The maid is the queen

Chapter 133
I was jealous, I saw someone beside the emperor walking side by side with him, and I was just a substitute, my heart was so sad, and then I shrank back, when the person hidden in my heart gave me Hope, I grabbed it desperately.

Yes, I also want happiness, I also want to catch it, but it's just my own delusion.

But it's useless to say these now, I don't want to mention the past.

Looking at her with a smile: "Lu Yao is so kind, how old is the child?"

Her face was a little red, and she said softly: "It's been five months, but it's tossing me to death, you know? It's not easy to be pregnant with a child. You can't say it in the first three months, but the child tosses me so much." Ah, I vomited after I ate it, there was no taste in anything I ate, and I was hot and uncomfortable for a while, the imperial doctor specially gave me an abortion for four months, and it's only getting better now." She looked down at her belly, with eyes in her eyes The tenderness is as charming as spring water in April.

Tossing is also a kind of happiness.I have also experienced this, but it was so painful for a short time, and I almost didn't grasp those memories well, and the child was gone.

"That's great." I said softly.

She smiled: "Zhiqiu, I have figured it out now, take good care of the child and help the emperor, I will be like this all my life, women, before getting married, you can have a small self, but when you have a child, It's totally different, a woman's life is like this, you used to persuade me to let go, but now I want to persuade you, stop being obsessed."

"That's great." I found that I was going back and forth, how could I only say these two words?I am not even allowed to be obsessed now, I don't want to talk about those things anymore, I hide the thorn very well, I don't want to pull it out and hurt it more.

People really change, no matter how lively, happy, bold and casual they were before, life will change a person, yesterday we were still young, today we sit together, and our moods are different.

But I'm really happy, Lu Yao has let go of himself now, and stays with the emperor well, so that she can be happier, and I'm happy for her, she is my good sister.

"In the cold palace, I'm not as fat as before." She looked at me carefully: "I thought you would take good care of yourself."

I smiled: "The body is fine, and the spirit is also quite good."

She ordered the maid to bring in some small snacks, or Zhang Luona's, and sent everyone away, she sighed: "You, even if you are far away, you just show me a smile, Zhiqiu , I'm going to be a mother, I'm really happy." She secretly smiled.

I know she is happy, I have felt her joy.

"Zhiqiu, let's not talk about the past, but I have to tell you that the emperor still has feelings for you, so don't be angry anymore, we are all women, we don't want to be more, we have been together all our lives Live in this palace until you get old and leave this world. You really don’t want to think about things that are too far away.” She persuaded me sincerely: “As a sister, I don’t want to see you suffer like this.”

I bowed my head and didn't say anything, some feelings, some things, it doesn't mean that I can start again by bowing my head.Although I know that I owe him and hurt him, I am also working hard to make up for it.

"Zhiqiu, come to me and take care of me." She took my hand: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you, with me around, no one can hurt you, we sisters live together in the palace Take care of the emperor."

My heart was trembling slightly, I raised my eyes to look at Lu Yao's serious eyes, and my heart was very warm. "thanks."

"Thank you for what. No matter what the reason is, I think you will be fine when you are by my side."

"But I can't, and I don't want to, Lu Yao, I don't know how to take care of people, and I don't want to drag you down. Now that you are pregnant with a fetus, you must be more careful in the harem. Those who hurt us before have not I found out who it was, but it was still lurking in the palace, and I would rather she target me than have anything happen to you." What does it matter if I am alone, but Lu Yao is different, she has children, she just If you are going to be a queen mother, you must not have any accidents.

Lu Yao shook his head: "I'm not afraid, no one in the harem dares to touch me."

"But I'm afraid." I smiled: "I know what you mean, thank you very much."

"You are just stubborn, but how can you say you are good? Don't tell me you will stay in the cold palace all your life and never come out?"

I don't know either, let's just take one step at a time. "You have to take good care of your body and give birth to a white and fat child when the time comes."

"Yes, it's better to be the prince." She smiled: "I can give the Lu family an explanation."

Really, talking about the child is an confession, but she looked at her belly with love in her eyes.

Speaking of the child, she said seriously: "Zhiqiu, Li Feng'er's daughter, I heard that you are taking care of her now, you are really healed, don't you forget the pain? I see you, you really can't be so stubborn, you can't see her." The child is fine, if you want to take it, Xu will bring it back to you when you are out of the cold palace, then Li Fenger's child cannot be touched, the emperor doesn't like it, and the queen mother doesn't like it either, how many people in the palace hate her, if the child has No matter what, you can't escape the relationship."

