Uncle, stay safe

Chapter 284

Xi Yanyi looked at him, tears began to fall for no reason, patter patter like the heavy rain outside, "It's all my fault, I killed him!" She choked up, as if I didn't want to, but after seeing his face and hearing his voice, I couldn't help but start like this. After so many days of silence, the self-blame still hasn't dissipated, and it's finally about to spew out!
"It's not your fault, it's my fault. I shouldn't have let you go." Long Qingcang shook his head, his soft voice was like a gust of wind, capable of blowing away everyone's melancholy.

Xi Yanyi looked at him, tears continued to flow down, "Why bother to hug yourself, it's obviously my fault!" Putting her head on her knees, Xi Yanyi looked at other places, Long Qingcang again If this continues, she will really cry out loud. She has been silent for so many days, but who knows how much she wants to cry.

"It's not your fault, it's all my fault. If there was no dispute with the Iron Armored Army, if Zhuge Zhao hadn't been united with me all the time, he wouldn't have died." Long Qingcang sat beside Xi Yanyi, holding his hand in his arms. Hold her by the shoulders, let her lean in your arms, cry, you should not be alone, you should be accompanied by someone.

Leaning on Long Qingcang's shoulder, Xi Yanyi's body was trembling faintly, the sound of the rain outside was getting louder, her sobbing voice slowly mixed into the sound of the rain, Long Qingcang patted her Back, don't say anything, don't do anything, just stay with her!
"I really don't know how to face Kexin... Seeing her face, all I feel is guilt. I promised her to bring Zhuge Zhao back safely, but I failed..." Xi Yanyi's sobbing became louder and louder, maybe she didn't want to, but she couldn't stop it.

"I don't blame you, let alone you don't want to do this. If you really blame anyone, it should be me. I should have thought of it, but I didn't." Long Qingcang continued to take responsibility for himself, but no matter how he took it , the pimple in Xi Yanyi's heart will not be eliminated.

It rained heavily all night, and the two of them also sat in the pavilion in the suburbs all night. Perhaps because of the excessive exhaustion of mental and physical strength for so many consecutive days, Xi Yanyi fell ill at an untimely time. The high fever suddenly hit, and he fell down and couldn't get up. .

In a daze, she didn't know where she was, but she felt as if she had been floating in the clouds, so soft that she was reluctant to wake up, she just wanted to float in the clouds, overlooking the misty clouds, blowing the warm wind gently, without using anything Think, do nothing.

The huge bedroom is shrouded in light gauze, and from time to time there is a breeze blowing in from the outside. The gauze flutters like a fairyland. Long Qingcang, a tall and tall man in single clothes, walks in from outside the bedroom, holding a jade lamp in his hand, which contains warm He looked a little haggard, but his eyes were full of brilliance. He walked towards the large dragon bed, on which lay Xi Yanyi quietly. Ever since she passed out in the carriage that morning, Long Qingcang Brought her back to the palace, so many things happened, he understood what she endured, it was not anyone's fault, the fault was that they were born in this era, formed a complicated relationship, and created such a In the end, no one complained, everything was fate!
When she opened her eyes, what she saw was the bright yellow top of the bed, and she knew where she was without even thinking about it!
"Oh, it hurts!" When she moved her body, the flesh on her body was sore as if it had been crushed, she felt dizzy and a little hot, Xi Yanyi knew she had a cold.

After the dizziness faded away, Xi Yanyi sat up and looked around the palace, it didn't change, it was still the same as before.

He lowered his head and looked at the clothes he was wearing. The bright yellow tunic, smooth texture, and the faint smell of ambergris on it, turned out to be Long Qingcang's clothes!
Xi Yan twitched from the corner of his eyes, tear off the clothes on his body, it was as big as a sack!
"Come here!" There was no one in the entire bedroom. She felt hungry and wanted to eat something. For so many days, she returned to the imperial capital from Tianyun Pass. On the way, she only ate a few mouthfuls of steamed buns every day. I didn't feel hungry at all, but after being ill, my body's functions seemed to be awakened.

But within a few seconds, there were small footsteps outside, getting closer and closer, and then appeared in front of my eyes, a face that looked a little scary, but had a pair of kind eyes, it was Zhao Sheng!

"My lord, you're awake!" Zhao Sheng quickly ran to the bed, picked up the coat on the side screen, and carefully put it on Xi Yanyi's body.

Xi Yanyi looked at her, as if he hadn't seen her for a long time, "Zhaosheng, how many days have I slept?"

"Two days!" Zhao Sheng replied, Xi Yanyi nodded, she thought she had slept for a long time!

"The son-in-law hasn't been buried yet, has he? Has a date been set?" She turned around and went to the ground. She was going to send Zhuge Zhao off on his last journey!
Zhaosheng supported her, "My lord, you are not in good health, so don't go." Those things were rumored in the palace, it was hard for Zhaosheng to know, and they all said that Prince Ling blamed himself for the death of his son-in-law Anyway, along the way, she escorted the body of the son-in-law back and tortured herself into a shapeless figure. She also saw Xi Yanyi's appearance with her own eyes. She was so skinny. If she went again, she would see Princess Kexin or Zhuge University scholar's family was crying bitterly, I don't know what kind of blow they should receive, so it's better not to go!

"Where's Long Qingcang?" Xi Yanyi guessed that this might be an order from Long Qingcang not to let her leave the palace, but she still had to send Zhuge Zhao off on his last journey.

"Your Majesty? Your Majesty has gone to the Zhuge Scholars' Mansion." Zhao Sheng shook his head. The son-in-law and the Emperor are also close friends, so it is inevitable that he will be sad, but these two days the Emperor has been taking care of Xi Yanyi in undressed clothes. Zhao Sheng really doesn't understand, they What the hell are these people torturing each other for? What's the point of going on like this? Would you be happy if you tortured each other to death!

"Didn't you say when you'll be back?" Xi Yanyi asked as he tightened his clothes.

Zhao Sheng shook his head, "Although I didn't say anything, I'm sure I'll be back in the evening." The emperor travels regularly these days.

"Really? What time is it now?" I couldn't see the sky outside, nor could I see the sun shining brightly. It was probably still gloomy.

"It's just after noon, and it's raining outside!" Sure enough, it's really raining, and the weather always suits people's mood.

(End of this chapter)