Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 118 There is a difference

You have to try your best to restrain yourself before you slap him!

"Zhou Gongjin, you are a scoundrel! We are already divorced, and now you are trying to tie me up with a car accident, and I will tell you now, there is no door! Yes, I live in the shadow of my father and have boundless fear of car accidents. When I stood outside the door just now, I was numb from head to toe. Others don’t know, don’t you, Zhou Gongjin, know? It’s a rotten sore in my heart. , and then say one more sentence, what if you die."

I took a deep breath to calm down my increasingly uncontrollable emotions, and after I suppressed it, I stared into his eyes and said word by word: "Today I will put a word for you here: If you die Now, I will be your widow, and I will live under your shadow for the rest of my life, forever."

Zhou Yu was shocked, and the pain in his eyes showed, "Jia Xiaoru, that's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean? You used car accidents to force me over and over again, didn't you just want my words? Yes, we just got divorced, and I haven't done enough to ignore you. There is no way to hear that you were in a car accident. Just be as calm as watching an idler’s news. Isn’t that what you want to see? Now I will give you everything. If you really die because of this car accident today, then I will be single from now on Keeping you forever. Is this enough?"

All of a sudden, I couldn't restrain my emotions anymore, I just wanted to pour out all the pain and annoyance in my heart.But I regretted it when I said it. The car accident was like a catastrophe to me. The image of my father lying in a pool of blood back then still feels so painful that I can’t help myself. How could I say something that cursed him to die in a car accident ?
Unexpectedly, he suddenly jumped up and yelled at me: "Not enough! I don't want you to be my widow, and I don't want to die either! When I passed by the god of death, I was terrified. Afterwards, I was glad that I was still alive, and I was still alive See you. Jia Xiaoru, let me tell you, I only want you to be my wife in this life, and I don't want you to be any other role."

I smiled miserably, "I've already been, and now I'm your ex-wife."

He took a step back, with a miserable expression on his face, but his eyes were puzzled: "Why can't we start over?"

I sat on the hospital bed and looked up at him, and asked in a low voice: "How do we start all over again? Go back in time? Then we have to go back to my father's time, who never knew your aunt. Otherwise, even if we go back to the past What has changed, you approached me without any purpose? Then you wouldn’t like me anymore. Zhou Gongjin, this is an endless loop, do you understand? It’s just a cover-up or a cover-up, the fact is that , can’t be erased or erased.”

Even if we are really together, there will always be a certain quarrel or conflict, the past will be stimulated again.What's more, except for Zhou Liang who treats me pretty well, the rest of his family are against it.Especially his mother, it was not a simple prejudice, but a secret hatred that had been buried for decades.

If it is not avoided, the problem will not exist.

I've tried it once without hesitation, but it ended in failure and scars.

Forgive me for not having the courage to turn back.

When I got up again, Zhou Yu didn’t come to stop me, but only lowered my eyes, and I looked at the wound on his forehead and reminded me softly: “The wound should be open, ask a doctor or nurse to help you re-bandage, Mo Learn from me."

The wound on my finger has already healed, leaving only a scar there, which should not disappear in a short time.Thinking of that time, I always cracked the wound again and again, thinking that it would never heal, but it turns out that no matter what kind of wound heals, no matter what kind of scar will eventually leave a scar.

When I walked to the door, he suddenly said from behind: "I can't go back in time. Since the past can't be erased, why don't you look forward? If you don't want to forgive me now, let me show you." .”

Gently opened the door, slowly said: "I can't do it."

I bumped into Zhou Liang who came back from the outside downstairs in the hospital. He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why did you leave? Is this the end of the matter?"

I paused, lowered my eyes and raised them again, and asked lightly, "Second Brother, do you know about my divorce from Zhou Gongjin?"

Zhou Liang told me the answer with an unsurprised expression, and I just heard him say: "I don't know, he hasn't been back since the second day of the Lunar New Year. My queen mother ordered me to make many calls and refused to go back. I was so angry Both Taihe and the old man went back to live in their hometown. On the seventh day of the seventh day, he suddenly appeared again, and called us all to our hometown, and threw your divorce certificates on the table, saying that he divorced you that day, Everyone's wishes came true. At that time, the old lady was very surprised, and went to pick up the divorce certificate to check, but was slapped away by the brat, and then asked the old lady if she was satisfied."

