rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 236 Chapter 237
I think I am a very difficult person to get along with. No matter how close someone is, I like them very much one second, but I will hate them when I see their backs in the next second.Moreover, he is also a hardcore member of the Appearance Association, and he will put people in the ranks of likes and dislikes based on his first impression.

There is a clear distinction between love and hate, black is black, white is white, and there is no room for sand in my eyes... These are all my faults.In fact, it has also been modified, or it can be said that the water chestnut has been ground away, and it has become less extreme.But does this count as erupting in silence?Once lit, I, who is usually quiet or even a little introverted, would get mad, slamming doors and throwing things. This is a relatively normal way to vent. The most extreme thing was that I went on a hunger strike for three days, not even drinking water, and just lay dead bodies in the room.

Reborn, I seem to treat everything calmly, but I understand that it is even more extreme.I left home for seven or eight years just because I felt a little dislike from my mother.I feel that I am more self-willed in adolescence than in my previous life. Compared with my previous life, I do have more opportunities and confidence in this life.Are you proud that you are not patriarchal?Then I will go far away, and let you beg and coax me not to come back.

But after walking a long way, I enjoyed the freedom I once thought, but I was not as happy as the bird I imagined.

Only then did I understand that the so-called freedom is based on responsibility.Facing life positively and growing up well is the same as the life trajectory of all ordinary people.For example, go to a prestigious university that makes parents look good, find a stable job, marry and have a child with a person who has all the conditions that are acceptable and I don’t hate it, a somewhat ordinary but equally busy life.But this is definitely the life that most people work hard for.And with these, is freedom.Freedom, which does not seem to be freedom, is very typical, very helpless, and even so taken for granted that people want to escape and stay away.

And Chen Jinghua is the person I choose not to hate after I slowly figured it out, but I am not a firm person after all.No matter how good I know him, I'm still annoyed, and I'm too lazy to get along with him like a honey.I am always resisting him in my heart, maybe it is more of a resistance to the inevitable trajectory of life, maybe I feel that I am just attracted to him and it is not enough for him, maybe I am still looking forward to the unknown that makes me giggle whenever I think of it lovers.That's why he couldn't stand him trying to please him in every possible way?
Okay, I admit I'm being hypocritical again.All he had to do now was to bow his head to Chen Jinghua and say sorry.There is nothing shameful about this, anyway, I often did this in my previous life.Whether it's from parents, other elders, or the experience of getting along with brothers and sisters, men are actually very magnanimous, as long as it doesn't embarrass him or wear a cuckold, anything else is easy to talk about.

I wanted to do it, so I no longer sighed about the past and present.Put on the slippers on the ground and go out with a 'crackling' sound.When I opened the doorknob, I wondered if we would have a face-to-face meeting like a bloody drama in a soap opera.But it's a pity that reality is reality, and Chen Jinghua didn't leave his face and come back.

"Sister." Walking out of the living room, I saw Qin Yi and Qin Yang lying lazily on the sofa, watching the farce about you are crazy and I am fool.

"Where are Rong Rong and Chen Jinghua?" I took a look and sat down beside them, took a bite of the jelly they handed over, and asked a little strangely.

"Sister Rongrong went shopping, and she took Chen Jinghua along to do hard work." Qin Yi saw that I was eating well, so he grabbed the jelly from my hand and ate it.Children are like this, when they see other people eating happily, they think that other people's food is better than their own. "By the way, Sister Rongrong said that she helped you teach Chen Jinghua a lesson. You don't have to repay her, as long as you cook a delicious meal."

"Don't let Chen Jinghua come to Chen Jinghua in front of your parents, and don't ask me for help when you learn a lesson." I took a few jellies and prepared to freeze them into ice before eating them. For some reason, I was a little afraid of soft and QQ jellies , I think it is delicious when frozen into ice like a popsicle.

"Understood." Qin Yi nodded, he understood what I meant, that is, he could call Chen Jinghua whatever he wanted in front of his elders!Clear, clear. "Sister, well, I actually like frozen jelly too, so please take it all and freeze it."

I looked at Qin Yang, and he nodded as well, then put the jelly back on the fruit plate, and then carried the whole plate into the kitchen.After putting the jelly in the freezer, open the fresh-keeping layer to see what else is in the refrigerator.Reward Qin Rong for a while, and catch up with Chen Jinghua by the way, just by the way, really just by the way!

(End of this chapter)