The simple green plum is warm

Chapter 648 That's Her Life
When Xue Zhiyan woke up, he found that he was lying in her and Jian Zelin's room.

She frowned and thought about it, if her memory is correct, she was lying in the guest room of Su Lingxuan's house before she fell asleep.

But now that she is back, it should be Jian Zelin who brought her back, right?But she slept too soundly, didn't she?No impression of being carried back?

Xue Zhiyan touched his hungry and deflated stomach, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

When she arrived at the living room, Feng Ziyao was boringly changing channels on the TV. Seeing Xue Zhiyan going downstairs, Feng Ziyao just glanced at her indifferently and didn't speak to her.

"Where's Jian Zelin?" Xue Zhiyan went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, searched around but couldn't find Jian Zelin, and asked with a slight frown.

"Chi Yuan and the others went to Su Lingxuan's place together. Liang Huan just answered Yan Shaochen's call and went over to get some food." After Feng Ziyao finished speaking, he moved to the side to make room for Xue Zhiyan.

Xue Zhiyan lifted the blanket and got in, leaning tightly beside Feng Ziyao, watching her change the TV channel without saying a word.

Feng Ziyao finally stopped the TV channel on the court drama that they had watched more than ten times, she turned her head and looked at Xue Zhiyan seriously.

Xue Zhiyan looked at the scene on TV, which she had already memorized by heart, and murmured, "What's wrong? Don't watch TV?"

"Are you really thinking what you said this morning?" Feng Ziyao put down the remote control, hugged his legs, and rested his chin on his knees.

Xue Zhiyan frowned, thinking about what she said today, she didn't know which sentence Feng Ziyao was referring to, she looked away from the TV, and looked at Feng Ziyao puzzled, "Say it Too many words, which sentence did you say?"

Feng Ziyao was a little speechless. In the past seven days, Xue Zhiyan said the most words today.

Regardless of whether she was really hysterical or finally released the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, she really said a lot.

What should be said, what should not be said, has been said.

Feng Ziyao didn't remember a few words, but he only remembered what she said, it's not her who deserves to be damned, it's you and me.

She looked at Xue Zhiyan's confused expression, wondering if she should repeat what she said this morning

Everyone who was present at that time was surprised when they heard Xue Zhiyan's words.

They never knew that Xue Zhiyan still had such extreme thoughts in his heart.They only think that Xue Zhiyan has been suppressed for too long, and he speaks indiscriminately.

But Feng Ziyao knew that if Xue Zhiyan didn't have such thoughts, he definitely wouldn't have said those words.

In fact, Feng Ziyao wished that she didn't know Xue Zhiyan that well. In that case, she could treat Xue Zhiyan's words as indiscriminate.

But that's not the case.

In the past few days, as Chi Yuan's fiancée, she was busy with Chi Qian's funeral. Although she didn't have much time to accompany Xue Zhiyan, she knew that Xue Zhiyan really couldn't accept this fact.

She knew that the reason why Xue Zhiyan didn't speak was because she didn't want others to know what she really thought in her heart.

So she was a little hesitant now, she really didn't want to see Xue Zhiyan's negative emotions that wanted to hide but couldn't escape her eyes again.

So, she just opened her mouth and didn't make a sound.Then she turned her head and watched the TV seriously, but she didn't see any plot.

"Don't you think what I said is wrong? Qianqian shouldn't have died..." Xue Zhiyan laughed softly. In her mind, Chiqian, like her parents, shouldn't die. If it wasn't for To protect her, none of them would die.

She suddenly realized why Shen Bihua suddenly looked at her with hatred when she was a child.

Because in Shen Bihua's eyes, maybe she is really an ominous person?Shen Bihua was probably also afraid that she would bring some bad luck to her?

More than ten years ago, three of her closest people died because of her.And more than ten years later, when she felt that she had no relatives and had these close friends by her side, another person died because of her.

How can she feel that she is not the one with the bad luck?

The smile on the corner of Xue Zhiyan's mouth became more and more bitter, and her vision of watching TV became more and more blurred.

She didn't know the meaning of her tears, they were like crocodile tears, useless.

Even if she went blind from crying, Chi Qian would never turn from that pile of bones into a living person.

But her tears flowed out uncontrollably.

She felt that she must have been suppressed for too long in the past few days, so her tears were disobedient at all and kept flowing out.

She really wanted to cry loudly and express her grief to Chi Qian, but she felt that she was not qualified for that, she was not worthy.

So during these seven days, when she was supposed to cry and vent her emotions, she forcibly suppressed all her emotions.

She looks very calm, but only she knows how much she doesn't want to be so calm, she shouldn't be so calm.

But she is not worthy!She killed Chi Qian, so in what capacity did she cry?She is not qualified, right?

Thinking about it this way, Xue Zhiyan felt very wronged again, and his tears became even more uncontrollable.

Liang Huan carried the food box from Su Lingxuan, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Xue Zhiyan crying on the sofa with hazy eyes, and Feng Ziyao stared at the TV intently with frown, but his mind was distracted.

As soon as she closed the door, she heard Xue Zhiyan muttering to herself in a crying voice, and she heard her say, "The damned person is me! Na Mingli was going to push me down! But Chi Qian died , Don’t I deserve to die? I killed her! What right do I have to cry..."

When Liang Huan heard this, she subconsciously let go, and the food box in her hand fell to the ground.

The aroma of the food filled the room in an instant, she changed half of the slippers, but did not change again, she just felt a surge of anger rushing to her head, and strode directly to Xue Zhiyan.

She raised her chin with one hand, and slammed Xue Zhiyan's face fiercely with the other hand. The crisp applause brought Feng Ziyao, who was distracted, back to his senses.

She looked dumbly at Liang Huan, who was already in tears, and Xue Zhiyan, whose head had been knocked aside, her tears also overflowed her eyes.

She bit her lower lip tightly, trying not to cry out, she looked at Liang Huan whose lips were trembling with anger.

Liang Huan pointed at Xue Zhiyan's face, wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, and said angrily, "Xue Zhiyan, it's not you, nor Chi Qian, it's Na Mingli! If Chi Qian knew that you have such Thoughts, how regretful is she for pulling you? She saved you not to make you feel sorry for yourself! She pulled you because she wants you to live well! "

"She rushed to pull you without hesitation, so she was willing! You didn't kill her! It was Namingli who killed her! It was Namingli! You have no crime! You are also a victim! "

"She didn't let you live to make you blame yourself and dare not even cry! She let you live for her! Xue Zhiyan, what are you doing like this? You have to hold back even crying! Have you got it right?" Qianqian is your best friend? If so, why do you think you are sorry for her? Don't you respect the choices she makes? "

"But that's her life!" Xue Zhiyan looked at Liang Huan's face with tears in his eyes, and kept repeating, "That's her life..."

(End of this chapter)