The maid is the queen

Chapter 193
It was too much, I was too angry to say a word.

But I don't want to leave like this, I want to go in, I want to see Xi.

My father-in-law wouldn't let me in, so I waited at the door. It's just that the wind and rain here are so strong, and the snow hits my face, which is so painful.

After standing for a long time, the maid couldn't bear the cold. After all, her clothes were thin and her lips were darkened by the cold. Even the baby coughed a few times uncomfortably. Dian, come back after breakfast, the empress and the little princess didn’t eat breakfast, it’s not good for your health.”

"Yong'er, you take the baby back for breakfast first." She can't be frozen anymore.

But the baby refused, hugging my feet: "Mother Concubine, the baby won't go."

"Hey, go back quickly, or the concubine mother won't love the baby anymore."

"No." She shook her head.

"Are you disobedient?" I became upset and called out to her loudly: "If you are disobedient, the concubine mother will not care."

She was so frightened that tears rolled in her eyes, and I felt distressed: "Be obedient, baby, concubine mother is here waiting for father and emperor to bring brother Xi out, and concubine mother will go back to be with the baby after a while." Let them all go back, I don't want to be an abusive master.

Holding an embroidered umbrella, I waited at the gate of Zhenghua Palace. I waited for another half an hour, but there was still no movement inside. My hands were so cold that my whole body didn't have any temperature. The snow hit my face. It's also messy.

The father-in-law persuaded me in a low voice: "Miss Yungui, it's freezing cold, it's better for the concubine to go back first, don't freeze your body, the little prince and princess need your care."

"Then please pass it on to my father-in-law again." I still don't want to give up.

Who says I'm not worried about Hee?His crying in the middle of the night made my heart ache. I just wanted to take him to the Three Princes' Mansion. There would be nothing wrong with me taking care of him. Besides, Lin Luoshui was there, but I didn't expect him to be so narrow-minded.I admit that I haven't taken good care of the child these two days, but if you want to be angry, if you want to hate, don't take Xi away like this, what is it?

Those who love me want to hold me in the palm of their hands, but when they are angry with me, they let me wait outside the ice and snow. You have to say what you want.

I really want to turn around and leave, but I really can't, I'm not alone, the three children are like three threads, binding me firmly in the palace.

The father-in-law came out with a sigh, and I knew that it was impossible for me to go in without making a sound.

Throwing away the embroidered umbrella in his hand, he watched the rustling sound of the snowflakes falling on the ground.

I turned around and walked back. In the dark gray sky, the howling wind blew my tears down.

My heart is sore and painful, Xia Junlan, do you really want to torture me to death?

I want to see Xi, I want to know if he is seriously ill or better now, if he can't see me, will he cry, will he not get used to Zhenghua Palace.

Going back alone alone, walking out of the deep footprints also soaked the hem of my clothes.

I kept sending maids there, but I couldn't even enter Zhenghua Palace.

The hot meal under the candlelight became cold and no one touched it, like a sigh, and the last heat also lingered in the room.

I didn't sleep well all night, I woke up suddenly repeatedly, and I couldn't fall asleep when I thought of Xi's crying.Under the hazy palace lanterns, snow fluttered around the palace lanterns, blurring my eyes.

My body was very weak, I struggled to get up, I only felt a splitting headache, I asked the maids to come in to wait on me, I rewarded the two maids with two thick clothes, and asked them to light up lanterns to accompany me to Zhenghua Palace.

The weather in Ling Hou is really cold, the wind and snow blow on the face, like a knife is scraping.

The whole palace was so quiet that there was only the sound of fine snow rustling. The palace and everything were bathed in a quiet silvery white. We smashed the snow to Zhenghua Palace.

The father-in-law who got up early at the gate was clearing the snow-covered road. The father-in-law who guarded the gate was a little surprised to see me, but still looked embarrassed.

"The emperor didn't come out, did he?"

The father-in-law said respectfully: "The emperor will not come out until about half an hour later."

"En." I replied lightly, I'm waiting for him here, he always has to go up and come out.

Today I have already prepared a hand warmer or something, but the north wind is still cold, it is so cold that my teeth seem to be fighting, and the breath I breathe is flying on my face like white smoke.

For half an hour, whether it is fast or slow, my whole body will be cold after being in the wind for a long time. I am shaking my body and jumping, trying to make my body not so cold.

The sky was getting brighter and brighter, and the door of Zhenghua Palace was also opened. I smiled with relief, and finally it was here.

I will definitely not be rude to him when he comes out, I will pretend nothing happened, and then say with a smile: "I'm here to see Xi."

Give the hand warmer to the maid, and let him see how sincerely I insist on it. In fact, I don't know what I insist on?Thinking about it later, I feel a little sad and ridiculous. I don’t know if everyone is always a little blind and stubborn when they are young.

"The emperor is here." The little eunuch came out to announce, and the eunuch who was guarding the gate straightened up immediately, and I was also relieved.

He came out, wearing a dragon robe in the white light of the morning, so imposing.

I went up to greet him, blocked the door and saluted: "I have seen the emperor."