I understand all the relationships she mentioned, and I also know that this is a trouble, but thinking about those black eyes that love to laugh, that innocent childlike face, there is really no hatred for it.

"It's okay. I like that child very much. I don't care what her mother did. I can really let go of my hatred for her. I want to forget the person I hate the most, let alone her? The child has no What's wrong." Looking at the rising sun outside, I said again: "Lu Yao, if there is nothing else, I'll go back first." Maybe the child will still cry after a while.

"I'm just warning you, Zhiqiu, don't let people hurt you, not everyone in the palace is like you."

I smiled sweetly: "I will be more careful, Lu Yao, don't worry about me too much, on the contrary, you are more than five months old now, so you should take care."

"I will, you wait to be an aunt."

"Do you want to give a gift, Lu Yao, I'm so poor." I called out sadly.

She couldn't help laughing happily: "You, just help me take care of the child in the future, call you aunt, you have to teach him to sing, and you have to teach him to play the piano."

I frowned bitterly: "No way, I still play the piano." Maybe I plan to raise her as a daughter.

"Of course, a child of the royal family, who is not proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, who told you that you are the number one piano girl in the capital."

She laughed at me again, and she didn't get me this name.

"Okay, okay, I'm going back first, I'm just waiting to be an aunt, waiting for your baby to be born, and then talk, sweetly calling, queen mother, aunt is so beautiful, I like aunt."

She spat at me: "Shameless people, you are really thick-skinned, I will send you back."

"No need, I know the way."

Of course, I will go back by a remote road. I would rather avoid some troubles and avoid some people.

After entering the cold palace, ghosts and ghosts went back to the woods. They didn't smell the alcohol, and felt a little more comfortable. They ran back to the place where they lived, and the child really cried.

That's not good, alas, maybe she has been very restless.

I hugged her and twirled around, and she laughed because she didn't ask me why Lu Yao asked me to go.

In the evening, Eunuch Chen came in again with a smile on his face, and said happily, "Did the emperor let the lady go again?"

"Yes." Eunuch Chen said with a smile: "Miss Yun, just take the child and go with the old slave."

That's really strange, doesn't he dislike children?That's good, and asked me to hug it.

Then go, the shoulder still hurt from biting me, I looked at Eunuch Chen sadly: "Is it necessary to change the medicine again?"

He said nothing, but blinked innocently.

Sure enough, it was because of the change of dressing that he came to invite me so graciously. Well, I will take the child there to have a good meal. The food in the cold palace is not delicious.Although someone took care of me, I still felt that it was not delicious.

It is really a good feast for a table, and it is light and light stewed food that is easy to swallow.

He was not there, but several court ladies were waiting on him.

I asked Chen Eunuch suspiciously: "Is changing the dressing this time more painful than tying the jade plate?"

He laughed: "No, the emperor's injury has healed a lot."

That's good, don't make me feel uneasy.

The little doll in his arms saw the food, and waved his little hand to ask for it.

I sat with her in my arms, spooned up the soup and let it cool down before feeding her. Seeing her eating with gusto, I felt an indescribable joy in my heart.

"Good boy, eat more, don't grab my clothes, don't grab, don't grab."

Huh, that's not right, obviously she came to grab my hand with two hands, and asked me to put the food into her mouth quickly, and there was someone pulling my clothes behind me, I turned around and saw that I was standing pitifully The little man looked at me and yelled inarticulately, "I want...I want it."

My eyes lit up: "Ying'er, come, give me a hug, she's so big, she can walk, come and give me a hug."

He probably knows me a little bit, he looks at me with a pair of black eyes and is not afraid of life, I really like to see him, but who knows that I have held Xu's little hand before hugging him, this one in my arms is just loud cry.

A pair of eyes stared at Xu and cried, I was a little speechless, why are children like this.

Xu pulled my clothes and dragged my hand: "Bao."

"Ah." This one cried louder.

Knowing that children will compete for favor, but she is really afraid that I will leave her to hug other children.

"If you had to choose one, which one would you want?" There was a hint of ridicule in the faint voice.

I sighed with a headache, watching him leaning against the door and enjoying the scene, I think he did it on purpose, I was the worst at choosing one of the two, and I was actually a child.

Yinger was entrusted to me by Lin Shangyi, and I have a deeper feeling for him, but the one in my arms is a poor child.

"Hey, Yinger, sit down for a while, and I'll hug you when I feed my sister, okay?" Chuichuitang hurriedly sent it to the crying mouth, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, and sometimes He looked at Xu defensively.

How old is the child, it makes me angry and funny.

(End of this chapter)