love warmth

Chapter 134 You Have Today 1
After Qin Nuan came out of Starbucks, she headed west all the way. She walked without thinking. Except for the young couple who were walking across from her when she went out, no one knew that she came out of Starbucks crying.It would be a lie to say that you are not sad. Sometimes the human heart is a very complicated thing. You clearly know that you have another person in your heart, and you can no longer pretend to be someone else, but when you know that you will never be with the person you first liked. When we are together, I still feel so desperate that I want to cry.

Perhaps, there is a kind of regret that from the beginning to the end, there are some people that we will never be able to pick up and let go, but in the end it is irrelevant, just because we love, but it is not considered love, and in the end we will never fall in love.That kind of emotion is a little subtle, and it is quite superficial compared to the vigorous emotion we actually experience, but it is always rooted in the deepest part of our heart and occupies a very important position.

Qin Nuan lowered her head and walked aimlessly, until someone stood in front of her, and she subconsciously kicked the person lying on the ground with her toe.

"Hey, Miss?" She asked tentatively, leaning down to check the condition of the person lying on the ground, "Miss, are you okay?" Qin Nuan realized that the person had fainted on the ground, and glanced at the person lying on the ground. Seeing the broken glass wine bottle beside her, she immediately dialed the emergency call.

"Hello, is the city hospital?" Qin Nuan frowned and said, "Hurry up and send an ambulance, someone here has fainted, uh...it's near No. 60 Huaiyin Road, Zhong'an Avenue, um, okay!"

The crowd gradually gathered up, and they couldn't stop looking at the person who fainted on the ground, because the person was face down when he fainted, and his long hair dyed golden yellow spread out, people It was impossible to tell whether the fainted person had a face like a peach blossom, or a green face with long fangs, but his figure looked pretty good.

Qin Nuan has been protecting the surrounding of the fainted person, and paying close attention to the movement of that person.

"Miss, wake up!" Qin Nuan kept repeating this sentence next to the man, and the man was like a dead body, withered and motionless, and it took 10 to [-] minutes before the ambulance arrived. .

Qin Nuan helped the doctors and nurses to carry the man lying on the ground onto the stretcher, but after turning the man upright and seeing the man's face, Qin Nuan was slightly startled, and the first words that popped into his mind were: "It's not that friends don't get together, Chu Mengdie, you also have today!"

"Miss, you can come too!" The nurse said to Qin Nuan in the panic, Qin Nuan's face darkened, and he thought: Forget it, a good person will do it to the end, and send the Buddha to the West. Of course, if this woman is At any rate, she could inform her family if she was going back home.So Qin Nuan also got into the ambulance.

The car whizzed all the way, during which Chu Mengdie was unconscious all the time, but in the second half of the way, she began to babble continuously, indistinctly, Qin Nuan listened to her mouth for a long time before she realized what she was talking about. Because the Qin Nuan she was talking about also knew, and was even very familiar with, that it was Mu Bai.Chu Mengdie kept calling Mu Bai's name intermittently, but there were only these two words.

Qin Nuan looked at Chu Mengdie in a daze for a moment. Although she always cared about Chu Mengdie's meddling in her and Mu Bai's affairs back then, it was not hatred after all. Later she knew that Mu Bai and Chu Mengdie were not together How long, and although Qin Nuan didn't know the specific reason, it was more or less related to her.Perhaps this is karma, and in the end no one can get anyone.

The strong smell of disinfectant filled his nostrils, Qin Nuan frowned, couldn't help but sneezed again, rubbed his nose, took out his phone, and dialed a number.

In the spacious and bright office, Mu Bai is sitting on the sofa and flipping through a recent magazine, and the cover character is the most fashionable designer today, Chu Mengdie, and there is an exclusive interview with her in this issue of the magazine.

Mu Bai just felt familiar when he saw the characters on the cover, but he smiled to himself when he saw the three familiar words. Time is like water, which will more or less dilute our memory and stubbornness of the past. The hatred, after six years, also turned into a slight smile, which can be relieved and faced.

