The maid is the queen

Chapter 189 Calling My Name
"Brother Huang." He called hoarsely, and it was the first time I heard him call him so respectfully.

Xia Juntang's handsome face was weathered and haggard, his eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and he whispered words from his lips, which he couldn't hear at first, but slowly he could hear a sentence: "Zhi Qiu, Zhi Qiu, don't cry. "

I turned my face away, biting my lip and the tears couldn't be stopped and slipped down.

Xia Junlan let go of my hand gently, and sighed softly: "It turns out that Brother Huang has been thinking about you. You can stay with him here. I have to go to the Ministry of War now."

He turned his head and left, and the father-in-law's voice raised again: "Get up."

Weeping still couldn't help overflowing from my lips, Lin Luoshui handed me the veil, I couldn't wipe the tears off my face no matter what.I covered my face and turned my head to bury in Lin Luoshui's arms. I just wanted to borrow my shoulders so that my feet would not be weak and my heart would not fall until I fell into pain.

He was still muttering, "Zhiqiu."

"He kept calling you like this. If someone else suffered such a serious injury, he would definitely not be able to hold on, but he has a strong sense of being alive. Several times I thought he would not be able to hold on, but he did. Then, when he was most sober, he told me that he was going back to the capital, and then he would call your name, thinking that this name would give him the courage to live."

"Don't say..." I couldn't cry anymore, seeing him lying there dying, seeing him unconsciously calling my name, I felt like my heart was blown by the wind little by little, adding to the pain , more and more, like a ball, if it splits, the pain will spread to my limbs.

Lin Luoshui patted my shoulder lightly, comforting me silently.

I tried my best to ask myself not to cry, not to be so weak, wiped away my tears, and then sat in front of the bed and looked at him, that red face and tentacles made me feel scared.

Looking up at Lin Luoshui: "Hurry up and cool him down, he's so uncomfortable now." In such a cold day, beads of sweat were protruding out in big drops.

"If he can't take the medicine, no elixir will work." He said sadly.

"It doesn't matter, you go and prepare the medicine." Xia Juntang will not stop drinking, he is the same as me, and he will not be afraid of hardship.

I gently wiped it off with my sleeve, and he called softly, "Zhiqiu."

Touching his burning face with his fingers, he held back his tears and pretended to be relaxed and said: "I am Zhiqiu, can you hear my voice? I am Yun Zhiqiu, Xia Juntang, you are back, I am here Do you feel it around you?"

I seemed to see some sighs floating on his face, as if he was a little relieved.

Juntang, why do you make yourself suffer so much?I have something worth remembering.

But Juntang, you must be brave, nothing can defeat you, you don't want me to be sad, right?
Countless thoughts are struggling left and right, and it is very sad in the end.

Sitting in the chair and watching him stop calling my name, watching him seem to relax his brows, sleeping so peacefully, like a child.The snowflakes outside fell quietly, and the rustling sound was so soft, it seemed that he didn't want to disturb his peaceful sleep.

Don't tell me that you just want to see me and hear me call your name, Xia Juntang, it's not possible, do you know.

It was so quiet, so quiet that I was really scared. I kept stretching out my trembling fingers under the tip of his nose to test his temperature. This kind of pain and fear were intertwined, and it was more painful than when my mother left. It comes deeply, I know you are not afraid of death, you are a manly man, but I beg you to be stronger.

I agreed not to cry, but the tears slipped down quietly bit by bit, I still couldn't bear to close my eyes, Xia Juntang, can you feel that I am by your side?

"Don't be afraid." Lin Luoshui's voice was low, and he pressed my shoulder with one hand: "He is a lucky man, and he has returned from the far northwest. If he really gives up, I will not let him go. of."

Bring me a bowl of medicine, and then he ran to the window and looked up at the window, I heard the sound of his tears overflowing.

Wiped away the tears and smiled softly: "Juntang, come to take medicine."

Trembling, he put the medicine into his lips, but he didn't open his mouth, and the sweat was still flowing. If I had known, I would have been cruel, and I shouldn't have come. Xia Juntang, you can't do this, if you It’s just that I want to hear me call you and you just let go of everything, I will hate you, I hate you very much, please open up, let me feed you medicine.

Lin Luoshui turned around and said fiercely: "Okay, as soon as I came back, I thought about leaving, okay, brothers, friends, they are all bullshit, Yun Zhiqiu, you give me the medicine, I smashed it, let He went clean."

"No, no, he won't just want to leave like this."

He was very angry, so he pushed Xia Juntang's drowsy shoulder: "Why don't you call her name anymore, haven't you been calling her all the time? Now? What are you pretending, call me, call me."

"Go away, you are not allowed to push him and scold him." I pushed Lin Luoshui, but he didn't go away, so I picked up a spoon and hit him in the face: "Go away, don't touch him, he will be very painful painful."

The spoon hit him in the face, he gave me a painful look, went out sad and helpless, sat down on the threshold, and hit his head hard on the threshold.

