love warmth

Chapter 139
Qin Nuan was sitting next to Mu Yusen, and she overheard his conversation with Han Zijian. When Mu Yusen hung up the phone, she couldn't help but ask, "Are they going to get married?"

"En!" Mu Yusen nodded, "Let's go?"

"Let's go!" Qin Nuan nodded and said, "Shall we go home later or take a stroll around?"

Mu Yusen was slightly taken aback, feeling a little strange again, what's the difference?As smart as he was, he couldn't figure it out, so he just said: "If you want to walk around, we won't drive, let's go for a walk!"

Qin Nuan smiled, looked down at the watch on her wrist, and said, "It's already three o'clock, and it's too late for lunch, and it's too early for dinner." One point. Say it’s afternoon tea, and it’s too rich, what do you think?”

"Ah?" Mu Yusen was stunned, "What is it? Whatever it is, as long as you are full, I found out that you have obsessive-compulsive disorder?"

Qin Nuan shrugged, walked beside Mu Yusen and said, "Who knows, maybe, I don't know since when I want to ask why and what it is, so I can't help but go to it." Sure, I can’t help but define it, anyway, it’s like this, do you think it’s obsessive-compulsive disorder?”

Mu Yusen smiled faintly, looked at Qin Nuan with complicated eyes, and took her into his arms with a flick of his arm, but was quickly pushed away by Qin Nuan, and she said: "Mu Yusen, you can't be with others. Be more reserved, I am a respectable person now, don't always think about damaging my beautiful image!"

Mu Yusen really has nothing to do with her. The Qin Nuan now is really different from six years ago. Six years ago, even if she had resisted and struggled, it was just a small fight, and it was always him who gave her something. Just suffer.

Now she is more and more individual, why does he push her away so far, so that he can only take his time like a trickle of water, maybe one day, the dripping water will wear through the stone, and finally influence her and make her change her mind.

Mu Yusen only walked out of the restaurant with Qin Nuan next to her.On a summer afternoon, the sun is shining and warm, and the color of life is more and more youthful. However, in this place that can be regarded as a young city, the pedestrians who come and go are mostly young people.

Qin Nuan glanced sideways, looking at the groups of energetic young people passing by, feeling deeply in her heart, she was so young, overflowing and clean in a long time ago.

When T-shirts and jeans become elegant long skirts, when we walk, we walk casually with eight-pointed steps but with high-end catwalks, when we lose 20 yuan of lip gloss and buy a lipstick of more than 300 yuan in a counter, that is It is destined that at that moment, we who are in full bloom will become "wanderers".

"Mu Yusen looked at Qin Nuan's scattered shadow reflected in it from the window on the street, raised the corner of his mouth, and said, "Honey, should we go have an ice cream and mourn your lost youth! "

Qin Nuan immediately turned her head to look at Mu Yusen, with an incredulous expression on her face, and said, "Mu Yusen, sometimes I really feel that we are enemies, oh no, it's you who are my enemies. , you can always easily guess what I'm thinking!"

A smug look appeared on Mu Yusen's exquisite face, and he said, "You may not have noticed one thing."

"What?" Qin Nuan asked in confusion.

"Some people have a high IQ, but it doesn't mean she's smart!" Mu Yusen said with a smile, staring into Qin Nuan's eyes revealing playfulness and playfulness, "It just so happens that you are that kind of person. You haven't improved much after six years!"

Qin Nuan instinctively ran straight to the top of her head again, and gritted her teeth at Mu Yusen, saying, "Mu Yusen, you bastard, I'm going to kill you!"

Gray and blue weaving ink, street lamps, and galaxy, all intertwined together form a night.

After Qin Nuan bathed Qin Ran, she threw him into the big bed and said, "Don't kick the quilt at night." Then she closed the door and let him fend for herself inside.

For such an old mother, Qin Ran has long been used to it, and even if Qin Nuan is warmer to him, he will feel that it is abnormal. The more enthusiastic Qin Nuan is, the more Qin Ran believes that Qin Nuan will make something more Cruel things were added to him.

After taking a shower, Mu Yusen saw Qin Nuan wearing silk pajamas floating in the corridor, he was actually hovering at the door of Qin Ran's room, so he asked, "Why don't you go to sleep?"

Qin Nuan glanced at Mu Yusen, and said, "Wait a little longer!" Finally, she felt that there was not much movement in Qin Ran's room inside the door, and then she gently opened the door a crack, and saw As expected, Qin Ran was sleeping peacefully with his face upside down, just now he gently closed the door again, and entered his room in a stately manner.

Mu Yusen shook his head with a smile on the corner of his mouth, this woman always looks deserted or something, but in fact there is a small flame burning in her heart.She doesn't dare to love vigorously anymore, but it doesn't mean she doesn't love anymore, she loves, it's just a low-key and restrained love.

As soon as Qin Nuan lay on the bed and closed her eyes, she heard the sound of the door opening. She knew it was Mu Yusen without even thinking about it, so she said without raising her eyelids, "Didn't we agree to sleep in separate rooms!"

"..."

Except for the sound of opening the door, Qin Nuan never heard any other sound. After a long time, she finally couldn't help opening her eyes. Unexpectedly, there was no him in the room. A bright red rose!
Qin Nuan's heart sank, she actually felt aggrieved for no reason. She still remembered that six years ago, on a certain anniversary, she received the most roses in her life. Cool and fragrant.

