Drawing Crescent Eyebrows: Alluring Zinnia with a Smile

Chapter 368

For many years, for Qingyou, the arrival of New Year's Eve has always been silent.

On New Year's Eve before the age of 13, she lived so plainly, other people's children chased and played happily, and she just had a meal with her father, but at that time she still had something to look forward to, because My father was busy with the military administration, so he always didn't see each other day and night, and it was difficult to have the opportunity to have a meal with my father a few times throughout the year, so it was still rare on New Year's Eve at that time.But after the age of 13, when she was in Xiqi, she seemed to have never experienced New Year's Eve, even if she had someone by her side, even if she had a master, a senior brother, and even at that time, there was a night without death, but the resentment towards her father in her heart , so that all that dimmed up.After returning to Shengjing, I faced my father's cold eyebrows for so long. Every New Year's Eve, it was just a quiet night in the Liuguang Building in Yushu. Even the previous reunion could be avoided. To her, the crackling of firecrackers outside the high wall was as painful as artillery fire, without any warmth at all.

Everything seemed to be like this, until that year, the year when she married into Rong Wang's mansion, from respect like ice to tenderness, on the battlefield, that New Year's Eve when she was so difficult at home and abroad, but she lived to the end. Today, the most nostalgic New Year's Eve.

It's a pity that in four years, and now in the fifth year, there is no such tenderness.

"It's so lively in the palace. New Year's Eve...it should be such an atmosphere..." Leaning in front of the Qingsha door, looking at the red and green everywhere outside, I can't help but fold my arms on my chest, and let out a sigh. After some exclamation and words, he looked at Qingyou beside him and joked, "Why are you so quiet here? It doesn't look like you're celebrating a festival, but it seems like you've fallen into a wealthy family and let others bully you?"

Qingyou smiled and glanced at him, ignored his words, and looked at him for a while, then the two of them went to the side hall together, and wrote lightly: "I thought she could come back in time," said, looking up. Glancing at Fei Ling, both of them knew what each other was thinking, "Why did you take so long?"

"According to the time, it's not too long." Fei Ling paused, then heaved a sigh of relief, "Two months is actually too short for what they have to do... ..." He said, "Qingyou, it's too short at this time, but it's just too long for us."

As she closed the palace door with her own hands, Qingyou also smiled. What he said was very clear, but it didn't wake up the dreamer. She always knew why she was looking forward to Rong Huan's return so much. In addition to seeing her as a sister, her sister-in-law is safe, and because of her return, it proves that all the turmoil in Shengjing has subsided, and that person is the final winner.

"Brother, do you regret letting her go?" Sitting on the kang couch, the warm tea is fragrant and the charcoal fire is burning. The atmosphere is just right, just suitable for heart-to-heart talk, so she asked him like this, without any reason, just wanting to know the answer to the question .

Fei Ling let out a laugh, and said leisurely: "I have regretted it a long time ago. I have been regretting it since she got on the carriage to Shengjing, but what can I do? She has to go, I Just support her."

"Can't you do anything else?" Qingyou raised her eyebrows, as if a little dissatisfied, "You are not a person who can't let go of fame and fortune, and the crown prince has also returned to Lin'an, why don't you let go of everything and go with her?"

"I told Huan'er that the Crown Prince couldn't take care of him due to the busy government and the affairs of the Crown Princess, but the fact..." He stared blankly at the front, shook his head, and didn't continue.

But seeing his expression like this, Qingyou suddenly understood something.

After a long silence, she took a sip of tea, "This is my mother's favorite tea. She used to live here, lived here for so many years, and drank Lu'an Guapian for so many years, but because of my birth, they It was hard to get together, but on the day I was born, there was no next moment for them. So it is right for Dad to snub me, and it is right for him to give up and not save me, but I have hated him for so many years... Until he died because of him, I hated him because of him."

Her personal pronouns were confusing, but Fei Ling knew exactly what she was talking about.

"Qingyou, in fact, we can live very easily, even though there are many things beyond our control, things that were doomed before we were born..." The cup of tea was steaming within his reach, Seeing such warmth, "As long as we don't have a heart, as long as we don't have feelings, we naturally don't care about those things, and it's only natural..."

