rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 268 Chapter 270
Q•X quickly disappeared in front of people after the Grammy ended, only her manager MR•L was interviewed by the media and announced that the new album will be officially released on January 2005, 1, which made all reporters and fans watch. With Q•X escorted by security guards, he boarded the car and left.

"Laugh, are you okay?" Assistant Anthony turned around from the co-pilot and asked worriedly. He watched me kick off the stiletto heels, put my feet on the seat, and hugged my hands. My face was pale and there was no blood.

I shook my head, preventing him from continuing.Numbly looking at the scenery flashing by the car window, I feel that everything is quickly left behind, as if there are countless devils dancing, gnashing their teeth and smashing into my world in groups.They tightly wrapped around my neck, making me breathless and suffocated in a panic scene. They never put me to death, they just tortured my body and drained my spirit again and again, endlessly and endlessly.

Those memory fragments that erode my whole mind all the time, sweeping me away like raging waves over and over again.I used to think, and now I think so, that it is the meaning of my rebirth to let my family not worry about money.But even if I don't admit it anymore, the world, people's hearts, and reality are indeed not the cruelest but more cruel to the ancient bloodline flower demon with the spirit mirror against the sky.

What could be more disorienting than knowing that both your past life and your reincarnation are man-made?Everyone is acting on themselves?Are all the family members who love so much engraved in their hearts fake?Are those days of embarrassment trying to survive fake?

I don't know what other people's beliefs are, but my own beliefs have never changed, and I live for my family and those I care about.Now, actually come to tell me that everything is false.what is this?I can understand Shang Yan's obsession with longevity, I can also understand Mr. Liang's desire for the rise of the country, and I understand that Mai Yanni can break free from the contract because of love.The only thing that can't be accepted is that he exists only to open the teleportation array leading to the fairy world and was catalyzed by the four major cultivation families to awaken the blood of the ancient flower demon.

I'm still not strong enough, even if I wake up the ancient flower demon bloodline after rebirth.Because I'm not strong enough, I can't keep the woman who was pregnant with me for seven months as a medium, and who I have called my mother for more than 30 years.I can't keep the man who knows that there is nothing I can resist but still works hard to become stronger and only wants to let me live an ordinary life. I don't think I am very close to him.I can't keep those elders and relatives who I never thought they would die.

All of this is because of me.If I was strong enough, Qin Rong wouldn't have exhausted her divine power to save me and fell into a deep sleep the night I was refined a few years ago.

It's a pity that it's too late, even if I kill all the people who ruined my belief, I can't get back the original one.

I thought that I would not be able to live, I thought that the pain would be numb to the extreme, I thought that I would cry until the end and my eyes would no longer be able to shed tears.But I am still alive and well, my heart is still beating even if it hurts to breathe, and whenever I think of my family, I start to feel sore and sad, and I can cry willfully as always.

I stretched out my hands, which were as white as jade and with luxuriant fingers, which were flawless under the lights in the car.In the previous life, the fingers were blunt and thick, the palms were covered with calluses from hard work, and the back of the hand was burst by the fruit ripening agent ethylene; can't remember.

Dad, mom, grandpa, grandma, grandma, grandpa, grandma, uncle, cousin, brother, aunt, aunt, uncle, all of them, will they come back?Will you really come back?Qin Rong said that as long as I cultivate to Kao, she will come back, and then she will have a way to get my parents to come back.is this real?

Why do I feel that time passes so slowly, so slowly that I gradually doubt the last words Qin Rong left before he fell asleep, and start to believe what those people I killed said.

(End of this chapter)