rebirth, romance, space

238 Chapter 239 Does it still count?
After dinner, Chen Jinghua and I left the house for a walk under the sad little eyes of Qin Rong and the ambiguous gaze of our younger brothers.

Summer evenings in Guangcheng are not as cool as those in the countryside. Even though the egg yolk sky is completely submerged by night, the heat that penetrates the sandals and reaches the skin of the feet really makes people feel a little irritated.

Walking along the community to the mulberry forest, I walked slowly in front, and Chen Jinghua followed quietly.This scene is very similar to most couples in the countryside, whether they are young or gray-haired, they all walk in tandem.They will not walk hand in hand like the tenderness shown on TV, nor will they have an intimate kiss regardless of the occasion like the trendy people in developed cities, but walking like that will let everyone know that they are husband and wife.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have annoyed you." I turned around and smiled apologetically at Chen Jinghua.

He didn't speak, just walked to my side, and wrapped my hand with his palm as if nothing had happened.He didn't dare to look at me either, but coughed unnaturally twice.

"If you told me to stay with me all the time, does it still count now?" I tilted my head and asked him with a smile.When he was seven years old, I might not have recognized him from his fleshy bun face, but now because of his growth and height, his familiar face shape, if I still can’t recognize it, it’s really amnesia.In the previous life, he and I really only had a vulgar saying that we had no relationship, but now, I know that there is no restraint on us in this world.

First love is beautiful, unique and vigorous in everyone's heart.I have never understood love, and I am not a good believer in love, but I cannot deny that I really had the most beautiful and pure relationship with him in my previous life.It seems regrettable to be separated from him, but if I go back to that time, my choice will definitely be to still choose to separate.

I admit that I want to marry into a wealthy family and have the mind of Cinderella, but I have been deeply educated by the living environment since I was a child; people have the right to dream, and even more the right to gamble with life.But my background is really not suitable for marrying him.

It's like the story of Cinderella marrying a prince that everyone knows, but can they really live happily ever after?
Once again in this life, I met earlier, and seeing his familiar face, I hesitated and impulsively, but life is life, and there are always so many things to consider.Asking him like this now is because of a momentary touch, rather than giving him a chance to meet him again, to see if we can be together without any regrets.

Chen Jinghua was silent for a long time, holding my hand loosely and tightly, emotions flashed across his face, including surprise, joy, contemplation, and prudence. "I want to take care of you, it's true." He stopped, put his hands on my shoulders, and said every word seriously and slowly. "I used to want to follow you because I wanted to get more from you, but in the past two years, I want to take care of you and take care of my mother like my father."

I didn't interrupt him but just listened to him quietly.

"I don't know if I love you, but I think you have me absolutely in your eyes. I can't promise you anything now, because I don't have the conditions to say anything, and I dare not ask you to wait for me to succeed. But I really I really like you, I like everything about you. Even though I know you have the ability to solve it this time, I just can't help but want to see you, I, I, I just like you!"

I grinned higher and higher, and finally couldn't help but put my head close to his arms.He is really attractive!In addition, I lived 38 years in my previous life, but I was still fascinated by him.Although I hated myself for being knocked down so easily by him, listening to his powerful but chaotic heartbeat through the shirt still felt so sweet.

He was startled by my actions, and it took him a few seconds to come back to his senses, and put his hands behind my back clumsily.He felt that this time was different from the hugs in the past. In the past, it was more just to tease me, or comfort, or even a good feeling between the two brothers.But now he really wanted to ignore everything, but hugged his childhood sweetheart tightly to his chest.

(End of this chapter)