Queen of the World: Drunk in the World

Chapter 293 Let Me Be Quiet

Since Ming came to look for Huang Yanyi, Huang Yanyi locked herself in Youfeng Laiyi.

No one is seen.

Only Ying, after hearing what had happened, was worried and hurried over from the other courtyard.

In his hand, he also carried two jugs of wine.

She knew that Huang Yanyi must be very distressed at this moment.

"Dong dong dong" Ying knocked on the door.

In the room, there was no response.

"Dong dong dong" Ying knocked on the door a few more times, "Master, it's me, Ah Ying."

After a long time, I heard Huang Yanyi's voice from the back room, "Ying, let me be quiet."

"Master, I brought the sweet-scented osmanthus wine I brewed myself, do you want..."

"Squeaky" Before the movie finished speaking, the door opened.

Ying walked in with the wine, Huang Yanyi waved his long sleeves, and the door closed again.

"Why are you bothering?" Ying opened the wine, poured a glass, and handed it to Huang Yanyi.

"He's married." Huang Yanyi drank a glass of wine, shook her head before saying these three words.

Ying was stunned, "You care about this? You know he doesn't love Miss Changle."

"Perhaps, it's because I don't love him enough." Huang Yanyi said leisurely, "I never thought of leaving everything behind to go with him. I'm selfish. In my heart, I still have the throne and my husband." And the kids. I can't afford to give him the kind of life he wants."

"Perhaps, Master Ming doesn't care anymore? All he wants is to be by your side." Ying comforted.

"So what?" Huang Yanyi raised her face, "If you miss it, you will miss it. It is impossible in this world. There is love waiting for you forever."

Ying also drank a few glasses of wine and said, "Then master, why are you so distressed now?"

Huang Yanyi suddenly couldn't answer, why?Now that you have decided to draw a clear line of demarcation, why worry about it? "I do not know."

I don't know why my heart feels like this.

It was like pressing against a big rock, and I couldn't breathe at all.

This uncomfortable feeling, I don't know if it is called distressed.

Ying sighed, "Master, you... haven't seen your heart clearly, you haven't seen your feelings clearly." Then, she hugged Baohuang Yanyi, patted her on the back and said, "Be quiet, I gone back."

Huang Yanyi didn't open her mouth to take pictures, but just drank one cup after another.

　 you are wrong.

　 It's not that I don't know my heart, let alone that I can't see my feelings clearly.

　 As for Zhou Xiangcang and Ming, I clearly know who I love more.

　 I also know that I want to stand with Ming, the feeling that Ming gives me is very real and natural, like a blooming lily, pure love.

　 Zhou Xiangcang, he makes me feel bad.

　 He changed himself for my liking.

　 Although, the pampering that emanates from him is so unfamiliar and deliberate.

　 He is also the father of my children, the first man I came into this world.

　 Although, love Ming and love Zhou Xiangcang are not contradictory to each other.

　 However, when I saw Zhou Xiangcang timidly standing at the door to eavesdrop today, why did I feel so uncomfortable.

　 And to be more precise, I don't want to let Ming down, right?
　 A man like him should be fit for freedom.

　 He should walk the rivers and lakes, roam the world, soar in the four seas, and see more attractive scenery.

　 He is not suitable for a deep palace, let alone serving a woman with others.

　 Every day, jealousy.

　 he can not.

He is proud, he deserves a better woman than me.

I'm sorry, I love you, so I should let you go all the more.

　 　
(End of this chapter)