i love you and i am guilty

Chapter 36
"I heard that she is back?" Xu Shao asked.

"Ah."

"Congratulations."

Shen Muyan laughed at himself: "What is there to congratulate? She said that the past is like smoke, it's all over."

"She said it? No way... That's Tang Xiaoran, you are Shen Muyan, is she willing to just give up like this?"

"She doesn't even want her life. She can give up Tang's, and she can give up her life, so what am I, Shen Muyan? What can't I give up?"

"She's like this, you just... let go like that?" Xu Shao didn't believe that Shen Muyan would be such a person who would let go easily.

But rarely, the friend is depressed: "She said, she loves me, she is guilty." Bitterly: "If loving me becomes her sin, how can I let her continue to sin?"

"How could she say such a thing? I don't believe that Tang Xiaoran said such a thing."

"If loving me is a sin, what position do I have to ask her to do?"

"No, Shen Muyan, what you said is wrong."

"When I saw her this time, she rejected me very much."

"No," Xu Shao said firmly, "What you said is wrong, she doesn't reject you, she still loves you."

"You haven't seen her change, you don't understand." Shen Muyan's throat felt dry and uncomfortable.

"No, what you said is wrong. If she doesn't love you, why would she say that to you? She can ignore you. Why did she tell you that she loves you, she is guilty?
She is, timid in front of love! "Xu Shao glanced at Shen Muyan:

"Speaking of which, it's really your fault. She spent seven years and couldn't heat a stone. Even if there was a fire burning in her heart, she didn't dare to burn it easily. She didn't heat you, but in the end she burned herself He was completely unrecognizable and almost died.

If I were Tang Xiaoran, I would make the same choice as her.Love, pain, fear, then hide, being a turtle, at least it is better than being ruthlessly hurt yourself again. "

Stand up, "Anyway, that's all I have to say. As for what to do, how to choose, let go, or hold those hands that you should have held tightly many years ago, you choose yourself."

Reason, anyone can tell.

It may not be easy to put it on the person concerned.

Shen Muyan was left behind muttering to himself: Loved, hurt, and scared, so I ran away?

Think carefully about Xu Shao's words, carefully recall the bits and pieces about Tang Xiaoran, and carefully recall what she said that day.

The man's eyes lit up, "Tang Xiaoran, this time I will wait for you to come back."

……

Tang Xiaoran came back to attend Su Mi's birthday.

As for the episode of meeting Shen Muyan, Tang Xiaoran didn't mention it to Su Mi.

"How long do you plan to stay this time?"

"tomorrow."

"So fast?" Su Mi was surprised, she had never seen her so anxious before.

How did she know that when Tang Xiaoran met Shen Muyan this time, she could not wait to leave this city, the city with Shen Muyan.

In the morning of the second day, she immediately rushed to the airport and bought the earliest flight back.

I was so anxious that I just wished that the time would pass quickly and let her leave this place quickly.

She didn't even know what she was hiding from.

When exchanging the boarding pass, he was suddenly grabbed by someone: "Xiaoran, I tried my best, but I still can't let you go."

Tang Xiaoran's breath stagnates: Why is it him?

Shen Muyan!
"Come with me."

Anger appeared on Tang Xiaoran's pretty face: "I don't!"

The man sized her up from head to toe. His gaze was so hot that it read "bad intentions" brightly. Tang Xiaoran became nervous for a moment: "I said, I don't."

"Hey, Xiaoran, come home with me."

"Home? My home is not here."

The man narrowed his eyes dangerously for a moment: "Nonsense, wherever I am, is your home."

"..." After a while: "Is there something wrong with you?" Tang Xiaoran looked at the man across from him with strange eyes, but he really couldn't think of any reason why this man would say this... Cough cough, strange Come on with nasty words.

Xiaoran, in the past, you spent seven years waiting for me, but now I wait for you with everything. "Don't say seven years, even multiply it by two, he will wait!

"I have plenty of time, Xiaoran. In this life, I, Shen Muyan, will spend it slowly with you."

What the hell is he talking about?
Tang Xiaoran didn't expect that a man who hated her for seven years and wished to divorce immediately would suddenly change his mind and fall in love with her...Anyway, she didn't believe it.

With distrustful eyes, Tang Xiaoran looked at the man in front of him warily: "Boss Shen, you won't say that, are you in love with me?"

"Yes! I just want to say, Tang Xiaoran, I'm in love with you." The man said seriously: "So, don't reject me anymore, let's start over."

"Pfft." Tang Xiaoran couldn't help but burst out laughing: "Cough, cough cough... Next, is Mr. Shen going to say that you have already fallen in love with me?"

"Yes, since you already know, then I have nothing to hide. Yes, I, Shen Muyan, have already fallen in love with Tang Xiaoran!"

"Hahahaha... Mr. Shen, you are so funny. Seeing your serious appearance, I almost believed it. Unfortunately," she sneered, "I don't believe it."

(End of this chapter)