Maybe the editor deliberately exaggerated, anyway, she has such a paragraph in the article about Chu Mengdie: Moshang is tender, the green lamp is broken and dim, the fleeting years are regretful, and the plain paper hurts the face.There are thousands of sails at the ferry, misty rain and worry about lonely umbrellas, flowers on the other side, and old dreams on this side.

This is a bit of a word, it seems to be a poem, but it is not a poem, but it is inexplicably sad. He doesn't understand why someone uses such an inexplicable sentence to describe that woman who is as hot as fire.Looking down, it said that when the reporter asked Chu Mengdie about her outline of love, she answered in this way: I used to have fantasies about love, but now I don't dare to dream about it anymore.

Mu Bai sneered again, this woman is really hypocritical, obviously she doesn't cherish her love, why dare not expect extravagantly?

The phone rang, Mu Bai glanced at it, unexpectedly, it was Qin Nuan.

"Nuannuan, what's the matter?" He undoubtedly said this in surprise, his eyes were shining brightly, and the magazine in his hand was put aside.

"It's something, you should come to the city hospital!" Qin Nuan said.

Mu Bai frowned, "City Hospital, what happened to you?"

"It's not me, it's someone else, but you'd better come!" Qin Nuan said, "Eh...let's talk about it when you come!"

"Okay, I'll go right away!" Mu Bai hung up the phone after finishing speaking, feeling that Qin Nuan's hesitation to speak was a bit inexplicable, thinking that Qin Nuan's call, if it wasn't her accident, who could it be?Second uncle Mu Yusen?preferably...

When Mu Bai came to the hospital, Qin Nuan was still in the hospital. The thin person was leaning against the wall outside the ward, looking very lonely in silence, with his head down, not just thinking about something.

"Nuan Nuan, what happened?" Mu Bai got off the elevator and saw Qin Nuan standing against the wall. He asked as he walked, and when he came to Qin Nuan's side, he suddenly found her face was pale, and his heart sank. Shen.

"Mu Bai, something happened to Chu Mengdie, and she's lying in it now!" Qin Nuan said, looking at Mu Bai's previously stretched brows, she suddenly frowned.

"Mengdie?" Mu Bai felt a little strange, looked at Qin Nuan's pale face, and said, "What's wrong with her?" Mu Bai wanted to push the door to enter, but Qin Nuan stopped him.

"Don't go in, she was sedated by the doctor just now, she is falling asleep now, you should go in later when she is done!" Qin Nuan said, pulling Mu Bai to the side bench to sit down.

"What sedative, why did the doctor give her a sedative?" Mu Bai frowned and asked.

"When she woke up just now, she was crying and fussing. She didn't receive treatment at all. She vomited blood, but she ran out like crazy. The doctor had no choice but to give her a tranquilizer first, and then inform her later. family." Qin Nuan said.

Mu Bai nodded, but his heart was still full of puzzlement, why did he vomit blood when he was doing well?He asked again, "Where's Mengdie's family?"

"Um, I don't know her family's phone number, but I thought you should know, so I called you here first, and..." Qin Nuan hesitated, thinking whether to tell Mu Bai those things.

Mu Bai paused in dialing the phone, looked at Qin Nuan who was hesitant to speak, and said, "And what?"

"Er... did you know that Chu Mengdie Mengdie has stomach cancer?" Qin Nuan asked.

Mu Bai frowned more and more tightly, looked at Qin Nuan in disbelief, and murmured, "What did you say?"

"Stomach cancer, advanced gastric cancer!" Qin Nuan said.

Mu Bai was completely stunned, his eyes lost his focus, and he just shook his head blankly.

Qin Nuan met Han Ziyu twice a day, but at this time Han Ziyu just stood quietly aside, Han Zijian and Luo Xi were sitting nearby, Han Ziyu bowed his head and remained silent.Qin Nuan was also standing not far from Han Ziyu, next to Mu Bai, indifferent and distant.