"If you don't have any feelings, you don't have any feelings. Hate is also a feeling, so there will be no regrets or hate, so..." Qing You looked at Fei Ling, and it was his intention to continue, "We can be very relaxed."

He nodded and smiled, "But we never chose that path. We need warmth and love, so at the same time, we will hate and regret. These are all self-inflicted, and we cannot blame others."

"Brother," Qingyou looked at him like this for a while, then gently touched his hand holding the teacup, and frowned slightly, "Shengjing, that's where she lived. For a long time, her growth , Too many of her emotions happened there, you could go there back then, but why not today?"

Yes, why not today.

There used to be someone so important to him living in that place, but why not today.

"I didn't have a father at that time." He said lightly, and his tone was so far away, "I didn't have a child at that time, and I could think of her reasons for not wanting me in a grand and vivid way, but with Qi'er, I will not Same, I also don’t hate her or them, I try to understand, I’ve been understanding them all the time, but I don’t want to stay in Shengjing like you are here today, I’m afraid I can’t help it, I’m going to Qingcheng Mountain to find her, go to disturb her tranquility."

After listening to his words, Qingyou's eyes fell there for a long time, her mind went blank, and she couldn't think of a reason.

"She should come back," she said after a long while, "you are such a good father, she will come back..." Repeating this sentence, but actually concealing half a sentence, she can't go against Rong Huan's meaning, can't She told Fei Ling that she was taking their second child with her, but Qingyou felt more and more worried. She was afraid that the child would not be able to be born in front of her father.

Fei Ling looked at her with a smile, held her hand instead, and comforted her: "One day, you will be happy."

Possibly, and not just comfort.

Just at this time, there was a creaking sound of the door, and Yu Wenchui's voice was heard clearly, "Everywhere is uneasy, it's better to be here." As he spoke, he entered the Nuan Pavilion, and seeing the two of them sitting there, Yu Wenchui smiled lightly. With a voice, "Today is a coincidence. You are not in the mansion to accompany Qi'er, what are you doing here?"

Fei Ling sat there peacefully, and said with a smile: "The Empress picked up Qi'er to the palace early in the morning. After all, it's the same everywhere. What's wrong with coming here to have a chat with Qingyou?"

Yu Wenchui took off his cloak and threw it on the couch, then Gu Zi sat down on a chair in front of them, and said to Fei Ling, "Still in casual clothes?"

Fei Ling joked: "I expected you to come, so I don't want to bother to salute."

After all, the three of them laughed lightly.

Qingyou used to think that whenever the two of them met, if it wasn't about government affairs, they would have to speak sarcastically and confront each other. In fact, this was exactly the case in the past, but I don't know whether it was because Rong Huan was in Shengjing, which made the two of them have a common worry , or because of the experiences they have had over the past period of time, they have all changed a bit. In short, from what she saw, these two are always brothers who can play jokes. Contributors are proud of the world, and when they meet, they are always gentle.

She thought, but it's good to see them hate each other without this fate.

"However, the empress sent someone to pick her up earlier, and tonight is the old custom of a family banquet, so it's not long before now, why don't you make preparations and come here instead?" After a while, lightly You handed him a cup of tea to warm up, but she didn't know why he came here at this time.

Yuwen Chui smiled shyly, the words he said were very plain, but they were as bitter as coptis, "The family banquet is just a show, the father's health is getting worse, and the mother and queen are always in misery, but they are bustling for a meal. , and still have to abide by so many rules, making everyone unhappy, it’s better to be comfortable with each other, if you want to reunite, as long as you have the heart, when is it not a chance?"

Qingyou also smiled helplessly, and asked: "It's all right if you are someone else, but as the prince, how can you ignore the kung fu on the scene?"

"There will be plenty of opportunities to take care of it in the future, don't worry about it right now." Yu Wenchui said inadvertently, but it made the other two feel sour, and heard him say: "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing, it's just some idle business." Fei Ling said perfunctorily, "You mean you won't go to the big banquet?"

Yu Wenchui nodded, and didn't ask any more questions, he just said: "But I don't know if Qingyou's sister will have a meal for my brother during the New Year's Eve in this Qingsha Palace?"

(End of this chapter)