i love you and i am guilty

Chapter 25 Where They First Met
Before leaving, Shen Muyan went back to Qian'anli again.

Just like what Xu Shao said, Shen Muyan, who was drunk, was able to admit that he was in love with Tang Xiaoran through his drunkenness.

But Shen Muyan, who was awake, still firmly insisted: he only hates that woman.

As for those actions that these days cannot be explained, he cannot explain them either.

It's just that he didn't want to be free. Once he was free, the woman's figure would keep dangling in front of his eyes as if he couldn't get rid of it.

It's just that she doesn't want to have a moment of rest. Once she rests, her affairs will pop up in her mind.

Only work, only busyness, can restore his peace of mind, and can make him not feel the tearing pain of the left atrium.

But, suddenly, in her mind, she appeared on the beach seven years ago, with a charming smile, as if she had won a victory.

Inexplicably, he wanted to go to that beach seven years ago... Perhaps, all his confusions could be answered there?
Why did he not feel happy at all when she finally died, whom he hated.

Why did his heart hurt like a tear when he heard the news of her death.

Why, no matter what I do, I always think of her inexplicably, and then, all the time, there is a suppressed pain in the left atrium.

After a long journey, the man has been meditating. When he arrived at the beach, it was already evening.

Just like back then, the sunset glow in the evening was astonishingly beautiful.

He didn't care if he would stain his expensive clothes, so he found a random place and sat down on it.

Facing the sea and the sunset, he quietly looked at everything in front of him, and no one could see what he was thinking.

After lighting a cigarette, he sat quietly on the beach, staring into the distance. There were passers-by passing by him, many of whom were women, who would always be attracted by his majestic face and deep eyes, feeling as if Beat the drum.

During the time of a cigarette, sitting alone on this beach, looking at the sunset in the sky, the blue sea meets the sky, and recalling the past.

"Huh? Husband, I think that house is pretty good." A couple passed by Shen Muyan, and the woman said to her husband, it seems to be a matter of buying a house: "At this price, how can you buy such a low-end configuration?" It’s so good, and it’s still in the school district, we’re really making a lot of money.”

"But... I heard that people seem to have died in that apartment building." The husband said hesitantly.

"Where are people not dead? Besides, it's not that people died in the house we bought. What are you afraid of? You're a big man."

"That's really not the case! It's the upstairs family of the house we're looking at today. It's a woman who committed suicide in the bathtub. At that time, the blood was all over the floor and the interlayer, and fell to the downstairs family."

"The family downstairs, isn't it... the one we just visited today?"

"It seems that he died just two months ago. Otherwise, the family downstairs is so eager to sell the house?"

Shen Muyan stood up with a "crash", and strode towards the couple who were about to leave, "You just said, which apartment building died?"

The couple was suddenly stopped by someone, and they looked at Shen Muyan warily, but seeing that the other party was dressed very carefully, with guard, the wife pointed to the building not far away: "Here, that's where Donglou. What are you doing? Are you speculating on murderous houses?"

"How many floors?"

The couple was frightened by Shen Muyan's cold face, they stammered: "Second, second floor, [-]."

Before they could finish speaking, Shen Muyan turned around and ran towards the building.

He couldn't be sure of anything, but he felt intuitively that the woman the couple mentioned who committed suicide two months ago, maybe, maybe, was... her!

He chuckled again in his heart: how can there be such a coincidence in the world?

He just happened to be standing here, and a couple passing by were chatting, and he happened to hear about her?

In this world, there is no such a coincidence.

He thought so.

(End of this chapter)