Later, the flower became her nightmare, she often dreamed that she was pushed into the sea of ​​white flowers with both hands, the hard thorns pierced deeply into her flesh, and the blood flowed horizontally, dyeing every inch of the snow-white flower. Red, but she could only scream in horror, but she couldn't make a sound, only bursts of wild laughter in her ears.

When dreaming back in the middle of the night, she often woke up drenched and startled. From then on, she decided that she would never love again in this life!

Barefoot, Qin Nuan walked to the door and took down the rose, went to the window, followed the window, raised her hand and wanted to throw the flower away.Suddenly a gust of wind blew by, bringing a sweet fragrance into her nose, she was stunned for a moment, looking at the fragile flower, she suddenly felt that she was making a big fuss, it was originally a problem between people, why bother getting involved This innocent flower.So he turned around and went back to the room, and put the flowers into the vase casually.

The living room of Chu's house was brightly lit, and Chu Luoxi sat quietly on the sofa and meditated alone, asking how much time, the robber of time, will plunder our true love in our lifetime before we can stop?
A long sigh, submerged in a long, long silence, no matter how big the house is, if there are no relatives, how can it be considered a family?As early as two years ago, Mr. Chu passed away.The sun was just right that day, and when Chu Luoxi returned to Chu's house, Mr. Chu seemed to be in a very good mood. After lunch, he said that he wanted Luoxi to go to the garden with him to look at the flowers and plants he was tending.

Chu Mengdie still remembers that the begonias bloomed so delicately that year, and the grandparents and grandchildren were finally able to settle their suspicions, sitting in the wicker chairs in the garden, chatting about the world, the past, and the future. At that time, Chu Mengdie still felt Time should go on like this, simple repetition every day but not boring.She didn't even expect that the old man who fell asleep while talking would never wake up again!

The changes in life are often when we are completely unprepared. When she finally understood the painstaking efforts of Mr. Chu and went home to honor his old man's knees, he resolutely passed away.

Also in the same year, when she was tidying up Chu Mengdie's house, she found a test sheet that shocked her. It was unbelievable that gastric cancer, a disease with a very high incidence rate among the elderly, was only two Have suffered from it since teens.

Chu Luoxi, who has always been smooth sailing, suddenly felt that the gods were too unfair to her, and the road to love was still bumpy.

Just the night before, when the doctor informed Chu Luoxi that she was critically ill with the diagnosis report, she fainted because the doctor said: "You are the patient's family member, let me inform you to arrange the patient's Get out of the hospital! Also, get ready for the patient's death as soon as possible!"

The doctor didn't know what his heart was, but what he said was extraordinarily calm and blunt. It really wasn't his sister, and he didn't even care about the feelings of the patient's family, and just said it coldly and bluntly.

It was also unexpected for Mu Yusen to receive a call from Chu Luoxi. He hadn't contacted him for so many years, but now he called unexpectedly, and it was still in the middle of the night!Looking at the flickering screen, Mu Yusen frowned slightly. He thought that Chu Luoxi had made a wrong call, but after answering the call, he heard such a voice from inside.

"A Sen, are you okay?" That quiet voice, just like its owner, always fails to arouse any emotions in others.

"Well, what's the matter?" He replied lightly.

"It's nothing... I just want to talk to you suddenly, is that okay?" Chu Luoxi said cautiously.

"Ok!"

He seemed to hear the woman over there laughing softly, or crying softly, she said: "A Sen, I'm getting married, it's a pity, the groom is not you after all!"

"sorry!"

"Hehe... what are you talking about, I'm sorry or not, it's all over, and don't forget that I proposed to divorce at the beginning, so I still dump you!" Chu Luoxi ate over there Laughing, he just listened, inexplicably feeling some indescribable emotions in his heart, it was sad but not all, it was guilt but also a little bit.

The laughter over there stopped abruptly, and she said faintly: "I never understood why you just don't like me, and then I realized that if you don't like me, you don't like me, no matter how pure you are, but if you like me, you just don't like me." I like it, even if you are reduced to prostitution, people only look at what you like, and the other things are useless even if they are beautiful, are you right?"

"En!" He responded, but didn't say much, he just reached for the cigarette case on the bedside table, took out a cigarette from it, lit it, and took a deep breath.

"A Sen, sometimes I really envy her. Even Cinderella can get the prince's mercy." Chu Luoxi didn't explain what she said, but Mu Yusen didn't know that she was talking about Qin Nuan, "But Later, I didn’t envy me anymore, because I’m not Cinderella, I’m not a princess, I’m just me, a woman who can only play the piano, Asen, if I’m not wrong, did you think it was because I had a pair that could play the piano Only you want to be with me!"

"..." Mu Yusen didn't speak, neither admitted nor denied.

"You always stare at my hands. I have been in love for seven years. The only thing you have touched are my hands." Chu Luoxi chattered on the phone, and Mu Yusen was no longer sleepy, and he was super patient. Listening to every word she said, from their acquaintance, love, to remorse, and the topic turned to Mr. Chu, Chu Mengdie, and Chu Luoxi's biological parents, she said a lot, every sentence Mu Yusen listened very carefully, and then only responded lightly.

(End of this chapter)