"What are you doing here?" he said coldly.

Sigh, I'm still angry, I'm really angry, why have I been angry for so long?

I raised a smile: "Your Majesty, my concubine came to see Xi'er, is she feeling better now?"

"Are you concerned about him now?" He answered coldly, frowning as if displeased that I was blocking the way. Before I could speak, the father-in-law who was guarding the door flattered me and said, "Your Majesty, Concubine Yun Gui came here early in the morning and has been waiting for the emperor for half an hour."

"Bold slave, there is no room for you to speak, come here, slap your mouth."

I stared at him with a fixed smile, and the anger in my heart was getting higher and higher. I suppressed the anger with all my strength, and kept telling myself what I said when I came here, don’t be angry, and beg him well.He likes me to act like a baby, and then begs him.

Unexpectedly, before I opened my mouth, a female voice came from Zhenghua Palace: "Your Majesty."

Many people blocked me, guessing that the people behind didn't see it, they were still whispering: "Fortunately, the emperor didn't go far, so the concubine could catch up. The emperor brought a hand warmer, so it won't be so cold when he goes to court. "

The father-in-law tactfully gave way, and a petite and pretty woman came out.

My heart suddenly ached. That woman was the beautiful girl Yunsha who came back from her bed in Zhenghua Palace that morning. Her clothes were thin and her temples were slightly disheveled. She was holding a hand warmer in her hand to give to Xia Junlan.

She also saw it, and hurriedly said hello: "The concubine has seen the imperial concubine."

"Don't be too polite." I laughed.

I just feel that my own smile should be uglier than crying.

I have been waiting here for a long time, I begged me to see Xi, but with such a side, if I knew I would not come here, it would always make myself feel guilty better than the current cramping pain.

"Your Majesty, it's time to go to court." It was Eunuch Chen who reminded him in a low voice.

He glanced at me, and I bent down with a smile: "The concubine resigns."

When I left, I didn't know why and I didn't cry anymore. Not bad, Yun Zhiqiu, who grew up better and better, smiled hard and went back to the Nuanxin Palace quickly.

A little dizzy, she still took care of the baby and Xu after breakfast.

The baby's cold went away quickly, and he was alive and kicking again.

Xu didn't bother me either, but said softly: "Mother, don't be cold, you need to wear more clothes so you don't get cold."

"Yeah." I nodded, and put on all the thick clothes silently: "The concubine mother is going out of the palace now, Xu and the baby have to be good, the concubine mother will come back at night, you have to listen to the elder sister of the palace lady, you can't run out It’s freezing, you have to be full to eat, you know?”

The two children nodded in unison. I told them to go to the study room. Once they were seated at a small table, the teacher taught them how to read and write.

I went out of the palace in a sedan chair, my heart was silent, nothing could come in, I didn't even worry about anyone, when I was a little dizzy, the palace lady said: "Your Majesty, we are here."

Opening his heavy eyelids and stepping in, Lin Luoshui didn't say anything to me, but said: "Juntang is recovering well."

I went in and pretended nothing happened, and said with a smile, "Xia Juntang, are you feeling better today?"

He raised his head from the pillow and smiled softly, his eyes were full of gentle brilliance surrounding me.

"Zhiqiu, I have to change the medicine for him first. Yesterday, his health was bad and he didn't change it. If the medicine is not changed for too long, it won't work."

"Yeah." I nodded, "You just change it for him. It's not that I haven't seen him change his dressing. It's nothing terrible." I didn't want to go outside. Looking at the empty courtyard alone, I always feel sad.

The gauze was slowly lifted off, but he still fainted from the pain. Watching the bright red blood slide down to the bed and then to the floor, the scarlet color made me tremble, and I grabbed the handle of the chair with both hands and wanted to He stabilized his body, but his whole body still slid down, his fingers touched the teacup, and he heard the crisp sound of falling to the ground, his eyes went dark and he didn't know anything.

Maybe I shouldn't have fainted, but I still fainted after all. When I woke up, I saw the hazy sky outside. Looking at this strange room, I was either in the Nuanxin Palace, or I was in the Three Kings Mansion.

At this time, is it dawn or is it getting dark?
As soon as I thought of it, I thought about it in a hurry, and shook my head twice, only to feel that my eyes were dim.

The maid guarding the door saw that I woke up and said anxiously: "Your Majesty, you are awake, and this servant will immediately ask Doctor Lin to come over and show your Majesty."

Seeing the frightened expression on her small face, she must have been terrified.

My body felt a little light, but my head still hurt a lot.

Lin Luoshui came in and breathed a sigh of relief: "You finally woke up."

"Yeah, what's wrong with me?" Now I feel my throat hurts too.

"It's a very severe wind and cold, what did you do? Such an adult can't take care of himself. The maid said that you haven't eaten or slept well all day. Zhiqiu, don't worry too much about Xia Juntang. With me, sometimes we have to believe There is a thing called destiny in this world, we can't keep what God wants to take away, and we can't take what we want to keep, so don't worry too much."

(End of this chapter)