There was a long, long silence, no one said a word, only occasionally I heard Chu Luoxi's slight sigh, that seemingly weak woman, her face remained unchanged from the beginning to the end, but her eyes kept staring at her. The door of the ward was full of expectations and emotions that Qin Nuan couldn't understand.

"Mubai, I have something else to do, I want to go first." Qin Nuan said softly, but what she said made her feel scared, because she felt like a stone breaking the calm of the lake, with a kind of Arouse the momentum of thousands of waves.

"I'll see you off!" Mu Bai said.

"No, she's still waiting for you!" Qin Nuan said softly, and then forced a smile, but felt that this was inappropriate, so she said seriously, "I'll just take a taxi and go back!"

Ever since Qin Nuan spoke, she felt that someone was looking at her with fiery eyes all the time. She tilted her head to meet Han Ziyu's eyes staring at her. She turned her head quickly and said, "I'm going first!" After finishing speaking He quickly lifted his foot and left.

Mubai looked at Qin Nuan who was in a hurry and wanted to say something, but saw Han Ziyu following up, grabbed Qin Nuan's arm, and said, "I'll see you off!" Before Qin Nuan could struggle, the man went Pull Qin Nuan away.

Unknowingly, the distance between Qin Nuan and Han Ziyu widened. She lowered her head, not looking at the tall and tall figure in front of her, and walked on her own.Han Ziyu stood not far from Qin Nuan and waited for her. Seeing her moving steps, she unconsciously gave a "puchi" smile. Her appearance was very similar to the one when she failed in math when she was a child and was afraid of being scolded by her mother when she went home.Suddenly, Han Ziyu felt relieved, because a strange idea popped into his head, Qin Nuan has not changed, what has changed is only the world.

"Nuannuan, hurry up, or you won't be able to catch the bus home." Han Ziyu suddenly said something inexplicable.

"Ah?" Qin Nuan was slightly startled, fixed on the spot, looked up at Han Ziyu in astonishment, like a lump in her throat, he could always easily remind her of the warmest days when she was a child, when she was still alive and full , there is a mother, a father, and him.

"Hurry up!" Han Ziyu just stood there and said to Qin Nuan who couldn't move, but he didn't ignore her tears and aggrieved expression, "Silly girl, what are you thinking?"

"Brother Ziyu!" Qin Nuan called out, "Do you hate Nuan Nuan?"

"Well, I hate it, but I can't hate it, what should I do?" Han Ziyu said with a smile, "Nuannuan is always so painful and loved, but I can't love and can't wait!"

Qin Nuan couldn't bear it any longer, and walked forward quickly, running directly into Han Ziyu's arms, tightly strangling his back, letting tears stream down her face.He only said, "Brother Ziyu, I'm sorry!"

Han Ziyu was a little startled again, Zhang's sudden change was indeed overwhelming, he put his hands on Qin Nuan's thin back slowly, and said, "Nuan Nuan is always something people can't resist protecting, but you are now When I grow up, I no longer need brother Ziyu!"

"No, I need, I need, Nuan Nuan has always needed Brother Zi Yu, but..." She was sobbing, but she couldn't bear to say the following words.

"It can only be brother, right?" Han Ziyu said, with a bitter smile on his lips.Qin Nuan didn't say a word, she just cried, but everything was said in silence.

Sandy Lam’s voice wafted in the car: The prince rides a white horse / The moon is gone / And cats are always chasing their tails / How silly / My childhood memories are not fake / Children are playing / Both feet are full of sand / The sound reminds me of my childhood Summer vacation / How about the one who taught me how to fold the plane / The folding method of the paper plane / Hidden in the memory to accompany us to grow up / Paper planes fly quickly / Happiness is not complicated / No matter how the future changes / Keep the concern / Belongs to us Fairy Tale...

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