I silently listened to the story, it was something Zhou Yu could do, if he hadn't gone back to make trouble, it wouldn't be him.

He has a fickle temper and is straightforward, and he won't hide his thoughts from me and my family members, so the situation Zhou Liang mentioned is an inevitable result.

No need for me to ask, Zhou Liang took the initiative to speak: "Do you know how my old lady reacted at that time? That face is dark, tsk tsk, this is the first time I have seen it. The old man was scolding there, but the third child just stuck his neck at me. Go up and ask, why should the grievances of their generation be involved in this generation, and ask you what's wrong, so that they can't bear it."

I frowned and didn't make a sound, Zhou Yu fell out with my family because of me?

Zhou Liang said that Zhou's father almost went up and slapped Zhou Yu, but he and Zhou Nian stopped him.But Zhou Yu asked them dejectedly: Why don't you like me?What am I doing wrong?Even if they think that my father who hurt my aunt has been buried under the dust, why should I bear the past grievances?
In the end, he left with one sentence—"You ruined my happiness" and turned away. Since that day, he has never returned to his hometown or his apartment.No matter who called him, Zhou Nian even went to the police station to block people, and found out that he lived in a hotel near the police station every day.

Within two days, Zhou Nian returned to the United States with the two elders of the Zhou family, his wife and children.

I asked Zhou Liang why he didn't leave, and he said angrily: "You take it as my pleasure, because my old lady and the old man ordered me to stay in the country to watch the third child."

Can he be so obedient?I doubt it.But he didn't bother to care about Zhou Liang, he just said, "I'm going back."

"That's it? Leave the third child here?"

"He has his own place, and it has nothing to do with me. And with you taking care of him, nothing will happen."

Zhou Liang was taken aback, "You two haven't reconciled yet?"

I twitched the corner of my mouth, "Second Brother, we are getting a divorce, not a fight."

But Zhou Liang said awkwardly: "Didn't the two of you fight today since you were young and reconcile tomorrow? As for this time, divorce is just a document, no different from getting a marriage certificate."

I shook my head and whispered, "There is a difference."

When I drove back to the apartment, it was already daylight, and I felt very tired after tossing around all night. I took my mobile phone and typed Xiaodong to ask for leave. I only remembered that today is Saturday and I don’t have to go to work.So he went straight into the bedroom and fell asleep.

I slept until the afternoon before waking up. My head felt heavy and my nose was stuffed. I probably caught a cold after going out at night.

I searched all over the house but couldn't find any cold medicine, so I remembered that when I moved to Zhou Yu's place, I took all the spare medicines together. How could I think of this when I came back this time, since there was no medicine at home.

When I came back in the morning, I fell asleep directly. The water in the kettle was cold, so I had to boil it in the kitchen.

I used to drink pure water all the time, but since Zhou Yu came into my life, I was not allowed to use the machine again, saying that repeated reheating would result in stagnant water, and that it would be healthy to drink running water that was only boiled on the stove.

There is a water dispenser on my side, but not on his side. If you want to drink water, you have to go to the kitchen to boil it, and the water you drink must be filtered through a water purifier.I don't pay much attention here, just fill the kettle with tap water and turn on the fire.

Don't walk away when boiling water, which Zhou Yu has stated many times.

Because it is often forgotten that the kitchen is boiling water, and then the water will overflow to put out the fire after being boiled, which will be very dangerous.

On closer inspection, in fact, I lived a rough life, while Zhou Yu lived a finer life; but in terms of character, he was more frizzy, but I was more able to hold my breath.

Some time ago I could restrain myself from thinking about it, but after last night, I realized one thing: restraint will not work, the only way is to let nature take its course.Only when you remember that you don't have any worries, can you really let go.

Just like at the beginning of this year, I am trying to let go of the distance from my father; and at this moment, I am trying to let go of the distance from Zhou Yu.

(End of this chapter)