Jia Ru can come back

Chapter 144 Aunt's Letter (2)

But after I finished reading the two full-page letters, doubts abounded in my heart.Without waiting for her urging, she went to look for the envelope with the letter, opened it and read it, and finally found that only three of her so many letters were actually written, and the others were all empty.

From the beginning to the end, those three letters were not about the love for Dad or the things that Dad Yu experienced together, but there was a third person that I didn't expect.To be precise, Zhou Yu's aunt was full of disappointment and hatred for that person, but she was apologetic to her father.I squeezed the space between my eyebrows, sorted out the clues and the story roughly, and got a simplified version.

Back then, Zhou Yu's mother introduced her younger sister to her father, and the parents of both parties agreed to the marriage after seeing each other.But everyone doesn't know that Zhou Yu's aunt has long wanted to belong, and this arranged marriage is actually a big fight against mandarin ducks.Seeing that the wedding date with her father was imminent, my aunt made a painful decision to elope with her sweetheart, and she took the opportunity to go shopping with her father to take advantage of the opportunity to escape.

But she didn't expect that her sweetheart had no intention of abandoning everything like her. After the two fled to another city, the man ran back two days later and stole all the money she took out.She hated herself for being so blind that she wanted to elope with that heartless man without letting such a good man as her father go, and as a result, her father was scolded by others.

She walked all the way back from the field, and the cold reception and hunger and cold she suffered were unimaginable. Slowly, her nerves began to become abnormal.When he finally came back to City A and was found by his family, he was already in a frenzy.She had nowhere to vent her anger and hatred, and nowhere to express her deep regret, so she had to write it down with a pen.

These three letters are messy and written intermittently, and they should have been written when she first went crazy.

So in the whole incident, Dad was the most innocent person.He has been kept in the dark, but he has been reviled by the world and hated by that family.But he also thought that maybe he knew about it long ago, but chose to be fulfilled, and let all the faults and responsibilities be borne by himself.

There is no way of knowing what the truth is, and it doesn't matter.

"Did you find it?" Zhou Yu's aunt asked me while yawning. She was obviously sleepy and her eyes narrowed slightly.

I put down the envelope and looked up, "Not yet."

"Oh, forget it, go to sleep."

When I walked out of her room, I couldn't help but look back, and saw that she had climbed onto the bed, covered the quilt, and fell asleep peacefully.

The torrential rain outside was hitting the eaves very loudly, and I couldn't sleep even if I lay down. Zhou Yu should have already opened the room over there.My mind couldn't help turning to his aunt again. I was shocked and angry when I first learned of the existence of this person, not for this person, but for this matter.A cause 30 or 30 years ago has affected me [-] or [-] years later. Forgive me for not having such a broad mind to think from someone's standpoint.

Even when I learned that Zhou Yu brought me to see his aunt, I was furious, but as I slowly got in touch with his aunt, I let go of it, but the anger gradually dissipated.

I even thought that his aunt was not crazy at all, but was let down for love despite everything, and her guilt towards her father made her unwilling to face the reality, so she trapped herself in that dark world.But from a medical point of view, this is also a mental illness, collectively referred to as depression.It was Zhou Yu's grandmother's divorce that opened the door, making her want a new life while regretting her past, and the first step of this new life is to learn to forget.

Thinking about it further, she has actually been waiting for her father to come to her, but in the end he did not wait for him but me, so she revealed the letter to me when we first met, even Opening the letter let me understand what happened back then, which is to some extent my father’s repentance and compensation for the past.

Of course, this is all my guess, and there is no way to verify it. As long as his aunt lives in such a muddled way for a day, then she is a patient.

I also don't want to delve into the past, my father is gone, if he could hide for her back then, so can I now.

Repeatedly messing up my thoughts, I don't know when I fell asleep, I only heard the sound of rustling rain in my dream, thinking that the rain would stop when I woke up, but when I opened my eyes, the room was dark, and the rain outside the window was still there patter down.

When I went out, I found that Zhou Yu had come over and was talking to his two aunts. When they heard the movement, they all turned to look at me.

He asked, "Have you washed up yet?" Seeing me nodding, he said, "Then come over and have breakfast."

Breakfast was a night of rice noodles. It was said that it was raining and I couldn't get food from the kitchen, so I could only make do with it in the house.I had no objection, sat down and buried my head in eating, and heard Aunt Dong asking worriedly: "Why are you rushing back when it's raining so hard?"

"We all have to go to work tomorrow." Zhou Yu replied with a smile.

"But how dangerous it is to drive on this road."

Zhou Yu replied again: "No problem, I'll just drive slowly."

I didn't express my opinion, I just concentrated on eating rice noodles.In fact, I was reluctant to let me stay for one night, and I really didn't want to stay any longer, so even though I was worried that the road would be difficult, I didn't object.

