Sadness in Vienna

Chapter 46

Luo Luo wrote her other novel "The End of Youth" in the dormitory. The story is about the memories of a group of young people at the last moment of their youth.

Someone knocked on the door.

"Miss Cheng, this is your letter. Please read it quickly. Hewantstoseeyou." The visitor was an Englishman who couldn't speak Chinese, so he eagerly said to Chen Luoluo in English.

On the cover of the letter, it was written personally by Chen Luoluo, which was Xia Ming's handwriting.

"ItoldhimthatIwillneverseehim." Luoluo said, since I said that I don't want to see you in this life, Xia Ming, what tricks do you still want to play.

"He is in the hospital and wounded heavily. Please..."

Luoluo opened the letter.

Falling down:

I don't know if I really like you, but I know I hated you once.

I like to stay with you, you taught me to have a good work and rest, taught me to make noodles, taught me to make my favorite fish-flavored pork shreds, taught me to play the piano... These let me really feel life .

I like it all, I like how you make me feel, I like hearing you play, you are serious, you take everything seriously.Especially you are very tolerant to others. My mother has been living in disbelief, but you have always trusted others.Living with you makes life really different.

Mom kept saying, you are a copy of Chen Ailin, and you will seduce my dad sooner or later.At first I didn't believe it, but then I believed it.Because I never liked others, but I fell in love with you.I don't know how I fell in love with you, but I can be sure that my father will like you like this.So, I hate you.

Later, when you left, I thought you would come back. I knew you couldn't bear the high tuition fees.But you didn't, you have been doing part-time jobs, insisting on your dream, you met a man named Xie Muyang, who opened an investment company and was very rich.You did not accept his help, and you have been relying on yourself all the time.You said that it would be more practical to rely on yourself.

I am very happy to see you entered the Vienna Academy of Music, sincerely happy for you.

Mom and Dad divorced, and this nightmare of my childhood is finally unfolding in real life.

I feel like I have nothing, only instant gratification is the best, and everything is empty.

I hope you forgive me.

Luoluo read the letter, Xia Ming, I hate you, how can I forgive you.

Looking at Chen Luoluo at the side, the British wrote down the address of the hospital on the back of the envelope.

"I hope you can go as soon as possible."

Luoluo didn't speak, turned around and left, she has been hiding in the piano room practicing piano. "Exodus", why I can't help but keep playing this song, why, escape, death and redemption, this is life.Xia Ming, why, what on earth do you want to do, the Englishman said you were lying in the hospital.I really want to ask is this true?If a person lied to you deeply, would you believe him a second time?The Englishman's expression was really anxious, as if Xia Ming was on the verge of life and death.

When Luoluo rushed to the hospital, Xia Ming's head was covered with bandages and her body was covered in blood.With an oxygen mask on his mouth, it was very difficult to breathe, and he was struggling all the time.The Englishman was by his side all the time, and when he saw Luoluo coming, he finally breathed a sigh of relief and left the ward.

Doctors have already carried out rescue, and everything is God's will.

Xia Ming said that he wanted to see a girl, and he has used his thoughts to hold on until now.

"Luoluo, will you forgive me?" Xia Ming said in a weak voice.Holding Luoluo's hand with his hand, he really wanted to feel a little warmth.

"Well, I forgive you." Can Chen Luoluo really forgive him?In this case, how could she not forgive him.

Xia Ming smiled, it was his real smile, it was over.He let go of his hands, a smile froze on his face, and his eyes closed peacefully.

"Xia Ming..." Luoluo called him, and he would never hear it again.

The doctor said that the deceased had been able to survive for 18 hours since the accident, which is already very good.

Nurses transported his body to the morgue.

The Englishman was his college friend named Lucas.Xia Ming never took classes in college, she always played games, ate, drank, played, had fun... imitating the Austrian ruffian and smoking opium.

No matter how late he comes back every day, he will write you a letter and tear it up after he finishes writing.Lucas, a British student, said that he has never seen a boy so infatuated with a girl. Do Chinese people like to express their love to girls in this way?

That day, when he and Xia Ming came out of the bar, a BMW drove towards them quickly. It was Xia Ming who pushed him away with his hands, and the car directly hit Xia Ming.When the car owner took him to the hospital, he was already bleeding.

Rukis recalled that the scene had been crying, with his hands folded on his chest, praying to God devoutly.

Xia Ming once said that if something happened to him one day, please Lukes hand over the letter in his notebook to a girl named Chen Luoluo. Her address is on the title page of the diary.

When the doctor was resuscitating Xia Ming, Lucas ran back to the dormitory, found Xia Ming's notebook in the cabinet, and took out the letter.Straight to the Vienna Academy of Music.

The notebook that Lukesi handed over to Chen Luoluo and Xia Ming was a black leather book with Luoluo's address written on the title page, and some private diaries were written in it, Luoluo didn't read it.

(End of this chapter)