day..."

"That day, Uncle Lin made her stand as a punishment because she refused to call me big brother. I told Uncle Lin that it was none of her business, and I was not angry. I went to hold her hand and took her to the restaurant for dinner. I Tell her I know she hates me but it's not her fault and I don't blame her."

"Such a stubborn girl actually cried while holding her job at the dining table. Although she was crying, she didn't cry out loud." When Gu Xiyuan said this, the joy receded, and what lingered was a trace of hair loss. Astringent and sour, "Big tears fell into the bowl. She was so wronged, but she was still trying to be brave. At that time, I thought, I must protect her well."

"Afterwards, I have been accompanying her to school, and that day was no exception. That day, a girl of the same age asked her brother to bully her. Who made her parents divorced, and she had some money in her family, so it was inevitable that it would cause trouble. Attention. The world is really dark, and at such a young age, you already know how to bully the weak."

"On the path after school, I saw her being bullied. I wondered if she would yell and ask for help, but guess what happened to her?" At this point, Gu Xiyuan stopped asking.

Wei Rong has been listening silently, and the screen turns again, as if returning to that strange path again.

It was she who was bullied and blocked by people carrying a small schoolbag.

what will happen to her

How could he know.

"Mingming was terribly frightened, holding the shoulder straps of her schoolbag tightly with both hands, but told the girl who bullied her and that person's brother, if you want to fight, you can beat it, I don't have money. The girl said, she She clearly saw that she brought money, but Man Sheng told her that even if she had it, she wouldn't give it—!" Thinking of this, Gu Xiyuan was still as shocked as he was then, and couldn't help laughing.

Wei Rong heard it, and couldn't help but raise her lips.

It's really like her style.

The appearance of being fearless is not something that can only be seen when you grow up, it was already like this when you were a child.

"She is so stubborn, and she said such things again, of course that girl and her brother will not let her go." Wei Rong answered the words aloud, knowing what would happen afterwards, "You saved her."

"I beat that boy to the ground." Gu Xiyuan said in a deep voice, "From that day on, they never dared to bully her again."

Wei Rong found that he really wanted to listen to it, so he couldn't help asking, "What about later?"

"Later, I took her home and bought her a popsicle on the way, and told her not to tell anyone after returning home. After getting the first popsicle, she would wait at the door of the cold drink shop every day after school. , let me buy her one..." Gu Xiyuan recalled now that she was holding a popsicle and was reluctant to eat it carefully. It really wanted to melt people together. She shades the sun."

"That day, she stopped suddenly while walking on the road. She looked up at me with a dazed look on her face. I asked her what's wrong?" Gu Xiyuan's face appeared in front of her confused face.

Wei Rong waited silently, but it was as if she was depicting her looking up in the dark and dazed.

……

"She called me suddenly, and she said to me, Big brother, are your hands sore, I will eat faster." Gu Xiyuan said her words back then were extremely childlike, but she was also so considerate and sensible, "She thought I was afraid that the popsicle would melt, but I just wanted to shield her from the sun."

This beautiful childhood memory sounds so far away to Wei Rong at this moment, none of which belong to him, but he can't help but want to know more, "What happens later."

"Later we went to and from school together, and often went out to play and fly kites. She liked butterfly kites the most. After it rained, it cleared up, and the grass was not dry yet, so she clamored for me to take her there, but her shoes ran on the grass all over the water. , the shoes were also dirty. One accidentally stepped into the water hole again, and the shoes were all soaked." He said the follow-up, those childhood memories, beautiful and dust-free, "She was afraid that Uncle Lin would scold her, so I would recite it." Let her go home. I told her not to make a sound, but when Uncle Lin blamed me, she stood up and admitted that it was her own naughtiness that made her shoes dirty..."

Gu Xiyuan spoke in an unhurried manner. He talked for a long time, and the cigarette in Wei Rong's hand was lit again.

Everything about her does not belong to him. Listening by the lake, my mood is like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs, overwhelming but it seems that there are endless scenery and interesting stories to listen to. Can't jump into the vortex of memories, let him also meet that childhood her.

"...the day my mother and her father divorced, I was going back to Xiangcheng. On the day I left, I told her that if she misses me, write to me." Gu Xiyuan recalled the day of parting , she has been following behind him, unwilling to leave an inch.Finally, she followed him to the car, and he was about to go on a long journey.

He gave her an idea to let her write to him.She nodded at that time, but did not say or not to write.

"After returning to Xiangcheng, I received letters from her every day, and she wrote to me every day, every day..." Countless letters were sent from distant cities, and he sent them one by one. "Until later, I told her to study hard and write a letter every week, and she obediently sent a letter every week..."

"When she was 16 years old, she asked me what kind of dress looked good at her coming-of-age ceremony. I told her to choose a wedding dress. On the coming-of-age ceremony day, she sent me a photo of her wearing a wedding dress..."

The spark lit up at once, and it was he who took a deep puff, but because he forgot to flick off the ashes, he landed on the back of his hand, and instantly felt a heart-pounding scorching pain.

If you miss him, write to him.

So she wrote one after another, as many lovesickness as there are, as many letters traveled thousands of miles.

How many days and nights were lonely, as if those lovesickness had replaced her, and traveled across the ocean to see him.

Her wedding dress, the wedding dress for the 16-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, was chosen under such circumstances. Was she already eager to get married and become a beautiful bride for him?

This kind of her, this lovesickness, this kind of heart——

"Very good!" Wei Rong said suddenly, the two words were so startling, like waves rising.

Gu Xiyuan's voice stopped, he didn't understand why he said it was very good at the moment, but in the next second, Xinghuo illuminated the profile of his face, and he smiled happily, "Thank you for not marrying back then, and later she gave me a favor. Marry someone! Fortunately, now she can start over!"

(End of this chapter)

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