After breakfast, we left. Zhou Yu asked the owner of the farm to buy two raincoats. He and I each wore one and held an umbrella.

After walking a few steps, I looked back and saw his aunt still standing at the door, because the rain was so heavy that I couldn't see her expression clearly.Clenching his hands, Zhou Yu said loudly behind him: "Don't look, if you want to come here for a while, I will bring you here."

I didn't comment, turned around and walked away.

Finally got on the car, my body was covered by a raincoat, but my trousers and shoes were all wet.After the air conditioner turned on, Zhou Yu asked me to roll up my trousers and take off my shoes before driving the car into the rain.

It is really unwise to drive in rainy days. The wipers have no time to wipe off the pouring rainwater, so the front windshield is like a waterfall, almost completely blocking the view.Zhou Yu drove very slowly, but I was still trembling with low visibility, and began to regret my decision to insist on driving back.

Finally, the snail crawled to the highway intersection, but the staff at the highway intersection informed us that traffic would be closed today.

Zhou Yu glanced at me and said, "If you insist on going back, we will take the national road from underneath."

I looked away embarrassingly, "Even if I don't go back now, I can't go anywhere else. Could it be that I'm driving back to the farm?"

"We can drive into the city," he said.

Seeing that I had no objection, he re-navigated and drove slowly towards the city.Because he wanted to concentrate on looking ahead to prevent a car from passing by and he couldn't see, so the two of them didn't speak or talk, so the atmosphere remained very quiet.

When we arrived in the urban area, there were a lot of cars, but they were all driving like turtles. Zhou Yu suddenly said, "Please pay attention to whether there is a hotel with a better environment on the side of the road. If you see it, tell me."

After walking for another ten minutes, I saw a hotel through the rain curtain and called him.It turned out that the parking lot was open-air, and after finally finding a parking space, he asked me to put on my raincoat in the car.After he put it on, he got out of the car and came to my side to hold an umbrella for me, so it was inconvenient for me to hold an umbrella again, so I had to go to him, and he naturally put his arms around my shoulders and walked quickly towards the hotel lobby .

From the corner of the eye, I saw that the umbrella almost covered my head, while most of his body was exposed.When I entered the lobby, I was okay, but he looked particularly embarrassed, because his raincoat was torn at the shoulders, and almost no part of his body was dry.

What was even more frustrating was asking the front desk staff if there were any rooms, but they replied that due to the sudden heavy rain, many customers did not check out and paid the room fee, so there were no vacancies.

Zhou Yu hugged me helplessly and said, "Let's go."

But I stopped him, "Let's not leave now, maybe someone will check out, why don't you find some clothes to change first?"

The staff immediately said alertly: "This gentleman can use our staff bathroom to take a bath first."

Zhou Yu didn't object when he heard what I said, so he asked me to sit on the sofa in the lobby and wait for him for a while.Fortunately, I did wait for it. Two men in a hurry came out with their suitcases to check out. I went up to inquire immediately, and when I heard that these two men had only one standard room.After the two checked out, the front desk asked me if I wanted to stay in this room. I was still hesitating when I heard Zhou Yu's voice from behind: "We'll check in."

Turning around subconsciously, he saw that his hair was wet, he was wrapped in a white nightgown that was often placed in the wardrobe in the hotel, and he had slippers on his feet, which should have been rinsed.

After he opened the room, he couldn't help but ask, "Where are your clothes?"

He laughed: "You are still afraid that I will throw away the clothes. Naturally, they will be sent to the dry cleaning and dried. You'd better change the clothes and send them to the dry cleaning after you go to the room."

I glanced at his nightgown, I'm afraid I won't be able to walk around wearing it like this.

The room is not big, and the facilities are fairly complete. The bathroom has a bathtub and a shower room, and the distance between the two single beds is not large.

"If you mind, I can find a bathroom to lie down for the night."

My heart paused, "Is there any bathroom near here?"

He didn't make a sound, and I didn't speak again, and the space fell silent.A heavy rain came unexpectedly, which stopped our return journey and even pulled us into the same space again.I can't tell whether this is good or bad, I just think that after this time, what should be done should be done.

At noon, she asked me whether I should go downstairs to the restaurant for dinner or order room service. I looked at my half-wet and muddy trouser legs and muddy sneakers, but I still couldn’t go down.So Zhou Yu called for room service. After ordering a few dishes, someone knocked on the door. It was his clothes that were cleaned and dried and delivered.

Zhou Yu handed me his clean trousers, "Go in and wash them, and change into mine first."

I hesitated, took his pants and went into the bathroom.As soon as he took off his shoes, he heard him say outside: "If you take off your shoes, hand them out to me first, so that I can ask someone to come and wash them."

I didn't answer him, but I took off my dirty pants and threw them out together with my shoes.

(End of this chapter)