I stuck my fingers into the hot medicine, dipped it into his mouth and squeezed it into his mouth. I was very patient, bit by bit, and bit by bit. When it came to his mouth, tears fell into the bowl and black circles of light formed. I sobbed, "Juntang, I am Zhiqiu. You need to take medicine. You are the same as me. We are not afraid of suffering, right?"

He didn't speak, just frowned, my fingers were surrounded by a warm tongue, I laughed again with tears all over my face, and carefully held the bowl to his lips: "Jun Tang, be good, come and drink , not bitter, not bitter at all.”

As if he was conscious, he moved his lips lightly, and the medicine juice became less after a little movement.

After drinking for a long time, Lin Luoshui turned his head and looked at it in surprise.

"Xia Juntang, you are really good, you can drink it down." I finally smiled in relief.

Wrung out the water with a wet towel, gently wiped his face, pulled his hands out of the quilt and wiped carefully, his back was hurt, very badly.

His hands were clenched into fists, and I asked Lin Luoshui, "What's wrong?"

"I don't know, I also tried to make love with him, but when he moved, his brows were furrowed in pain. I was afraid of hurting the wound on his back, so I didn't do it forcefully."

I looked at it seriously, the palm was tightly grasped, and a gray thread was faintly visible, but I didn't dare to move him. I lifted the quilt, which was wrapped with gauze on the back, and gently wiped the edge, and then covered it. Cover him lightly with the light quilt.The medicine I drank had some effect, and the cold sweat stopped flowing.

Until my stomach growled, I was a little embarrassed.

Lin Luoshui said softly: "You stay here and watch over him. I'll ask someone to cook something for you. I'll sleep for a while and watch over him at night. I've done my best for this friend."

"Well, thanks." I said softly.

But he sighed, I was also a little heartbroken, thank you, for whom should I thank him?
The person who is most sorry for Xia Juntang is me, Xia Juntang, you will definitely wake up, you will be fine, right? If you have me in your heart, you have to care about me. I don’t allow you to have anything to do now. I like you smiling gently Tell me, it's okay, Zhiqiu, I'm okay, I'm not important.

In fact, you are very important, I stared deeply at his sleeping face, how did we have a fate, Juntang, you must hold on, otherwise I will hate you so much, I think of you , I will hate you.

After eating the noodles brought up by the servants, I just sat there quietly, covering his face with my hands quietly, so silent that only my heart ached.As the twilight sinks, my face is gently pressed against his face, which are two different warmth, without bravery, I will lend it to you, it is too painful, you share it with me.

I have to go back, I told him: "Xia Juntang, I'm going back, I will come to see you tomorrow, you have to remember, I will come tomorrow."

Get someone to wake Lin Luoshui to watch over him, and when he is good, the sedan chair is driven to the palace in the darkness of twilight.

Looking back at the Three Princes' Mansion, it was so lonely and dark that it was extremely lonely. With a sigh in my heart, I closed my eyes and tried to calm the pain in my heart.

Back at the palace, the palace lanterns painted the grandeur and bustle of the palace one by one, entwining the splendor and splendor of the palace, a little light here, a little light there, and the combination of them made my heart warm.

When I got off the sedan chair, my footsteps were a bit frivolous, and the palace lanterns were hung around the Nuanxin Hall like fire, shining brilliantly, as if waiting for someone to come back.

Two palace maids came to lead me in, and it was rare that Xia Junlan was there too.

Baby and Xu happily ran over and called me: "Mother Concubine, Mother Concubine."

"Yeah." I responded, squatting down and gently hugging them: "Have you eaten yet?"

The two shook their heads and looked at Xia Junlan in unison. He was hugging Xi, and asked Xi to stand between his knees to play with him, and smiled at me slightly: "We will use it together when we get back, Eunuch Chen can pass on the meal. "

Eating silently, he brought me a piece of meat: "Eat more."

"Yeah." I smiled, but felt that I didn't have much appetite for meat, and I didn't eat what was in the bowl.

The meal was sprinkled, and cakes and fruits were served. Baobao and Xu would only eat some cut fruits, and then let the maid take them down after playing for a while.

When I came back from the shower, I saw him playing with Xu in the dormitory. I put him on the ground and told him to crawl.

I hugged him from behind and tried hard to inhale his scent: "I'm really tired."

He turned around and hugged me tightly: "It will pass."

"He finally took the medicine, Jun Lan, can you take him into the palace?" This also means taking care of him more carefully.

After all, the Three Princes' Mansion has been vacant for so many years, and there are not many servants left.

But he answered me lightly: "You can visit him again tomorrow."

"Why?" I raised my face and looked at him tiredly: "You can allow me to see him, but why don't you take him into the palace, he is your third brother, your majesty, your brother."

"I know better than you, Zhiqiu, you have to think from my position, will you guarantee that you will not visit him or take care of him in the palace?"

Before I answered him, I said: "You won't, Yun Zhiqiu understands your temperament very well, you absolutely won't, you are my concubine in the palace, and you go to take care of an imperial uncle, what is that? ? If it gets out, what will you say?"

(End of this chapter)