The maid is the queen

Chapter 28 I don't deserve it

He squeezed my hand and told me he was grateful.

But what I want is not his gratitude.

Step by step, I infiltrate these things, and I don't covet what doesn't belong to me.

After leaving the palace silently, those father-in-laws naturally dispersed, got into the carriage and went straight to the Three Kings' Mansion.

"Zhiqiu, what is your greatest wish?"

I thought about it hard, then shook my head: "I have no wish."

He smiled: "Then you didn't even give me a chance to repay you? Zhiqiu, how about you be my third princess? I won't make things difficult for you. I will try my best to give you a shelter from wind and rain, so as not to let you suffer. If one day, you meet someone you like, we can also clean up."

I saw the tiredness in his eyes, and he was also eager to end these messy things.

Third princess, I have never thought of such a noble status.

He spoke very seriously, he didn't care about my status, and his mother and concubine were also very kind to me.

But it's very unreal, hehe, I chuckled and shook my head lightly: "No."

He was a little surprised, then sighed and said, "Sorry, I took the liberty."

"It's not presumptuous, I also know that my status is not worthy of these, you are also a very good person, responsible, steady and rational, I also like playing the piano with you, but you don't love me, you don't You should marry a woman casually. In this way, it is unfair to you and the other party. "

If you don't have a heart, don't say that, it makes me feel a little thorn in my heart.

There was a trace of surprise in his eyes, and then he admired: "Yun Zhiqiu, you are really a unique woman, I really don't know how to thank you."

"Hehe, why bother to thank you, maybe, I owed you in my previous life, so I have to pay it back in this life."

"Not a good reason." He shrugged and smiled.

I also chuckled, can we find a better reason?
I have a good impression of him, I think, and he knows it too, otherwise, why should I help him act in a daze?I think this scene will not last for a long time, he will go to the Northwest in October.

Who is thankful to whom, I am like a kite with a broken string, I don’t know where I am going to fly, and when I meet a cloud, I follow him.

Just follow him and fly, when he is gone, I think the kite should have found its own direction by then.

Now, I am still confused, I just want to stay on the cloud, because the cloud attracts me with warmth.

"Zhiqiu, it's very comfortable to talk to you, yes, Yun Zhiqiu, you are such a good girl, you should find a man who loves you very much, loves you, and treats you as a treasure in his hands, I am not worthy .”

what is love?In this world, will there really be a man who loves me very much and regards me as a treasure in his hand?

Xia Juntang, you really underestimate yourself, why do you always look down on yourself?
He closed his eyes, concentrating on his own mood.

I think, if the premise of liking someone is to like to be with that person, listen to him talk, and relieve his worries, then I have to stop, I can't like him.

If I refuse to be his concubine, if I refuse such a man among men to be my husband, others will definitely call me stupid, but I don't regret it at all. I know exactly what I want?I want a man who loves me wholeheartedly, takes care of me, and can let me let go of all the pain.

He doesn't love me.His heart belongs to another woman.

There are many things that cannot be given an honest reason, and no one wants to struggle, so they just let the ambiguity continue.

I went back to the Third Prince, and the people there treated me as a distinguished guest.

Sometimes I feel that God is really good at joking, the person Lu Yao likes turns out to be me here.

Maybe, she and him were destined to have no fate.

The autumn tiger is still exuding its prestige, and the sky in September is always blue and quiet. The slightest wind blows from the lotus pond, carrying the fragrance of lotus, blowing away the scorching heat.

I have to say that this Xia Juntang amazed me more and more. He knows the rhythm and has a deep understanding of the way of Zen and Buddhism.

Moreover, he is quite easy-going, without the arrogance of a prince at all. He is like an older brother, with a good temper and a good temper. I don't talk to him much. I know he is in a bad mood now.

Maybe, subconsciously, I like the gentle and elegant. I like the indifference of him.

Half-closed eyes, enjoying the cool breeze, boundless autumn colors, almost drowsy, the book cover in my hand slipped off my face, I will cover some more, in the quiet afternoon, the girls of the third prince are all gone After resting, I just relax a little bit.

From being a wild girl with nothing to being a distinguished guest in the Three Kings' Mansion, I always feel uneasy when being waited on and watched.

He can also know what I want, so let the girl stop following me all the time.

The eyelids closed again heavily, and the book slowly slid down.

I subconsciously wanted to pull it up again, but felt that one hand was faster and pulled the book to my face.

At this time, I was already awake from the sleepiness, but the hand that put the book was rubbing gently on my forehead, and somehow, I didn't pull down the book, but I still pretended to be asleep.

