The simple green plum is warm

Chapter 263 She Was Afraid To Like Me
In Qingcheng's ultra-luxury box, on the black pure leather sofa, sat four men exuding a cold aura all over their bodies. They all had serious faces, and their emotions could not be seen.

It was so quiet in the box, as if the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard.The thick wooden door completely isolates the noise from the outside and the loud music from the corridor.

The waiter who was standing at the door always felt a cold breath coming from behind him, subconsciously looked at the air outlet of the air conditioner, the air conditioner had already been turned off this month.

Chi Yuan shook the goblet in his hand, and the purple-red liquid drew a beautiful arc on the wall of the cup with the shaking of the cup.

Su Lingxuan twisted the bottom of the cup with the thumb, index finger and middle finger of his right hand, and said nothing. Because he was sitting in the backlight, he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Yan Shaochen also changed from his usual hippie smiling face, and looked at Jian Zelin who was sitting in the middle of the sofa, who was dressed in black and exuded the inviolability of strangers.

Jian Zelin ignored the abnormality of these three people and called someone to come over, but sat here without saying a word.

Occasionally, the sound of pouring wine can be heard in the box, as well as the sound of ice cubes colliding with glasses.Jian Zelin drank the spirits one cup after another, but didn't take the initiative to speak.

Yan Shaochen frowned, watched the liquid in the wine glass drink up again, finally leaned over and took the wine glass from his hand, and put it heavily on the table.

"Well, it's really boring." Jian Zelin was not annoyed by Yan Shaochen's actions, but frowned in dissatisfaction.

Su Ling took a sip of the red wine. He rarely used wine as a tool to vent like Jian Zelin.It looked like Jian Zelin's dissatisfied face, as if he saw Jian Zelin drinking for the first time 13 years ago.

His brows were furrowed, his lips were tightly pursed, his eyes were empty, his face seemed devoid of any emotion, but his heart was uncharacteristically turbulent.

It was after Xue Zhiyan's parents' funeral, he, Jian Zelin and Chi Yuan hid in Jian Zelin's room and drank for the first time.At that time, Xue Zhiyan's whereabouts were unknown.

"Why take the medicine!" Yan Shaochen's tone was also uncharacteristically cold, like a messenger who came out of hell, which made the people who heard these words shudder.

But Su Lingxuan and Chi Yuan have long been used to it, and even Jian Zelin shrugged indifferently.

"Nightmare." Jian Zelin's answer couldn't be simpler, just two words.

nightmare.It was indeed a nightmare for him.Xue Zhiyan in the dream appeared again and again and then disappeared. The mother in the dream told him again and again with bloody hands to find her and take good care of her.

And the root of his nightmare was Xue Zhiyan.After disappearing in a car accident, he disappeared from his life, but kept appearing in his dreams.

In the dream, Xue Zhiyan smiled and called him Brother Linlin, and cried and told him that she was so lonely and scared.Everything is so real, but I can't see her face after waking up from the dream.

The mother in the dream yelled over and over again, and quarreled endlessly with her father. Every time she quarreled, Xue Zhiyan, who had been missing for a long time, was involved. The cursing and hysteria over and over again kept poking at the deepest part of Jian Zelin's heart. soft place.

When the mother in the dream was dying, she touched his face with her blood-stained hands and told him that she was wrong, she had been wrong all along, and it turned out that everything was imagined by her. The girl has no blood relationship with him, not what she thought, she destroyed this family with her own hands, she begged him to find her and take good care of her.

For so many days and nights, he remembered the words his mother uttered unscrupulously when she was arguing with her father.Those words are like a fishbone stuck in the throat, which cannot be swallowed or spit out. If you try to pull it out, you will even hurt yourself.

He once regarded the most important little girl in his heart as his greatest enemy, the most direct cause of destroying his family and causing his mother to jump off the building.

He blamed her for 13 years and hated her for 13 years.

But when he saw her alive and kicking in front of him again, he still wanted to feel sorry for her.

He wanted to use his words to protect his uneasy heart and hide the excitement of seeing her again, but he didn't expect that because of his self-protection, he pushed her further and further away, and he didn't even want to like him anymore.

"Xue Zhiyan?" Chi Yuan squinted his eyes, his gaze shifted from the red wine glass in his hand to Jian Zelin's face, carefully observing Jian Zelin's expression.

Once upon a time, Xue Zhiyan was the biggest taboo between them, that little girl who disappeared from their lives at the age of eight.

Even the games, songs, and dances related to her are topics that they cannot mention.Once mentioned or touched, this cold man on the sofa will be furious.

They even forgot what the smiles on everyone's faces were like when the little girl was still there.Even the familiar childish voice has been gradually forgotten.

Su Lingxuan drank the red wine in the glass, glanced coldly at Jian Zelin and Chi Yuan, opened his thin lips lightly, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat, "If you don't untie your heart knot, how many times will Chen Kai It's useless to give you medicine. Even if you swallow a whole bottle of sleeping pills, it's just an exchange for Chen to wash your stomach!"

What Su Lingxuan said was not wrong at all, and it's not like this kind of thing never happened.He and Chi Yuan once saw Jian Zelin foaming at the mouth in bed because he swallowed a whole bottle of antidepressants.

Jian Zelin nodded in disbelief, and let out a sneer from his throat.Perhaps because of the alcohol, he was no longer leaning on the sofa, but propped his elbows on his legs, and buried his face in his palms.

Chi Yuan looked sideways at the man sitting beside him, feeling a sense of despair that he had never felt before, he didn't know if it was his own illusion, as if he saw the tears dripping from the corner of his eyes.

None of the four of them spoke anymore, and the box returned to silence.No one was willing to speak first, and no one wanted to break the silence, even though the silence in this box was suffocating.

After a long silence, Jian Zelin raised his head, leaned against the back of the sofa again, and let himself sink into the soft sofa.With his eyes closed tightly, it was impossible to guess what he was thinking at this moment.

Yan Shaochen looked at his face, sighed helplessly, and finally picked up the wine glass on the table, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass.

"She said." Jian Zelin's hoarse voice came from his throat. When several people looked at him, he seemed to have fallen asleep. What he said was like raving.

"She said that she was afraid that she would fall in love with me." Jian Zelin finally said what Xue Zhiyan said.

Yan Shaochen and Su Lingxuan froze at the same time while pouring the wine, even Chi Yuan stopped what he was doing, and when he looked at Jian Zelin in surprise, he saw two lines of tears running across his face.

(End of this chapter)