Queen of the World: Drunk in the World

Chapter 524 Nightmare haunted
It was already slightly brighter.

Huang Yanyi only put on a big cloak and got off the couch, looking at the sleeping Ming and the child, Huang Yanyi didn't open the window, but directly opened the door and walked out.

There was snow goose feathers flying outside, and the snow was already more than two feet thick.The palace roof and the distance are covered with a thick white quilt, which looks strangely beautiful in white.

Going out of the palace gate is the usual palace alley, looking around, it looks like a silver road.The early risers were cleaning the heavy snow, with smoke coming out of their mouths all the time.

Xianger, I dreamed about you again.

Funny how I didn't realize how much you mean to me.

I thought, I just regarded you as a relative.Everything that cannot be lost, as far as I am concerned, can be survived.But when I really lost you, I realized that the pain in my heart is beyond words.I feel that my head, my brain, my eyes, my heart, every cell in my body has the unknown emotions left over from your loss.Sometimes, it's heartache, sometimes it's sadness, sometimes it's anger, sometimes it's pain, and sometimes it's trouble breathing.Ming always said to me: Ah Yan, it is not me that you love.I don't know, is it the same as what he said, you are the one who has the love in my heart, because I can't see myself clearly.I only clearly understand that your departure is heartbreaking for me.I tried my best to bear it, and I used all the vicious words to blame you, I blame you for not listening to advice, and I blame you for your kind nature.But, what I love, isn't that what you are?

Xiang'er, are you really going to hell now?I dreamed that you went from the first floor of hell, all the way down, all the way down, and now it is already the twelfth floor.If this is not true, why, every detail, every pain you go through, I can feel so real?If this is true, is there really such a wonderful thing in the world that separates us from Yin and Yang, but connects our hearts?I wish it wasn't true.I wish it was just a dream.You are struggling in my dream, I can't sleep peacefully every night, and I am willing to be tortured.In short, it doesn't have to be true.I don't want it, you have suffered so much.

Xiang'er, I have been searching for your body for two full months, but I still haven't found it.

You said, isn't this a particularly miraculous thing?

"Ayan..." Ming's voice came from behind.

Huang Yanyi turned her head back, "Why are you awake, why don't you sleep for a while?"

Ming tried his best to endure his ugly expression, "What about you? Aren't you awake too?"

Huang Yanyi lowered her head and said nothing.

Xiang'er, I dare not tell Ming that I dreamed of you again.

In fact, in my heart, you, Wuguo, Lingji, Ming, Baitai, these people are equally important in my heart, and there are others. . .thousands of degrees.

I tried my best to tell myself that I had done nothing wrong, a queen should keep her position.However, now there is always another voice telling me that I am wrong.I ignored you too much.

"What are you thinking?" Ming asked again.

Huang Yanyi came back to her senses and shook her head, "It's cold, let's go in."

Looking at Huang Yanyi's back, she felt more and more lost.

You realize it, right? Ah Yan, you realize that the one you love is Xiang Cang.You dreamed of him again, and you couldn't hide it from me.Ah Yan, I can tolerate these men in your harem, but I can't accept that the person you love the most is not me.

(End of this chapter)