I haven't known him for a long time, but it's like we've known each other for many years. No matter what we do, we have a tacit understanding, whether it's the violin or the mind.

There is a saying in the world that there is a heart-to-heart connection, but we didn't say anything. In his eyes, there was only a sigh of resentment.

He held my hand, his big palm spread out my palm, and his fingertips rubbed against my palm lightly, bringing a trembling feeling to the bottom of my heart.

I was surprised but also had a kind of expectation, why did he become so Meng Lang today?However, I didn't feel bad. Could it be that in my heart, I just thought that he could treat me well, approach me, and like me?

God, Yun Zhiqiu, what are you thinking?How can you expect such a noble person to like you.

How can you be ashamed to take advantage of it?I wanted to withdraw my hand, but his finger stroked lightly on my cheek again, once and for all, making my heart shrink.

Then I heard his chuckle, whispering, "Little one."

The place where the face was scratched was like a fire. After he left, I shyly took the book away. I didn’t dare to breathe out just now. It spread out, I thought maybe I can not belittle myself, after all, when he looks at me, he is not a stranger's eyes.

He left a long time ago, only a faint fragrance remained, mixed with the fragrance of lotus.

The girl suddenly ran over here and yelled loudly: "Miss Yun, the Third Prince invites you to come over."

"What's the matter?" I stood up and brushed the hair falling by my ears.

He was here just now, why didn't he tell me?Could it be... He was too embarrassed to speak again, so he asked the girl to come.

His face suddenly burned again, and he lowered his head to look at his toes.

The girl said with a smile: "Miss Yun, the Third Prince said he wants to go out and asked you to go together."

Look up, does he want to go out in this hot weather?
What I saw was his apologetic eyes, and he said helplessly, "Zhiqiu, let's go out."

"Okay." I readily agreed.

Looking at his eyes, I couldn't help becoming more shy, always thinking of him softly calling me "little thing", that sound really made my heart soften.

He took my hand out again, he seemed to be used to it, but I think there should be some differences between us.

Going to the back door, scattered dots of white light leaked from the cracks in the trees, I looked up at him and said, "Is he here?"

"Yeah." He turned his head and smiled brightly at me: "So, on such a hot day, let's go out."

I shrugged my shoulders and said helplessly, "Ah, actually, maybe Northwest is better." It's not just because someone wants to go out, I have to drag him.

"The person who knows me best is Yun Zhiqiu." He sighed and said, "Fortunately, I can still meet you."

He would slow down, walk side by side with me, and walk through the shade of trees intertwined with branches and leaves, so comfortable that he seemed to forget their different identities.

The back door was wide open, and a black-and-white carriage was already parked outside. It was very quiet, but with an air of arrogance.

Sure enough, whoever was riding in what kind of carriage didn't look pleasing to the eye.

The butler was also guarding in front of a carriage. Xia Juntang got into the carriage first, and then reached out to help me down.

The person in front didn't say where they were going, but just walked forward. Xia Juntang didn't like to ask, so he played chess with me in the carriage and had a blast.

"Third Lord, go to the Shili Pavilion to burn incense." The driver of the carriage told us in a raised voice.

While picking up the chess pieces, he was thinking about it, his brows were furrowed full of worry.

Sure enough, you are a cheapskate, so you have to go up to investigate Xia Juntang and Concubine Mu.It is really a ridiculous reason to burn incense. For such an arrogant and domineering person, can he believe in gods and Buddhas and burn incense?
Don't say I don't believe it, even Xia Juntang doesn't believe it.

He was thinking while picking up the chess pieces, with some sighs and helplessness in his eyes.

I always don't want to see him in trouble, so I clap his hand and say briskly: "Xia Juntang, don't worry too much, take a look at me, take a serious look, do I look like her?"

He looked up at me very seriously, with a doting smile in his eyes, and stretched out his hand to rub my hair: "You are you, not her."

For a moment, he felt that this action was too intimate, so he withdrew his hand and put away all the chess pieces stiffly.

I was really happy to hear him say that. I know that Qiu is me, not the same as Mu Xue. Then who said that I look a little like another person?I have met Concubine Mu Gui a few times. Although I can't match her delicate beauty, there is still a bit of similarity between her eyebrows and eyes.

"I can help you. I was the one who was so embarrassed that day."

There was some surprise in his eyes, and more and more heartache: "Where did you spend the night?"

He lowered his head and sighed, "Yes, that was the night when my mother was buried. I dare not go back. I am afraid of being alone."

"Zhiqiu, don't be sad." He stretched out his hand and wiped my tears: "When you are unhappy in the future, I will still be there. If I was by your side and accompanied you at that time, maybe you would not Scared."

(End of this chapter)